White walls on all sides. Plain. Nothingness surrounded him, embracing him with delicacy. Like it was trying to comfort him to the point that he couldn't remember the painful thoughts that was trying to break through.

"Nii-san!"

The raven was suddenly enclosed in the black pits of hell that held his one and only brother. He instinctively ran towards the person that he knew was innocent. He dashed as fast as he could trying to reach him, trying to free him from the chains of death, and trying to get him out of the place that held him away. But as always, he just couldn't. As long as he was still a little boy that didn't understand the true world, he never would.

It wasn't fair, the older teen didn't murder his parents but the outside world didn't think twice when the evidence was placed to make Itachi the culprit. It was also the fact that he famous Uchiha mother and father were murdered right in their mansion that made him even more suspicious since they were supposedly alone.

Sasuke had been left in an orphanage and too him it was so different from the high treatment he was normally presented with. Children that do not have parents to raise them often do not understand things about life from a true perspective so the fact that he was once a rich boy did not matter to the children in the slightest bit. He was bullied because of how composed and recollected he was naturally due to the way he was brought up.

Some of the horrors that the Youngers committed where unforgiveable. They beat him with stones, sticks and stripped the boy of his legal authority over them with ease. He was left in pieces. Then they started the mental and emotional torment. They would conjure up all the information they found about his old life and spit it into his face, repeatedly. Tell him that he wasn't good enough to be alive and how his parents should be granted life rather than him. The emotionally wrecked boy that none liked in the slightest bit.

He felt lonely, no one was there to help him after the loss of his parents except a few friends but other than that…

"Bwaaaaaah!" Sasuke cried.

He couldn't help it. No one was coming for him, no one was there for him, Itachi was locked away, out of reach. He'd been left alone, in this sickening darkness. Oh, this darkness was where it happened. They would barge into his room and begin to hurt his heart bit by bit every day, every week, it wasn't going to stop he concluded.

None of his friends would behave in this manner, they were in fact the exact opposite from these demons. Kind, fun, playful, honest, wonderful…

"Why?! Why me? I'm just a kid and I've lost everything. What did I do to deserve all this? Please end it!" He whispered to the world, to anyone with ears, to any higher being, he wanted this to stop. He couldn't take it anymore! Salty liquid continued to pour over himself until eventually he heard a noise outside of his room. It was time again. The door slowly opened to revel the masters of his black sinful hell.

"So, slave, you've resorted to praying? Hahahah! Look guys at what he's doing! Well, that won't save you."

The sorrow of it all was that no adult, no man, woman, nurse, cleaner would aid him. Which he just couldn't comprehend why. It was what made him start to believe what they said, that he was worthless.

It was worse than mere suffering, he had to stay there for six months until Kakashi arrived and that was enough. The souls of those children were evil, purely black and villainous. The white haired man rescued Sasuke from them especially after seeing the state he was in. The boy had shed so much tears that his eyes were completely red. And his pupil almost looked as if it had separated into three little commas.

It wasn't until later that he realised that that orphanage was for many that had been abandoned due to their brains being messed up. Obviously from the helplessness Sasuke never realised this. They attempted to sue the children for all the abuse and torture however the judge was so furious with the 'betrayal' of the Uchiha's already that her ears weren't ready to listen to the serious matter and almost simultaneously announced that the accused children were free to go.

Kakashi was livid with her conclusion but had to stop his raging before he were to be arrested as well.

The young teen was still in a terrible state and had been forced to go to therapy. Since, inside Sasuke was a strong person he recovered…eventually. It took many years and he'd put his priorities straight to work daily and do hobbies in his free time to develop his skills and intelligence. This was because when he had nothing to do the destructive memories of that short period of his life, shut him down. He would become a void of pain every time he remembered them.

Itachi was helping him though. The raven met his older brother in prison every first of the month or more depending on his mental state. Once Sasuke told Itachi the man jumped out of his chair and desperately tried to get out of the hell hole often stating that he needed to kill the children that tortured his little brother. Although he had to leave because the guards pushed him out, just that reaction made him know that someone other than Kakashi cared about him.

Naruto. That was when he began to turn normal. Well, as average as a person with his backstories could get. The other teen convinced him that he was gay, was not an insignificant piece of nothingness and that he could love the people who loved him. The blonde was the literal light of his life.

But once again his happiness was taken away from him when Sai came along and destroyed his relationship. He thought it was love between them. He thought they would last for the rest of their lives but when the black haired minor interfered with it, Sasuke had lost the feeling of belonging. He was not in a good state after that. Not another day had passed that he didn't think about his ex-partner. He was absolutely, completely and utterly heartbroken. The way his centre felt, he would probably never get over the teen. He still had strong feelings for him and didn't want to let him go, but what could he do? Tie the blonde up? Demand him to listen to reason, no….he wasn't strong enough.

On the outside he looked like the most emotionally controlled person in the world, yet all he'd done is confined them away from reach. He couldn't simply grasp them but seeing him opened it up in full force. That's why he was weeping, tiring up. Because of all of this pain. These horrors. Because he was fucking SASUKE UCHIHA. The last Uchiha able to make a change to their name yet he'd been mistreated but he was trying, and hard.