Disclaimer: I do not own any of the InuYasha characters (InuYasha, Kagome, Miroku, Sango, Shippo, etc.)
Author's Note: This is my first InuYasha fanfic and at this point I'm not exactly sure where to go from here. :l
Please leaves some reviews with any ideas I could use to continue on with this story. kthankxbye. :D

CHAPTER ONE

"Why are you doing this?" I hated the way my voice sounded right now. So pitiful and desperate..

"Kagome..are you crying?" He asked, entirely ignoring my question. God I knew he was an idiot, but gimme a break of course I was crying.

"Just a little bit." Now my voice was more cold and harsh.

"Are you mad at me?" No, baka, I'm not mad at you..I really don't know how to describe how I'm feeling towards you now. All I know is that I want you back..but I couldn't tell you this. Not that you would even care; you don't seem to give a damn about me anymore. And for what? You're going to high school? Who cares? I don't see you that much in school as it is, what should change if you switch schools? Damn it, InuYasha..come to your fucking senses already. "Kagome I have to go eat dinner now I'll call you back later. Okay?"

"Fine." Like I really care if you do or not. As I harshly closed the phone I accidentally slammed into my desk out of frustration. "Fuck." Great, now he's got me cussing again. I just sat there for awhile in silence when the tears finally started to fall. No..I can't be weak like this..I can't..

"Kagome! It's time for dinner." My mother shouted upstairs. Saved by the bell. I wiped the tears from my eyes as I got up from my desk and started down the stairs. Then my phone went off. "Shit." Sota must of heard me say that and looked at me like, "What the hell is your problem?" I glared at him when I decided to pick up the phone, but he just shrugged his shoulders even though he knew exactly what I was upset about. He just didn't know why.

Maybe I should explain now even though you probably have already figured out what's going on. My boyfriend was dumping me. He was throwing me aside for such a stupid reason like going to high school. That shouldn't even be considered a real reason. Though I should have expected this. He hasn't called me for an entire week now. He won't even look at me when we pass each other in the hallways during school. And it's our last week too. I figured he'd be happier; looking forward to a fun summer break, but guess I was wrong.

"Hello?" My voice cracked a little when I answered.

"Hey." He said as if none of this was going on. I continued down the stairs as he tried his best to pick up our previous "conversation" though I wouldn't really call it that myself. "Kagome you're a really awesome girl and I still want to be friends with you..but this obviously just isn't going to work out." Dumbass, it's your own fault that "this isn't going to work out"..you're the one dumping me, remember? I didn't answer him as I entered the kitchen, not wanting my mother or anyone else to know what was going on with me at the moment. I sat down and he asked me the only thing that was obvious. "Are you mad at me?" Once again I continued to ignore him.

"Kagome, hunny, who is that on the phone with you?" My mother asked me sounding annoyed. I ignored her too, not in the mood for eating much less making conversation. "Kagome, you know we don't allow phones at the dinner table. It's rude." She stated, clearly upset with me. Forcing myself to talk I told InuYasha I had to eat though I didn't exactly plan on it.

"Okay. Call me back..?", He said in sort of a question tone.

"Whatever.", I thought to myself. My mother, finally pleased that I put the phone away repeated her question in a calm, normal tone that would soon change once I opened my mouth. "Nobody.", I said not wanting her to know who I was talking to.

She was about to retaliate when Sota butted in, "InuYasha. He's-"

"Shut up.", I ordered him darkly before he could finish. My mother must of guessed what the rest of that sentence was because she didn't say anything else about it. Nor did Sota. Though that didn't last long. I was staring down at my plate and twirling my food around in circles, not eating any of it. I couldn't, it felt like any second that I would throw up out of depression. Don't ask, I just start to feel sick when things like this happen to me.

Fed up with the way I was acting Sota put down his fork and asked me harshly, "What the heck is your deal? You know, this whole depressing thing with you is getting real old."

He knew about InuYasha avoiding me for the past week and I caught him eaves dropping on us a few hours ago. He never really like InuYasha in the first place, but I couldn't really disagree with him on that now.

"Sota.., My Grandpa finally deciding to come into the middle of this whole ordeal, "just leave the poor girl alone. You must know what's wrong with her so you should be showing her some sympathy, not yelling at her to get over it."

Ducking his head down, embarrassed Sota answered my Grandpa with a very quiet, "Yes, sir." After that no one talk for the rest of dinner and the minute we were excused I quickly put my dishes in the sink and hurried up the stairs, back to my room. While crossing my fingers for hope that he changed his mind I picked the phone back up and dialed his number.

"Hello?" Came his stotic voice.

Not a good sign. "Hey." I said trying to sound somewhat happy. He didn't say anything, noting that it was still my turn to talk. "uhm..what exactly is going on between us..?" I asked softly my voice returning back to it's regular tired and choked tone. Not wanting to hear his answer I tried brace my self for the worst that was about to come.

"Guess we're breaking up. Since that's obviously what you want."

What I want? Since when did this become my desision? "I never said that.." I replied and I could already feel the tears beginning to form in my eyes.

"Well that's what it seems like to me.." He said trying to cover up the fact that I was right. As if he knew I was waiting for him to continue, he went on, "Kagome..it's just not going to work. Maybe we weren't cut out for each other after all." The tears so fully on now that I just couldn't bring myself to saying anything. "Look Kagome I have to go. We'll talk about this later." I still wouldn't answer him. "Alright? I'll see you tomorrow."

"Whatever." Was all I could manage to put out there.

"Okay." I heard him say back as I closed the phone and threw it across my room.

I just couldn't handle this right now. I admit..I wasn't prepared for it.