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There are many words that come to mind when one hears the name Odd Della Robbia. Jerk, freak, short, womanizer, overly happy, can't keep a girlfriend for more then a day! So, many words come to mind but what I wish would stayed out of mind is how cutie he looked when his serious or how his laugh sounds perfect.
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There are many words that come to mind when the name Elisabeth "Sissi" Delmas is heard. Bart, spoiled, mean, nasty, annoying, temperamental, heavy on the mental part. So, with all this in mind, I have to ask myself why I watched her walking to her desk or how beautiful her lips looked with her new lip gloss.
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It was another boring afternoon of classes. Odd was sitting next to Ulrich, so I felt confident that no one knew I was staring at Odd. He seemed lost in thought. I wondered what he was thinking about. Was he thinking about me? Was it something good? Oh, I hoped he was thinking of me. Maybe he was thinking about how much he loves me. OH, who am I kidding! His not thinking of me and if he was it would be bad things. Like his picturing me as fire breathing dragon.
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Mm…was Sissi staring at me or at Ulrich? God, why did I have to sit so close to him? Maybe next time I should sit with someone else. Yeah, I could come in late so that all the desks are taken and I could make Sissi late with me. I shook to clear my head. That would be stupid. I would have to sit there and pretended to be unhappy. Plus, Sissi would be mad at me for making her late to see her Ulrich dear. I don't think I would be pretending then.
Why couldn't Sissi see what she has in front of her? I wonder if I would be this upset if Ulrich saw her the way I did. Could I live with my feelings better if Ulrich returned hers? I could feel my blood heating under my skin.
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I could do better then Odd Della Robbia. I just knew I could, but for some reason I didn't want to do better then him. I wanted him and only him. I wanted someone who didn't love me back. It was the whole Ulrich thing all over again. Why couldn't anyone love me back? Was I really that horrible of a person? Come, on Sissi don't cry. Not here in front of everyone.
I remembered the years I spent chasing Ulrich only to find I didn't really love him, and now the whole being in love with Odd thing. What was wrong with me? I couldn't even get my father to notice me. Don't cry…don't cry. Oh, God! I can't take it much longer. "Odd, how don't you love me?" I whispered. I paled as he turned his head to look at me.
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What did she say? Did she just ask me why I didn't love her? My eyes were as wide as they could go. The bell rang to end class and before I could do anything Ulrich was pulling me out of the classroom. I didn't fight him, but I wished I had. Was it all in my head or had he heard it, too? I sighed as I walked away from her. Maybe I could bump on the way to my next class.
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Maybe I couldn't have Odd. At least I still had my online boyfriend. Maybe I could find someone to replace Odd in my heart. I sighed as I walked into my next class with Odd. I would ask my cyber boyfriend to meet me soon… because I didn't knew how much longer I could last like this. I'm sure he would meet me. I smiled to myself as I walked out of the room. I didn't even try to flirt with Ulrich.