Darkness
?pov.
My name in not important enough to know. I thought I was their friend but I don't think so anymore. If your wondering my name is Lucy. I was part of fairy tail. Lisanna came back since 1 year ago. They never ignored me for anyone. When lisanna came back they all were paying attention to her.
(Still in Lucy pov.)
I didn't mind until they stopped talking to me. No one paying attention to me but gray , master and surprisingly Laxus. I can't take it anymore I have to go.
I walked in to the guide and see everyone talking. I went to masters office. He looks at me with a sad and angry face.
" I'm quitting the guide"
He nodes and removes my mark.
"Can you sing on the stage for the last time. Plus you know the rules right?"
I nod my head and smile a small smile.
" Don't tell gray until he comes back. Also can you please give them their letter ."
We get out of the office and go down stairs. I go on the stage and everyone is looking at me.
"I hope your happy"
I drove by all the places
We used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss
How it felt, the way it tasted
I think back to the time where I kissed him. It was incredible for me. I could have done anything for it to happen again
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely
Even though She's right beside you
When she says those words that hurt you
Do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder
Was it just a lie?
He told me that he loves me. Yet when lisanna came back he left. He started to hang out more with her. I never got to tell him I loved him.
If what we had was real
How could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
I thought he actually loved me. I remember how we always did jobs with the team. When she came back , he just started to work with her. He always told me that it was dangerous.
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down my face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories that never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
You left me but I tried to be happy. Gray helped me but he was never you. I remember that one day you were the reason I got into fairy tail.
The pictures that you sent me
They're still living in my phone
I'll admit I like to see them
I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking
Why I'm not around
It hurts to know you're happy
Yeah, it hurts that you moved on
It's hard to hear your name
When I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened
Was it just a lie?
If what we had was real
How could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
You look soo happy when you with her.
I turn to look at you natsu. I see in your eyes pain and regret. I sing this song to you natsu.
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down my face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories that never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away and you'd never hear me say
You could have still hang out. You didn't have to kick me out of team natsu. Gray was pissed and he wanted to fight you. It hurted so much. Natsu you broke my heart.
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup running down my face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
You told me we couldn't hang out anymore because you were busy. Than I saw you at the guide with lisanna. You still hang out with Ezra but not me.
And the memories that never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all
(as you can see I change the song to fit in the story. Amnesia by 5sos)
Makarov and Laxus went to the office leaving me alone. I look at my former guide members faces. Some were crying others looked mad. Lisanna was the worst she had a smirk on her face. Natsu got up and started to walk towards me.
"Fire Dragon's Iron Fist" I didn't have time to even think about anything before it hited me. I looked up and everyone was coming closer looking mad. I couldn't even process what was going on. All I felt was pain and tears coming down my face.
"How dare you make them cry." Natsu said
"Loke Help me loke" I gasped out. My keys began to light up and loke was right there.
" Yes beautiful finally came around... What are yall doing to lucy?" Loke said in a deep low creepy voice.
Makarov came down and was angry. "Stop this instant! I'm very disappointed in all of yall beating up Lucy. Laxus and like bring her to the hospital. Everyone else stay and receive punishment"