This fic is set after Noodle gets back. Noodle is 19. Russel is 35.2D is 32. Murdoc is 44. I do not reccomend this story for Stuart x Paula lovers. There will be a bit of Paula hatin' in this fic. This is an eventual Noodle/2D fanfiction.
Noodle is in love with 2D(don't be fooled by her denials in this fic). But 2D is back with Paula. THis story is set after Plastic beach in the "Do ya thing" phase.
(Sorry for the bad fic name!)
I'm watching them together. Hugging kissing, touching. It makes me sick. SHE makes me sick. She is actually disgusting. I'm not talking physically(although she's not exactly a model). She's so fake. Every single sound that emits from her bright red, sticky mouth is bound in insincerity She looks at Stu with the eye of a vulture.
Paula ignores the rest of us. Me , Murdoc and Russel;it's like we're not even there . Even Murdoc thinks it's we all know how much it takes to put him of.
At the moment their relationship is fine. If, a little bit overwhelming. But, it's like a time bomb. She's starting to eye up Murdoc again. Murdoc always says that he will never "shag her" again(his words). But Murdoc has never been one to turn a girl down. We'll see how that goes.
Paula randomly came and apologised to 2D last week. Promising that she had changed and she truly loved him. Since then, it was like their bodies had been super glued together. I don't know how he can just forgive her after what she did. Russel says his wounds never healed, and that he still cared deeply for her. Even after all these years.
However, Murdoc has never been one to turn down sex. It wouldn't take much to convince him.
You must be thinking that I'm jealous. But, I'm not. Really. I mean, I used to have a little bit of a crush on the Lead singer. And it did hurt me a TINY bit when he and Paula got back together. But I'm fine about it. Really.
We aren't on Plastic Beach anymore. We are in a huge townhouse in downtown London. I hated Plastic beach; at first it was kinda like a holiday, but after awhile the island itself started making me sick.
Me and 2D have always been close. Ever since I arrived in that Fed-Ex crate, 2D has been there for me. It hurts me to see him be with the woman. But I won't say anything. He seems happy, so I won't get involved.
I wish I could be in her position...
I awake from my daydream. Speak of the she-devil. Paula walks in wearing one of 2D's shirts. Her hair is like an oily birds nest. Her mouth is swollen and smeared with the red lipstick she always wears. Her eyes are bloodshot and have dark rings underneath. Her skin looks an unhealthy yellow-is colour. She looks sickly. Why is 2D so attracted to her?
"Stop it Noodle. You barely even know the woman. Maybe she's nice to 2D". I scold myself. But, I can't help the flare of annoyance that rises up whenever she enters a room.
"Hi Paula!", I say as brightly as I can. A fake smile plastered on my face. I have to at least try to be nice, for 2D's sake.
She looks at me for the first time and rolls her grey eyes.
"Hi darlin'" she says in a sickly sweet voice. Obviously mocking my greeting.
I feel a warm flush spread across my face in embaressment.
She seats herself opposit me at the small kitchen table. An awkward silence fills the air. The woman checks her dirty nails. I keep my eyes glued to the table. I wish someone would walk in. Anyone. Even Murdoc. But he'll be asleep for another 4-5 hours.
The silence goes on for at least 5 minutes, until the singer walks in. He quickly smiles at me before turning his full attention to the woman opposite me.
"Hi gorgeous", 2D says and immediately takes the chair next to her. The couple are suddenly intertwined. Arms wrapped around each others necks and mouths firmly planted together.
It hurts to look at them. So I avert my eyes to the floor. It's pretty awkward.
Russel walks into the kitchen. We smile at each other and say good morning Russel sits down next to me with his cereal. At least now I have some company. I look up and watch the scene going on in front of me. I know I shouldn't be watching. But, it's like a car crash. It's horrible and you really don't want to see it. But you continue watching anyway.
I glare at the woman who has her tongue in the mouth of 2D. MY Toochi (I used to call him Toochi when I was little because I couldn't pronounce his name. But sometimes, I still call him that. It's kind of like a nickname).
I imagine her alone on a stranded island. With a very hungry tiger.
"Hey, Noodle. What are you grinning about?", Russel asks. Obviously confused.
"Nothing Russel-san", I answer and smile my most innocent smile at him.
This chapter is very brief! I plan to be more thorough in the next chapter! Please Review