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Prologue

Golden wavy hair, beautiful yet peculiar golden eyes and a perfect figure were what other people saw when I walked down the street. It was so different from the monster I saw in the mirror. The monster that took life away from other people. The one that caused grief to their families. Fortunately for the humans I had been "raised" in the Cullen's vegetarian ways. The Cullens didn't follow the traditional way of vampire feeding. Instead of drinking blood from humans we drank it from animals. Many of our kind have asked us, why do we curve our appetite?

Our answer to that is we don't want to be monsters. Carlisle thinks we can even go to heaven I disagree with him. We are unnatural evil beings, who do not deserve to walk on this earth. From our family Rosalie is the only one that comes the closest to agreeing with me. She at least has Emmett and ever since Bella had Reneesme she has come to accept herself more.

I have no one, having being raised as an alchemist in my mortal life, my life has been to always fear the unnatural. I had been raised to hate moroi and specially strigoi, since they were the most evil of the two. Dhamphirs we totally detested since they represent the union of a human and a moroi. No matter if they had been a conception of a moroi man and a dhampir woman they were still tainted since they had moroi blood in them. That was why I didn't totally loved Reneesme. In fact Edwards cold stares didn't help since he knew what I thought of his precious daughter. A devil's spawn. I am new in my new life barely a year.

Fortunately for the humans and my nonexistent soul I could easily control my thirst if I even had any. Carlisle theory on this was that since I hate the moroi and strigoi's ways I could control it. Other than controlling my thirst I could control the elements this I didn't know why since the moroi could do this too and I hate their magic. Fortunately instead of being out of control and igniting something on fire in my anger I had been trained by Benjamin from the Egyptian coven who could also control the elements. I could also sprout wings from my back. none of the Cullens knew about this not even Edward. I knew this would label me as a freak even in any kind of vampire standards. Well anyway back on track, I have barely been a vampire a year ,but I know I want to head back to my family. They live in a sunny climate.

I had feared that I couldn't do this since the whole this kind of vampires sparkled in the sunlight thing but I discovered by accident that I didn't sparkle nor did I weaken. Carlisle theory is again is be the most humanly normal as I can, and still be a vampire which is why I had to drink blood at least once a month. This pains Jasper since he has to drink at least once in a week to be safe to humans. I had been turned by a vampire that I don't know, wanted to end my life or something. This had happened after I had helped Rose regain her freedom and my charges being lifted for helping a dhamphir.

I also had to return since Alice told me that there was a chance that Father was going to substitute me as the alchemist in my family and Zoe was going to take my place. Believe me I didn't want this job but I also didn't want my sister having the alchemist life. This is why I was going home now and preparing for the new assignment that the alchemist had for me. Originally Alice had told me that they had wanted Zoe-but I will not allow that specially since Keith had requested her. Lets just say that I didn't get along with Keith. In the beginning it was just because he acted like he was the greatest thing.

It was after he raped my older sister Carly that I had started to truly hate him even going far enough that I had requested Abe Mazur help to teach him a lesson. Which resulted in Keith loosing an eye and me helping Rose. I would not let Zoe be near him no matter what I had to do. Which is why Alice had seen me going to Palm Springs instead of Zoe. To start a new phase in my life hopefully one that was not filled with surprises. Unfortunately life had other plans for me.

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