This is my first fanfiction or maybe a drabble is a better word to describe it but anyways. So please give it a try and do not forget to read and review.
~This is an updated version of this story. -29/07/2013
(RPOV)
I woke up with tears in my eyes, streaming down my face. But then I realised it was only a bad dream,but not just a dream, a nightmare. Day by day the dreams became even worse, making me want to escape from this cruel, twisted world. A world with no chances of a bright future. The only I want to do right now, this moment, is to go outside and feel the ice-cold air pierce my skin. I know it's against the rules, but I couldn't make myself act any differently. Afterall, I always loved breaking the rules and everything that could be considered as a rebellious action.
I opened my room's door, slowly and as silently as possible, so that I wouldn't wake up anyone and then after crossing the main corridors of the Academy, I went outside with a knife in my hand. It felt so good to feel the fresh air against my skin. Almost refreshing. I laid down on the cold, wet grass, inhaling the fresh air, grasping the beauty of this moment and then I slowly let the knife fall from my hand. I closed my eyes tightly and felt them slowly moisten, until tears were running down my cheeks, wet and hot. I took the knife again in my hands and after taking some deep breaths, I sliced my wrist. Blood was running down my hand like a crimson waterfall, and its colour reminded me of his blood-red eyes on his death-pale coloured skin.
After a while I could clearly hear my screams which slowly and steadily started becoming even louder. Even though I had a blurry vision and felt dizzy, I could clearly see Lissa trying to heal me but with no luck. I saw Christian screaming desperately for help. I saw Adrian with his blank eyes filled up with tears. And then I saw a shadow hidding behind a tree. After some seconds I realised that it was Dimitri, with his blood-red eyes filled up with tears just like Adrian's.
I felt my heartbeat starting to weaken. I felt Lissa trying to heal me one more time but again with no luck. I guess, you can not heal someone twice, especially a shadow-kissed person like me. ' Death can not be tricked, twice.' The last thing I heard was a freaking, pungent scream, which someone couldn't possibly understand, but I could easily decipher this one word. It was Dimitri's voice screaming "Roza". I felt really weak, almost helpless. But before giving the world my last breath, I whispered in the air, hoping he could hear me "Dimitri, I love you". Then I felt my eyelids slowly drop and I gave myself to the darkness. Everything went black and I realised I finally was on the other side.
The End. Xx
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