My submission to the Family and Friendship Forever! Challenge. And if you happen to be a NextGen Fanatic, please know I love you and read the end note carefully.

i wonder if you know

You know, sometimes it's h a r d

.

It's stupid to say that, isn't it?

Because love ((what we have, right?)) is hard

.

But to see you in so much p a i n

To watch you think that you're

not worth it

…

It kills me

.

You are wonderful in

e v e r y

s i n g l e

way

.

And sometimes I wonder

I wonder if you know how much I care

Because I care about you

So much, it physically hurts me

.

You're beautiful

You're talented

You're amazing

Incredible

Wonderful

.

Remember what we promised?

We promised to always be there

For each other

'Sisters forever, right?'

.

But there are sinister things

H a n g i n g over our heads

Death depression loss grief sadness

.

You can make a bad day into a day that is

completely and utterly W O N D E R F U L

.

But sometimes I feel like you're stuck in a

|C|A|G|E|

And you can't get out

.

But when that happens

I p·r·o·m·i·s·e

I'll always be there

With the key to unlock your prison

.

Be it a joke, a confession of love

Something to make you smile

Something to make you laugh

.

You can be the princess

Locked away in a

|T|

|O|

|W|

|E|

|R|

And I'll be the knight

In shining armour

.

I'll be there to wipe your tears

To join in your laughter

To just give you a hug

.

You are the most important person

In my life

You're better than any boy

.

Boys have come and boys will go

But you have and will always stand by me

And I will stand by you

.

If you are ever lost

I promise I will be your rock star

I will be the r o c k to cling to

And the s t a r that guides you

.

I hope that you can b r e a k free

Of that terrible

|C|A|G|E|

.

Because you are beautiful

And you deserve the chance to

S H I NE

.

I hope that you can crush the walls

Of the fort where miseries and agony

Holds you prisoner

.

I love our jokes

Our craziness

The way other people think we're weird

.

If this kind of love is considered weird

Then I'm glad that we are

.

Love is the most important thing

It's worth fighting misery

Sadness

Agony

It's worth fighting for

.

And if I have ever hurt you

I never meant to

You're so important to me

I'm sosososo sorry

.

Love is h a r d

Life is even h a r d e r

But we can make it

.

Sisters forever, right?

/sniff/ If you're not a NextGen Fanatic, you may want to skim this note, since I'm going to be a true Hufflepuff and have a long sentimental rant.

NextGen Fanatics; NGFs; family. You are the reason I love this site so much: because, if not for FFN, I would never have met you.

This freeverse is thinly disguised as Molly/Lucy (you choose) writing to the other when it's really me writing to all of you. Because I love you guys and it absolutely kills me to see you thinking you're not worth it, you're not talented, you're not beautiful.

I love the hours every day when I can talk to all of you. If I could not sleep, not eat and just talk to you all day, I'd be the happiest person alive. You people are the greatest in the world and I love you so much. You are worth fighting ever hardship in this world for.

I couldn't name you all here, there's too many and more join every day. But you are my family and I love you all so so so much.

Thank you so much for reading.

Please don't favourite without reviewing, thank you :)