My thoughts of you (Relena)

Written by:Veisha

Note to Disclaimer: I'm new at this and this is one of my new poerty. Please don't sue
me cuz I don't own Gundam wing characters. Read and send reviews.

My Thoughts Of You (Relena)

My tears shed no avail, Across the galaxy and universe.

You stare at me with ice-cold eyes, A cold barrel you point at my face.

I wait for you to end it all, But all you do is stare at me.

Your eyes seem confused and full of pain, Why haven't you done it, I ask of you.

"Just kill" me I scream at you, Why do you hesitate so?

If you hate me then why wait, You have a mission complete it.

The goal, your goal, destroy me, If I can't be with you release me.

Look what this heartless world has done to you, Are you so blinded that you don't hesitate to do away with me?

I mean nothing to you, For your heart is stone.

I tried to soften it with my care, But my tenderness can't reach you.

You can't be vulnerable; it was not what you were taught, If the world comes crashing down on us it will crush
me and me alone.

The world cannot crush the great Heero, But Relena it will kill for she is weak and bothersome.

"I can't do it" you cry out and struggle to keep the gun up, I run to you, as you fall to your knees, I embrace
you.

You have become vulnerable and you shed a tear or two, I will keep you even though you hurt me so.

"Relena" you whisper softly in my ear, I hug you even closer and a tear runs down my cheek.

"Heero I'm sorry" I say to you, "I know your mission, and you must complete it" I say.

You look at me and ask "Why Relena, Why?" Your face emotional for the first time makes me cry inside.

I cannot stand the pain in your eyes, "Kill me, it will ease your pain." I say to you.

You point the barrel at me once again, I back away and accept my fate for I know it's easier this way.

You start to pull the trigger then drop it again, Your face and eyes becomes soft and you run to me.

I stand in shock as you throw your arms around me and embrace me, You look at me then do something I never
thought you do, never do to me.

I, Relena, the weak and annoying teenager that sat next to you, I, The bothersome girl and in-the-way
annoyance that troubled you so.

I, Relena, corrupted your mission, But you brush that away, along with strands of my hair.

You, Heero, the cold and stoical being, The one that hated me so.

Your lips brush mine with years released passion. I never knew you'd love me but somehow you did.

~Veisha~