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This is my first fan fiction .
Bella POV
As I sat on my small twin bed after getting ready to go to school for the day I flashed back to sitting in Carlisle's office getting stitched up by my favorite vampire doctor..
The discussion we had left me with possibly a greater understanding of both the dreamy blonde doctor and his bronze haired gentleman of a son.
Hearing Carlisle's smooth voice tell me of his obvious hope for a heaven after his final walk on this earth truly touched my heart. More than anything I appreciated his obvious honesty with me. When he told me that Edward didn't want me to suffer this same fate… Something clicked, it made sense. I know I'd been hearing it for months from Edward himself, yet somehow when Carlisle said it , I got it. Edward didn't want me.
So the following day when he told me he was leaving, it hurt maybe even more then I thought it would considering I knew it before he even spoke it. However when he told me that they all were leaving… All of the family,…. My big brothers, my best friend, my new mother, and my favorite doctor . I broke. I lay on the ground for hours in the woods realizing that now my life would never be the same, now that I knew a love like that, a life like that…. Nothing would compare to that family and all of it's amazing components that had made the last few months of my life absolutely perfect. Now it would be gone….
Soon I was up and out of the door instead of reminiscing about that day, and about all of the drastic changes that had been a result of them leaving me. On my way to school in my big beautiful beast of a truck I listened to the wind whistle through the cracks in the window. Seeing as in a major hissy fit I tore out the brand new car stereo that Jasper and Emmett had gotten me I now had just the air to entertain my ears. Once I parked at the school I hopped out and went straight over to Angela who I had forgotten to call back the night before… For the first couple months after the Cullens left I didn't call or get calls, which I was fine with…. Then about a month and a half ago I started hanging out with Jacob and that really turned things around for me. I began caring a little bit more about what was going on around me. I also began caring a little more about myself. Which of course my father was thrilled beyond belief about. Now that his "baby girl" was eating 2 to 3 regular meals a day, and of course the night mares were not gone, but better with the help of my new medicine that was a result of a few appointments I had with Dr. Gerandy. Of course it was just a sleep medicine that knocked me on my ass long enough and hard enough that the nightmares rarely disturbed anyone other then myself. I still missed them so much, all of them, and the night mares just seemed to provide a reminder that I knew what was out there besides them… the sadistic vampires like James existed.
Once I got over to Angela I gave her a quick hug and greeted the others in the group surrounding stairs. They all immediately informed me that I was to join them for a movie night the following night which was of course Friday. A "big" trip to Port Angeles was due for this occasion. Though I had been sleeping and eating, my hanging out count was severely low. Besides Jake of course. I informed them that I would ask my dad, which of course they all knew he would say yes, and then I would ask and see if Jake could come with me. That afternoon when I got out of school I drove straight to La Push to see Jake and ask him if he would come with us tomorrow night.
Once I got to the Black's house I went straight around the side of the house to the Jake's make-shift garage that I had become oh so familiar with over the last few weeks. As soon as I rounded the corner to the entrance a conversation between Quil,Embry and Jake ceased. Jake bounded over to me and gave me a large hug and a kiss on the check which was quite a feat since he had to stoop almost a foot below his new found height to do so. Quil and Embry soon made them selves known with two large whistles in a cat call fashion.
"What's with the whistling you morons?" I said after Jake released me.
"Oh nothing Bella, just thought the kiss on the cheek deserved acknowledgment" Quil stated innocently which caused heat to rise to my cheeks.
"Shut up." Jake growled.
"Ok, well.. we will just leave you two alone…" Embry said with only the slightest implication leaking through his voice while skirting around the wall of make a quick exit.
Naturally Quil soon followed and then Jake and I were standing there alone, only mere inches apart. I could feel his warmth stretching over to me.
I knew that Jake liked me in more ways then just a friend but I had yet to talk to him or truly acknowledge my knowledge of it.
"Well what's Bella? How was your day with all your pale faced friends?" Jake asked.
"Funny you should mention them actually…. Uh, they were all talking about maybe gong to the movies tomorrow night in Port Angeles, and I was wondering if you wanted to come with us?" I said a little too hurriedly.
"Why Bella I'd be honored."
"Sweet, thanks Jake. I didn't really want to go without someone there who is a little then a schoolmate , ya know? Well Angela will be there but she will be with her boyfriend Ben, so…. yeah" I said not really being sure which way I was going with that.
I feared Jake may see more into this then he should, but luckily I knew that if I told him that I didn't think having a romantic relationship was the best idea right now he would most likely respect that.
