When Alice had the headaches during breaking dawn. She thinks over her life and about the monster spawn that Her best friend is carrying.


My head throbbed as i curled into a smaller ball. I knew my face was pinched into a pained mask.

Why couldn't they have gotten rid of it already?

I had never known physical pain before. emotional? Yeah. But never physical. I didn't remember the 'Fire' from when i was turned and not much else hurts vampires. Well not that i could tell anyway.

I resented the others in a way. Not because they remembered the pain of being turned. In fact i was sort of glad i didn't remember. But it was that they remembered what it was like to be Human To be Loved By their parents. Heck!, i didn't even remember mine.

Another part of me hated what was growing inside of Bella. Not just because it was causing me and my best friend physical pain. It was that even though it was some sort of Monster it was still loved. Bella still loved it, Even though it was killing her.

"Alice?" my husbands beautiful voice. was filled with agony as he watched me from the doorway.

I weakly smiled at him as he walked over to kneel beside me.

"Alice, What can i do?" he ran a rough hand softly down my cheek, I leaned into his hand his touch soothing me for a second.

"You can just stay with me, thats all i want" i said wincing as the slight movement i had to make, fired up a splitting pain in my head.

He winced with me. We were both so in tune with one another that even though with his gift, he still practically read my mind. And when ever i was in an ounce of pain he would instantly know why.

He started running his hand through my hair lightly. I purred in contentment as the pain wavered.

He suddenly sighed angrily.

"Whats wrong, Jazz?" i asked concerned. Hoping that it wasn't to do with me. the last thing i wanted to do now was make the one person i loved more than anything mad.

"Why can't they just get rid of the Thing?" He hissed angrily. "Can't they see it's causing you pain?"

Rosalie snarled from somewhere down stairs but we both ignored her. she was impossible to reason with. Even if the Thing Killed Bella. Rosalie would still want it, because this was the only chance she would get to have her dream. To be a mother. Even if she had another persons child. or Monster.

"You know why" i sighed. We had been over this millions of times.

"Fuck Bella!" He spat. "I don't care about Her, i care about you, My wife."

My heart melted as his eyes got shiny With venom tears that could never fall. Jasper was never one to show emotions, but when it came to me, he was an open book, we had no secrets from one another.

"Jasper" i whispered. "I love you"

He leaned forward so our lips were almost touching.

"I love you too, Alice"...


Just a drabble. I was bored So please review.

No flames please