-1I Said it
Disclaimer: I hereby state that I do not own Final Fantasy, its characters or Locations
Summary: My darkest piece of fiction as of publishing. Tifa has had enough with Aeris. Even after death
You really messed things up for me didn't you.
I was taking my time, he needed looking after, he wasn't himself.
Then you came in, the epitome of sweetness, and then it started to all go wrong between us.
Flirting with him in front of me! Trying to get him to do things that wasn't him, you tried to make him yours, and succeeded.
Even through our first journey, you were the one who demand to be by his side even when it was clear he wanted me.
The times we travelled together, I put on a brave face in public, I sure as hell didn't want Barret probing into my personal feelings.
Maybe I should have made it clear to him that I didn't want you around my Cloud, that night at the Gold Saucer that I know you two spent together, it could have so easily been me but no.
You had to be the one to knock on his door at midnight to drag him out on your date.
You were the one who had to travel to the temple of the Ancients.
And you had to be that damn one who made that stupid spy make the prediction about how you and Cloud were just perfect for each other.
I had mixed feelings when Cloud attacked you, it wasn't like him to do something like that but gods knew you deserved it.
Then you left us. There was the rest of the group searching franticly for you, Cloud was in the state where he needed the most help and you just ran away.
Even in death you won't let him move on. We all wept at that scene, me included.
I thought that none of us deserved to die for this. But there was something else.
I saw Clouds reaction, just before we fought that freak Jenova a second time, I realised what you meant to him.
Even now, countless years after you died he still searches for you. Looking for that last glimmer of hope that there may be someway to revive you.
He's late again, probably at your church, where this whole mess started.
You may keep telling him to move on, but that's not what you want is it?
You make him distance himself from me every time you contact him or haven't you realised this?
A bond that cannot be broken by death is what you want Aeris. And I hate you for it.
If it was me in your place he would have forgotten about me by now.
After all I did for him he still wants you.
Maybe I should give up
Maybe I should just get up and get out
He'll probably do that sometime soon.
I hate you Aeris.
There, I said it.
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