The afternoon continued pretty much as normal, we hung out in the garage for about an hour longer until I made the executive decision that we should work on homework for a little while. So from there we went inside and since my dad had actually decided to come over so we could all have dinner together and he could of course hang out with Billy we didn't have enough room to spread out our work. So Jake with only the slightest of smirked on his face announced that we could of course just go to his room.
"That sounds reasonable Bella, don't do anything I wouldn't do kids." Charlie said.
"Wow, thanks dad. You must think very highly of yourself by the way." I sniggered while walking away towards Jakes bedroom.
"What's that supposed to mean!" Charlie yelled after us while Billy let out a round of loud guffaws.
Once Jake and I got his bedroom I stood to the right beyond the door frame while Jake sat crissed-crossed on his small bed with his back against the wall.
"Come one now, sit next to me. I won't bite Bells." Jacob said as innocently as he possibly could.
"Alright, alright. Let me get my shoes off, I don't want to dirty up your already superbly clean room. Let alone get your bed all dirty."
"Bells, you can dirty up my bed anytime." Jacob stated matter of factly while I was bent over at the waist facing away from him with my hand braced on the end of the bedframe.
The comment caught me so off guard that I swung up with all my might not sure of my intention, and unfortunately before I could figure it out I toppled backwards onto the bed. Seeing as the bed was just a narrow twin size I didn't have far to fall until I hit Jacob.
By the time I righted myself I realized that my ass had fallen just short of Jake's lap however my back had landed against his chest with his hands resting on my hips keeping them in place. I
"Whoops." I managed to squeak out while I blushed what I am sure was a full upper body blush.
"Well, yeah. I uh… suppose. Let do it… I uh, let's do our studying." Jake said in a husky whisper against my neck.
I slowly climbed up off the bed and took a deep breath before turning around to find Jake already prepared with a text book splayed across his lap.
"Alright well, you said you wanted to work on English today, right? What're you having trouble with in it anyways?" I said as I settled in next to Jake against the wall.
"Yes, English. That's what I need help with. Uh, I guess I can show you what I'm supposed to be working on and you can maybe just advise me on it?" Jake said while shifting his textbook slightly as I leaned over to get my English book off of the floor.
Then noticing Jake had the completely wrong book in his lap I snatched it up, to replace it with the newly retrieved English textbook. As I was taking the book away Jake groaned and said rather pitifully "Bella, please hand me a book now."
As I turned to hand Jake the book and look him in the face to see what caused him to sound so strained I couldn't help but notice that he actually had a pink tinge to his flawless russet skin.
"Geez Jake, what's wrong?" I said while looking him straight in the eye. However my answer was soon apparent when I glanced down to see a bulge in his jeans..
Ooooh… Oh my.
My body immediately reacted to the sight in front of me and I could feel my panties dampen which was soon followed by my face heating up with what I am positive was an impressive blush.
I froze for all of a minute before I realized how embarrassing this must be for Jake, so in an effort to get pass this I simply handed him the book and muttered a quick apology to him. The silence last momentarily before we actually both got past the tension in the room and continued working.
Soon enough the pizza delivery guy was there and Billy, Charlie, Jacob and I were crammed into the small living room watching a baseball game from a previous season. What is the point of that even I wondered aloud, it's not like it's an episode of Friends. Is syndication even applicable? Nobody really answered or seemed to care about this so I simply went on eating my slice of pizza while I leaned against the frame of the entryway.
Jake ever the opportunist glanced up at me and gave me a gleaming smile and then said "Bells, you wanna sit down? I know we don't have another space but you can sit on my lap if you want."
"What a sugary sweet offer Jake. I think I'm gonna pass. My legs are pretty cramped from sitting on your bed when we were studying." I said while looking straight at him and choosing to ignore the snigger from both Charlie and Billy.
"Alright you guys, thanks for having me over. I'm going to go home and get ready for school tomorrow. Jake I will see you tomorrow night. Dad, I will see you later tonight unless I'm in bed. " I said while gathering my things up after dinner.
I didn't give Jake a chance to even walk me out to my car. I then went straight home and took a shower, laid out my clothes for the following day. The next day went by the same as usual, by the time I got out of school and got home to get ready Jake was there waiting. I told him to stay down stairs while I got ready.
