I took a break from my "body switching" story and I was listening to Shinedown, this is what I came up with. I love this song so much, I usually don't write sad stories very often but I really wanted to. I won nothing.

Rated K. It is sad just to warn ya.

If You Only Knew

Near sat in his playroom, his heart crushed when he heard the news. That Mello and Matt died; He couldn't see a life without the two of them. He is the last Wammy boy, the last predecessor of the great L. What is he to do? He had feelings for Mello, even as a kid. One of the agents turned on the radio and an American band started to play.

If you only knew
I'm hanging by a thread
The web I spin for you
If you only knew
I'd sacrifice my beating heart
Before I lose you

Something burned down his cheeks, he raised his hand to his cheek and felt wet tears sliding down. So this is tears? He thought to himself he grabbed his yellow bear and gave it a hard squeeze.

I still hold onto the letters you returned
I swear I've lived and learned

[Chorus]
Its 4:03 and I can't sleep
Without you next to me
I toss and turn like the sea
If I drown tonight
Bring me back to life
Breathe your breath in me
The only thing that I still believe in is you
If you only knew

He lay in his bed and tossed and turned as the memories of Mello, Matt and him at the Wammy's house rushed into his mind.

If you only knew
How many times I counted
All the words that went wrong
If you only knew
How I refuse to let you go
Even though you're gone

I don't regret any days I spent
Nights we shared
Or letters than I sent

His heart gave a shudder, more tears streamed in a constant state. He squeezed his bear to stop himself from shaking, to prevent from breaking into hysterics.

[Chorus]

I still hold onto the letters you returned
You helped me live and learn

[Chorus]

He held up a letter that came today. He can tell it was Mello, based on the writing. His hands shook as he opened the envelope. Slowly opening the letter, there was some chocolate smeared on the sheet. Only three words were written on the sheet.

I love you.

"I love you too, Mello" He whispered. "I hope Heaven is exactly the way you what it to be."

Thank you for reading and please comment. Comments make me happy.

~Jekyll