Selene's Dairy

by MageRilyn

1 year I have been a vampire. 52 weeks I have killed. 365 days I have wished I was human. I pulled out my dairy, which was my only link to realty, and began to write... I can't do summaries but give it a chance! so pls R&R...

1. Chapter 1

1-2-10

Happy Birthday! Today I am 1 year old. For a vampire. In 5 months I will be 16 in human years, but I doubt I'm going to have a Sweet 16. I'm not having any party, actually.

I'd give anything to be human again. Anything to be what was. But that won't happen, it would have a long time ago if it was happening.

I wonder if they really exist, the Cullens that is. Yes, I'm still trying to find them. I hope they're still there. What if they're not? What if I don't find them? And worse, what if they turn me away? They won't, I think, from what I heard they are extremely nice. That's why I need to find them:

I hate being so alone and,…

I have never killed before now and I want to stop killing.

All I know about them is that they have a way to stop killing, and live around the Olympic Mountains, so I'll go there and see what I can find…

1-4-10

I guess being a vampire has its perks, I started in New Mexico and now I'm in Seattle, Washington.

Now all there's left to do is find the Cullens, sounds easy, huh. Yeah… right. Maybe I'll find them tomorrow that give me enough time to work on my story. I now lying is bad but I can't tell them my real story! I can't even bring myself to think about it, best to forget it.