Way out
I am walking around in the forrest. Wolfs could come and bite me for all i care. They could end my endless life full of pain. It would just take one bite, so if they come i wont fight them, i... I am done fighting. I am done fighting for people who keep dissapointing me and i am done fighting for myself. This time if something happens i wont fight back. Cause if i dont end it , it will never end. Every second , every hour, every minute, every day i think of her and how it used to be. How we used to be. I don't think i can handle more pain and disappointment. I heard a sound behind me and wen i turned around i saw Elena. " what are you doing here?" She asked. " do you care?" I replied because i knew she didn't. " well not really but you never wander alone in the forrest" she looked confused and even though i knew she couldn't feel anymore i thought i saw some compassion in her eyes. " well if you really want to know i am trying to find a way out" i said without looking into her eye's. " a way out of what?"." A way out of this miserable eternal life". I didn't know what her response would be and to be honest i didn't really care but i didn't expect her to say " please don't end it." " why not?" I didn't really know what to say anymore. " i do still love you stefan, please don't leave me behind" she started crying, she started feeling again, she was coming back to me. The feelings got back by the thought of her losing someone again. " Elena its oke" i said and hugged her. " its not oke i made you wanna kill your self" she said and hugged me tighter. " its oke elena, i am okay" was all i could say.