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Pro-log.
"Renesmee?" Jacob called from behind my door.
I froze. His tone of voice was not his usual, happy, carefree voice. It was serious and slightly nervous.
I knew what he was about to do. He is going to come in here and tell me that he imprinted on me, that I was his imprint. I scrunched my nose in disgust at the word. Imprint. Ugh.
I was not ready for this. I thought he would wait for a while, guess he's feeling confident. He doesn't think I know about the imprint thing. But being the apple of daddy's eye, I can get what I want out of him.
In a panic my eyes scanned my room, looking for a way out. They landed on my window. A devilish smile crossed my lips and quietly I ran at vampire speed towards the window.
"Nessie, I can hear you moving around in there you know."
Damn werewolf hearing.
Daddy? I called out to him in my thoughts. If you love me, come save me.
I knew momma would stop dad from coming up anyway, she would want Jacob to have a chance to be happy, she had no idea how I felt. I knew dad would not come to my rescue.
I sighed and speed to my bed and sat on it. "Yeah, I was just in the bathroom." I lied. "Come in."
My bedroom door open slowly and Jacob came through smiling an awkward smile.
This just confirms that he is here to talk about the imprint thing. Normally, he would come in all I'm – too – sexy – for- my – shirt and smirking. Usually he would ran and collapse onto my bed or attack me in a bear hug but instead he was making a deal out of slowly walking over too my bed.
I sat at the top of my bed cross legged and impatiently waiting. I just wanted to get it over with. But I don't want to act like a bitch so I decided to play dumb.
"What's up Jake? Ready to go hunting?"
He sat on my bed and looked over to me.
"No, I just wanted to talk to you. Though we can go after if you wish." he said.
Always trying to please me. That's all I heard from him; if you want too Nessie, for you Nessie... blah blah blah. I know that's part of the imprint thing but after a while it gets annoying.
I put on a fake surprised face. "Oh. Okay... what about?"
"Uh...well... its a little complicated." he said standing up and began to pace up and down the width of my bedroom. I started gnawing on my lip.
"I probably should have done this differently, took you out..." he muttered. "smoother." he added and laughed nervously.
If only he knew I already knew... I wish I could say its okay Jacob, I know about it. But then what would I say? I don't feel the same way? I don't want to be tied down to just one person when I've never loved any others, its not fair? He would lose his temper as soon as he found out that daddy had already told me. It was best to just let him get it out by him self. I just wish he would hurry the hell up about it.
"Do you remember when I told you about imprinting?" he asked, stopping his pacing for a moment to look at me.
How could I forget?
"Yes..."
He went back to pacing back and forth.
After a while of him doing that, I grew impatient. "Jacob... you know my patience isn't the best. Just tell me what ever you want, you're my best friend. You can tell me anything." I told him truthfully. I did love him, as a best friend. My Jacob is what I liked calling him, and I know he loved it. I probably should have stopped once I found out about the imprint. But I couldn't, he was my Jacob.
He came to a stop and looked at me. He walked over and kneeled in front of me, taking my hand and took a deep breath. I felt uncomfortable as his deep brown eyes bored into mine.
"Nessie." here we go. "I imprinted on you." He said. "Nessie, I love you. Im sure you probably knew that. But I need you to know that im in love with you and will always be in love with you." He said in a strong sure voice.
I took in a sharp breath. I did not expect him to come out with the whole love thing. I know that love is part of imprinting and that it is unconditional. But I just didn't think he was going to tell me he did right now. I thought maybe he would just say he imprinted on me. Shit. Now I was going to have to break his heart. I pulled my hand away causing him to look at me confused.
"Jake... I can't- I mean..." I closed my eyes, I didn't want to see his face. "I don't feel the same way." oh god. How cliché that sounded. Well iv started now. "I do love you Jake. But as a friend, my best friend, my Jacob." I explained and opened my eyes. I couldn't see his face, he was looking down the way. "The whole imprint thing... I- I don't like it."
He looked up at me and -thank god- his facial expression was confused/interested.
"I don't like the fact that I don't have a choice in the matter-"
"You do have a choice. Just in the end you'll realize, it's me you want." he spoke up.
"But I don't." I whispered.
"You do. You just don't know it yet." he straightened up bringing his face close to mine. He took my chin in his hand, holding it firmly and gazing at me intensely. I clenched my jaw, I was losing my patience with him. I thought imprints were meant to do, to be, whatever there imprint wanted. What I wanted him to be was my best friend, my Jacob. "maybe this can convince you." He said leaning in closer, his nose touching mine. I quickly realized what he was about to do.
"N-" I started to object, but it was too late.
His lips crushed against mine. He kissed me angrily, roughly, his other hand griped the back of my neck, making escape near impossible. But there are advantages too being half vampire. I pressed my hand on his chest, but not so much that I would fling him into a wall, tough he deserved it, the cocky mutt. I shoved against him causing him to fall on his butt.
He looked up at me in shock. "Leave Jacob." I snapped, almost growling. "before I do anything else." I was not my mother, I wouldn't break my hand punching him. There was another reason that I couldn't be with him, he used to love my mother, he had kissed her. My mother. It was all too weird...
He looked up at me from the ground, his face showed the exact moment he realized he had upset me. His mouth opened, probably to apologize.
At vampire speed I ran to the door and opened it. Jacob looked around then met my eyes at the door. "Leave." I ordered.
I noticed his hands starting to shake. He better not morph into a giant mutt in my room. He stood up and stormed towards the door but stopped when he reached it. He looked at me and opened his mouth again but my face must have been quite a sight cause he turned his head and walked out my room.
I slammed my door shut. Well, that did not go how I planned. I never expected him to take it well, but not for one moment did I expect him to try and kiss me. What did he think? That, what? I was just going to fall in love with him once he kissed me? He knows me better than that.
The burn in my throat demanded my attention. I sighed and raced to my window. I would leave through here, I didn't want to pass anyone, who had mostly heard the whole thing. They would think I'm a horrible person. Damn vampires and there super good hearing. I ran to my window and opened it, jumping out and landing swiftly on my feet. Hunting, always good for getting my mind off things.
Okay! so this is my first fanfic and thank you for taking time to read it. I really enjoyed writing this chapter. i know it seems quite serious but as soon as the sister comes into the picture the fun will begin. I'd like to thank Janet for all her help and support, this story wouldn't be up here if it wasn't for you! go check out her story her pen names Janet8cullen. So reviews would make me happy... thanks for reading the first chapter in my story.