A/N: This is a one-shot fic unless you guys want more! (Which you probably won't…)

Pansy's Diary

Summary: After HBP. Pansy hasn't heard from Draco since Dumbledore's funeral, and she's worried. She turns to the only one left: her diary. Warning: Contains HBP spoilers!

Dear Diary

It's been three weeks since Dumbledore died. Three weeks since I last saw Draco. I've been sending him owls, but every owl that I send to him comes back with the letter I sent out. I haven't gotten a single reply from him, and I'm really getting worried. Today at least I decided to send out my personal owl, Athena, my best. Hopefully she'll find him. Oh, god, I'm so worried. I really hope nothing's happened to him.

Why is this happening to me? Why now? This stuff only happens in the Muggle world, and only in those stupid things…what are they called again? Oh, right. Moo-veez. Whatever those are. They don't happen in real life. At least not to me. Pansy Parkinson, witch. Not as good as that stupid Mudblood, though. God, she gets on my nerves so much!

I haven't eaten or slept properly in three weeks. I think I've lost weight. Everytime I look in the mirror I see someone I don't know. A pale, pale girl with dark eyes and black hair that makes her face look paler than it is, who's really thin. That isn't me. But it is. I've changed now. I've actually got bags under my eyes! I guess I'm a little relieved that Draco isn't here to see me like this.

Everyone thinks what me and Draco have is based on nothing but looks. Or that's what the rumors say, at any rate. But it's way deeper than that. With him I can actually be myself, and not be the person behind the mask. Although I still do wear a mask. Just…not as much as when I'm with other people. Everyone thinks Draco is pure evil, blah, blah. He's not. He's anything but. At least, with me he is.

Oh, why even bother? Saying all this won't bring him back…Will it? God, if only I could hear from him. Knowing he's alright will be more than enough for me.

A/N: Well, that was it! Short, but hey, it's not too shabby…is it? Read and review please!