My Thoughts Of You (Heero)

Written by:Veisha

Notes to Dislaimer: I do not own Gundam wing characters so please
don't sue me. Also Please read and send me your reviews.

My Thoughts Of You (Heero)

I point this barrel at your face, I don't think it does matter.

Your deep blue eyes are wide with fear, I smile wickedly to myself.

To do away with you will be glorious I think to myself, Then why haven't I done it yet?

Could it be that I care? No, how could I care for you?

You, the annoying and bothersome girl that you are, The one who troubled me day-in and day-out.

"Kill me" you scream at me, The words are stunning to my ears.

"Why don't you end it already" You cry "Why don't I end it" I ask myself.

You are the enemy are you not? I hate you don't I? Or do I not?

The question clouds my mind, How can you love me?

I, Heero, the cold and stoical being, The one that hurt you and threatened you.

I fall to my knees, a tear or two I shed and you run to me, You embrace me and take me, accept me.

"Relena..." I whisper softly in your ear, You hug me closer and a tear runs down your cheek.

"Heero I'm sorry" You say to me, "I know your mission, and you must complete it" you say to me.

"Kill me, it will ease your pain" You say with sorrow, "Why Relena, Why" I ask you.

Your soft caring face makes my heart melt. I want to take you and embrace you.

Instead I pick up the gun and point the barrel at your beautiful face, You seem to accept your fate with courage
and ease,

Oh how I admire your courage and determination to make me happy, How you can do so for me makes me unable
to hurt you.

I start to pull the trigger then stop and drop it to the floor, My eyes and face soften as I gaze at you then I run
to you.

I throw my arms around you and embrace you with all my strength, I do something I'd never do to anyone,
anyone but you.

I, Heero, the unemotional boy who ignored your every word, The one that hurt you so and damaged your fragile
spirit.

I, Heero, have not completed my mission for you were in the way, But I brush that away along with strands of
your hair.

I gaze into your beautiful blue eyes, I touch your pale cheeks and caress your face.

Then I lean and brush your lips with mine, You feel so good in my arms and in my grasp.

I, Heero, the being that hated you so, Now I take you for myself.

As I brush your lips with mine once more, I realize the truth pours out.

I never thought you'd love me, But somehow you found a way too reach me. Somehow you found a way to love
me.

~Veisha~