Pretty soon I was dressed in a newer outfit I had bought on my trip into Port Angeles the previous week. I had a pair of dark blue skinny jeans with a white lace tank top and black slouchy boots. I was very proud of this outfit, I bought it all on my own, with nothing but my own opinion, on a whim of course. But I still couldn't help but wonder what Alice would think of it…
Jake complimented me on my outfit as soon as I got downstairs and I told him he didn't look so bad himself. He was dressed in a pair of darker blue jeans with a white tee and a pale blue button up shirt open over it with the sleeves rolled up. He for sure looked good to my eyes, but I wasn't going to let him know how much. I didn't want to ruin our friendship.
We loaded into my truck and headed to the theater where everyone met up and decided on a comedy about some people getting a baby or something… I didn't pay much attention to the movie at all while we were in there considering Jessica and Mike making out to the left of me, Angela and Ben practically doing the same to the right of Jake who was beside me. Naturally Jake seemed to want something along those lines to happen but I tried to dissuade him for multiple reasons.. Once again I didn't want to ruin our friendship, I didn't want to do that right there in the theater, and most of all, I didn't want to lose control.
I felt the mounting sexual tension between Jake and myself for the first hour while Jake did simple things like try to hold my hand, try to put his arm around me, and whispered in my ear something he thought was funny in the movie however it made it sound very seductive with his low husky voice. I knew when his breathe washed over my neck and I shuddered that I had to try and calm down. Jake though seemed to have other ideas. He placed his large left hand palm down on my right thigh several inches above my knee, and not far enough away from my throbbing center.
My breath caught in my throat as I felt him begin to knead the skin there. I simply couldn't think of what to say at that moment so I just put my hand over his and held it there, willing him not to move it any higher yet also willing him not to move it away. He seemed very pleased with the reaction he got out of me because he gave me another gentle squeeze before we continued watching the remainder of the movie.
After the credits finally stopped rolling Jake leaned over to whisper in my ear "I'm glad my little problem had time to calm down before the lights came on Bella."
I just looked at him and then jumped up stating that I was hungry and should go find somewhere to eat.
After we left the movie theater we all went to a local burger place and got a quick bite. While we were on the way back to our cars Jakes cell phone rang and he answered it with quite a bit of enthusiasm. Once he got off of his call he asked us all if we would like to go down to La Push for his friends bonfire party they had going.
We all decided that it was early and we weren't ready to go home yet so after Jake gave mike and Ben directions we hopped in our cars and headed that way.
Since it had gotten colder I threw on my favorite black cardigan and hopped out of the truck when we got to La Push. Jake grabbed my hand while we waiting for the other to get out and join us. We soon started down the path to the beach with the others trailing behind us.
"Belllllllaaaaaaaa!" Quil drunkenly yelled at me once we came out of the tree line.
"Hey Belllllaaaa… How's you enjoyin' your night? Is Jakey-boy being realllll nice to you? " Embry said while he gave me a one armed hug.
"You guys are dipshits. Go get me something to drink Jake while I go kick these guys asses!" I yelled while pretending to get real hyped up about this.
I had taken up cursing since the Cullens left, as odd as it sounded coming from lil' ole
Bella Swan… it felt good. Fuck 'em if they didn't like it was my feelings on it… But it's not like I went everywhere cussing like a sailor, but if I'm with my friends why not?
I play punched Quil a couple times before Embry came up behind me and as gently as he could threw me on the ground where I lay laughing until Jake gave me a hand to assist me up.
"Here is your drink Bella" Jake said while handing me a red Solo cup.
I took a big gulp to find that it wasn't just beer but it was a mix of liquor. Great, hunch punch!
Pretty soon I had downed about 2 and a half cups and the music was blaring and everyone was dancing. Since I had brought my iPod with me my favorite song for dancing came on so I grabbed Jake and joined the group to dance to Don't Hold Back by The Potbellez.
I found that Jake was very graceful for his size and especially for someone who had had probably 6 cups of liquor. He grabbed me by my hips as I wound my hands through my hair and grinded myself to him and of course his now very prominent hard on behind me. I gasped at the covered contact of his cock.
Jake moved one of his hands from my hip and ran it across the exposed skin across my stomach from where my shirt had ridden up. A shiver ran through my body right as Angela came up to me and told me she was going to leave because she had to be home by 2. I nodded and then realized that I had already had way to much to drink to drive.
Since I really didn't want to catch a ride with Mike and Jessica I turned around to Jake and asked him if I could stay with him at his house. Before I even got the words out I got a hell yes from him.
