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In My Eyes

(Renesmee POV)

My eyes looked down at my true best friend as he waited for me to jump down from the tree I was perched on.

"Come on Nessie, please come down" His voice full of concern yet playfully smiling.

"No" I said, knowing I wasn't scared nor would I have a problem jumping down, but teasing Jacob was so much more fun than anything we had planned for to day.

Jacob has been my best friend for about 7 years now, I don't know why but I just can't get enough of him. Ever since I was born he was always by my side. We haven't spent more than a couple of days apart.

"Its too high!" I teased him making him believe I was too scared.

I did this from time to time to get him to touch me or hold me. You see I was completely head over heals for my Jacob. I was seven years old, which meant I was fully grown to a seventeen year old body and I would stay this way for the rest of my life. Jacob doesn't grow either, so we will be seventeen together forever.

"Please Ness ill catch you!" there was concern all over his face.

He looked up at me smiling a bit with his large arms spread wide to show he could catch me. I looked down at him not knowing if I should give in yet and sighed knowing I couldn't stay up here and tease him all day, even if I wanted to.

"Ok fine, Im jumping!" I said as I stepped off the branch I was sitting on for the good part of a half n Hour.

I closed my eyes as I fell through the air in hopes I would meet Jacobs arms. And just as I wanted I landed in a pare of large hands, heat radiating off of them, warming my already cold skin. I smiled as Jake held me close to reassure me I was just fine. I just smiled to my self and wrapped my arms around his neck never wanting to leave this position. His hot hands held onto my thighs as my legs worked they way around his waist. He shifted uneasily and I knew he would begin to feel uncomfortable as I let lose and my feet touched the floor.

I looked up at him still amazingly close to his warm body. I grabbed his hand and smiled as he smiled. He was fine with just holding hands but that's all that ever happened between Jacob and me. I was beginning to feel frustrated with him. I blushed when he looked deep into my brown eyes. He did this from time to time and I knew he wanted more but I just didn't know why he never tried anything. I guess because he only sees me as his little friend. I was terrified that, that might be all we were ever going to be.

I looked into the distance hearing my name being called from inside the woods. I closed my eyes trying to hear the voice I recognized. I smiled to my self, hearing my father speak again. I looked at Jake as he understood and we started back for my house. The walk was pain fully long. I had a longing to reach out and touch Jake, maybe even press my lips to his. But I never could and quickly put my fantasies away for now, I was beginning to become with in earshot of my fathers mind reading and I didn't want him to hear what I so deeply longed for.

The house I lived in was so beautiful; most of the walls were actually large windows that over looked the amazingly huge backyard that my family loved. I was so great full for my family to be with me, they had so much time on their hands, from never having to sleep or use the bathroom, that they always payed full attention to me. I was the baby of the family and they were all greatly over protective.

As we reached the back of the house I could see my mother sitting on a lovely white bench reading one of her paperbacks again. She smiled as she heard my footsteps and placed her book gently down. She got up from were she sat and quickly walked over to were Jake and me were appearing from the forest. I smiled at my mother's fast and blurry approach. I instantly hugged her taking in her floral sent and smiling to my self as I sent images running into her mind about what went on today. I was extremely open with my family and usually never kept anything form them.

"Looks like you two had a fun time" she said looking at me than Jake.

He smiled hugely, using the goofy grin that I loved so much and patted my head.

"Yes me and Nessie decided climbing trees would be a great way to chill out." Jake said a bit tired. He was always tried but than again so was I.

I smiled and moved my head form under his arm in hopes he wouldn't tangle my hair. He was always treating me like a child and I didn't like it one bit. My father gave me a funny look as he appeared from the house racing over to us. He had probably read my mind and I already knew what he would say, 'but you are only seven sweetie'. I made his voice a bit deep in my mind causing him to laugh lightly. I laughed too as he nodded in agreement and I sighed rolling my eyes.

"I guess I better go catch up on my sleep" Jake said with a yawn. He looked at me a noticed the sad look on my face that I usually made when he left. "Don't worry ill be back tomorrow" I slightly smiled and hugged him good-bye.

Sam was giving him doubles again I didn't like it. He was working my Jake to hard. My dad shared my concern and I watched as he ran into the wood unbuttoning his shorts in order to phase. I turned toward my parents who suggested we head inside for the rest of the evening. I didn't protest I was starving. The cold air blew my air as we entered the house. I slept in my father's old room and my parents still lived in their cottage. They turned my nursery into a small library. I could smell dinner being made for me as Alice and Esme cooked away. I walked up to the island in the middle of our kitchen and sat down on one of the stools. Awaiting my dinner. Alice smiled at me in an odd way I knew she had done something.

"Ok Alice spill" I said with a sigh.

"Ok but don't be mad" She chimed as she walked away from the cooking food, which Esme gladly took over.

Why would I be mad...Unless...Oh god no, she went shopping again. I tried my best to hide my nervousness. Alice had such high taste that it was hard to wear her cloths some times. I could only wear most of the dresses she had bought me for formal accessions. The minute she pulled me into my room I could see the bed stacked with boxes and bags. My stomach gave me an erg to want to be somewhere else at the moment and thankfully my father was about to save me.

"Alice please allow Renesmee to eat dinner and get some rest she had a long day", my father was soft spoken but still demanding. Alice couldn't say no. She gave me a saddened look and sighed and she started to walk out of the room.

"Alice feel free to rearrange my closet to fit the new cloths", I said instantly.

"Really?" She said smiling turning on her heals. I nodded and she flew into the closet at vampire speed returning only to grab a box or a bag.

My dad put out a hand to lead me back to the dinner table. The food smelled wonder full, Grandma Esme was always such an amazing cook and she was thrilled that she got to cook again. I was the only person in the house that was able to eat human food, but every time I ate every one watched me with fascination. As I began taking bites I blushed turning my cheeks pink. I knew they were starring at me. I turned my head to them nervously and they all took the hint and backed off going back to what they were doing before. I looked back at my plate of meat loaf and mashed potatoes. It was my favorite and Esme knew it. Finishing up my food I gladly did the dishes. After I finished I walked into the living room to see what the boys were up to. Emmett was laying on the couch watched a sports game of some kind and Jasper and My father were playing chess only my dad was shocked to see my mother blocking jaspers mind. They all smiled at me as I walked to the couch patting Emmett's foot to move. He lifted up his feet and I sat down. His feet crashed down on me lap and we both laughed. I placed my hands on top of his large legs and tried to understand the game he was watching.

"Ok so they're swimming but throwing a ball around?" I asked confused looking at Emmett.

He smiled and shook his head, "yes Ness, its called water polo, nothing else was on im still waiting for the Rangers game at 9"

I rolled my eyes and pushed my self off the couch crawling over him. He would move his head whenever my body would block the TV. I laughed and rolled my eyes as I made my way to the stairs to have some alone time. My father looked up from his game and smiled slightly as if to get up, but I waved him off. "I do need to be alone for a bit," I whispered knowing he could hear me. I never had to raise my voice in this house. Everyone had perfect hearing. Which wasn't always good.