After I told Jake that I was ready to go back to the house he told the others that he would see them later and we started on our way back to his house with an extra drink in each of our hands that we downed before we even got half way up the path. Once we got there he shushed me while he opened up the back door and we stumbled through to his bedroom. We had some short type of conversation where I asked him where I was sleeping but in our drunken stupor we never came to a conclusion. I finally threw myself next to Jacobs hulky form on the small mattress after I had taken my boots and sweater off.
"Jake, move over!" I whisper yelled against his chest.
"Mmmm… no. How about you try to move me over?" Jake said.
I giggled while I put my two hands on his chest which i only realized then was bare and pushed with all my might. I started to fall backwards but Jake caught me and flipped me over so that I was straddling him.
I tried with all my might not to be loud or too silly.
"I don't think we can both sleep in this bed, you're too big fatty!" I managed to get out in between giggles.
"We don't have to sleep,Bella." Jake whispered huskily in my ear as he grasp my hips firmly and ground me onto his erection.
"Oh god…" I moaned against Jakes neck.
Jake then sat up against his bed frame while keeping me just as I was situated on his lap, he then grabbed the back of my neck with one hand and pulled my face to his where he captured my lips with his in a hungry kiss.
We continued to grind back and forth onto each other every now and then while we kissed but then Jake flipped us so that I was below him.
"God Bella, I've wanted to do this for so long…." Jake moaned into the hollow of my throat while he ran one of his hands along the hem of my shirt. He slowly started moving his hands up across my rib cage.
"Go ahead Jake…. Please" I whispered to him in the dark.
Jake then sat us and grabbed the hem of my shirt while I helped him by wiggling out of it. Soon my shirt sat on the floor and I needed more.. that's all I could think of, was more of this feeling, more friction, more heat.
Jake kissed up and down my rib cage while tenderly cupping my breasts through my bra. I gasped when he gently pinched my nipples through my bra.
"Bella…"
"Jake, god please more…."
Jake then pressed his erection into me once more. I moaned a little louder then I meant to and pushed myself against him.
Our breaths grew heavier as we moaned into each other mouths while kissing with all of our might. His movement against my center ceased and his hands wandered to the button and lingered. I took this as him asking permission so I decided to answer it in the fastest way possible. I quickly unfastened my jeans and started to shimmy out of them with the help of Jake. My jeans soon joined my top on the floor.
Jake then started a slow decent with his hand to my pussy. Jake slowly rubbed my clit causing me to shudder underneath him. He paused only to enter a finger into me and he began slowly pumping in and out of me .
"Do you like that Bella?" Jake whispered.
"Yeah,.. ugh.. Jake."
His pace got faster and my moans got a little loader, but I just couldn't help it,he was making me feel so good. I could feel my impending orgasm fastly approaching.
"That's it Bella, cum for me baby…" Jake said almost too loud.
"Ohh, fuck JAKE.. Jake…ughhhh" I yelled as I came.
After Jake brought me to my release he flat out denied getting anything in return so afterwards we just laid there kissing each other. I finally realized that I had to pee to bad to even lay there any longer so I stumbled out of his bed and told him I had to use the bathroom. He reminded me to try and be quiet because of his dad. Once I was done and I went back to his room I put back on my tank top and a pair of his boxers for comfort. Then I snuggled up to Jake and we fell asleep for the night.
I woke up to mumbled voices, but I wasn't sure where they were coming from. I kept wondering who was in my house… Then I realized that someone was in the bed with me..
"Oh…. Oh no no.. Fuck." I groaned.
I turned to find my best friend Jacob Black in his bed, that I was in. In his house, and just like that the events from the night before came flooding back to me. I couldn't believe I had done that with him. I really enjoyed it as far as I could remember but I knew that this would complicate our relationship so much, because I'm wasn't sure whether or not I wanted a relationship with Jake, and I also wasn't sure whether I wanted a purely physical relationship with him. Realizing that this wasn't the place or time to try and come to a decision I slowly got out of the bed to find the room spinning. Having a hangover in this situation wasn't going to make this any easier.
I tip-toed over to the door to further investigate the noises I heard outside and froze in my place when I heard Charlie's voice. I gave a whispered curse when I remembered that I never called him to tell him I wasn't coming home. I couldn't quite understand what was being said but I knew it was him. I decided that the best thing to do now would be to get dressed and be as presentable as possible. I knew he knew that I was here considering my car was parked outside the house but I didn't need him knowing what had transpired the prior evening.
I slowly and as quietly as I could put my panties and bra back on soon followed by the rest of my clothes. Then I decided I had better wake Jake up. So I leant over him and gently shook him until his eyes opened. I tried to give his some warning that he should be as quiet as possible. Jake slowly sat up and when I started explaining to him that Charlie was here he just nodded and told me it would be okay.
Neither of us were sure of where to go from there so we both just sat for a couple of minutes until Jake reached over and grabbed the back of my neck and gave me a kiss. Naturally that was the exact moment that Billy Black decided to open the door…
"Oh, well good morning you two…" Billy said with a smile on his face once we whipped our heads around and separated ourselves from each other.
I could feel my blush take over my face at being caught in this situation.
"Charlie, they are in here… I knew I heard another,.. uh.. voice last night. She is ok. I will send her out." Billy said loudly.
But of course of my father decided oh no, I've got to see my daughter now so he rounded the hallway and marched right into the doorway where he stood glaring and Jake and I.
"Bella. Good morning. Jake, put on your damn shirt." Charlie said in the coldest of tones.
"Oh now Charlie calm down, I'm sure they were safe." Billy stated rather whimsically.
"Oh, no. See no, I was safe dad, shit, I mean I just stayed the night here because it got too late for me to drive home and I forgot to call." I said flustered with my own choice of words.
"Yeah, ok Bella. Well I think you need to go ahead and get home now. So get your shit together and get home." Charlie said dismissively as he turned around and left the house.
Jake hopped out of his bed and grabbed his shirt and put it on while saying good morning to his dad.
"Son, let's not kidnap the chiefs daughter again with out his knowledge, oh and don't get her drunk either. It like a pub in here you two." Billy said.
"Billy, I am so sorry, this is my fault, I shouldn't have stayed…. Oh god. Jake I will call you later. I gotta go." I said while I put my boots on and maneuvered past Billy to get out the door.
Once I got home I slowly marched inside to be met with the grim face of my father sitting in his recliner without the television even on. I knew at that point this was bad. I did bad. Fuck fuck fuck fuck was rolling around in my head.
"Bella. That was not alright. I don't want you to ever do that again. I am going to get you a cell phone so you can call me whenever you need to, no matter what."
"Okay dad.." I practically whimpered.
"Also… I don't want to know what you and Jake did last night but guessing on Billy just told me he found you when I was there, and then of course.. uhg.. what he said then too.. I know it wasn't just a normal sleepover between friends."
"Dad, really it's fine nothing of , uh, importance happened."
"It doesn't matter Bella, I'm putting you on birth control. I've already called and made an appointment for Monday afternoon when you get out of school."
"Okay, I got it dad. Well, I'm going to go take a shower and get started on my chores." I said while looking down at my shoes.
Come Monday morning I was a nervous wreck. I hadn't called Jake, and I had ignored his two calls. Now I had to go to that stupid appointment. When I got to school though I sure did have a distraction though. As soon as I pulled up Angela ran at my truck like she insane.
"Bella. The Cullens are back." Angela told me with wide eyes.
"No fucking way…" I said under my breathe mainly to myself.
After she told me this I wordlessly started towards the school and just decided to go to class and not talk to anyone about this, and oh how I was sure that people would talk.
The first half of my day went pretty normal, besides the whispers that inevitable. Once I got to lunch though, I saw it was true. Alice and Jasper were sitting at their old table. I gave a glance their way and proceeded to look away quickly when Alice look up at me. I knew that this would be weird. I wanted to be friends with them, I missed them, but first I needed to talk to just one of them and see what the situation was. To see whether or not they were all here, and for how long, was this just temporary? Gah… After my day was over I said a silent prayer that neither Alice nor Jasper had tried to talk to me today.
I hopped in my truck and headed to the hospital that my father had made the appointment at. I hated the fact that I had to go to the hospital for this, I wished that I could've just got to a small practice but our town wasn't that well equipped though.
I got checked in and then was shown to my room where I waited for about 30 minutes before a nurse finally came in and informed me that Dr. Gerandy had an emergency situation that he had to take care of so they took the time to arrange someone else to see me . The catch was that I would have to wait another a little while longer."Excellent." I murmured under my breathe after the nurse left me.
Carlisle POV
It had been a few weeks since we left Bella when Alice asked me to go on a hunt with her in the Denali wilderness. I of course agreed.
After we both had drained a pair of elk each Alice sat down next to me on the forest floor and turned and stared at me with a quizzical expression on her face before finally speaking.
"Carlisle, I think we need to go back to Forks, back to Bella. Edward isn't with us, and as far as I can tell he isn't coming back anytime soon. How do you feel about this?" Alice said.
The first thing that swam into my main stream of thoughts was Bella and why we would need to go back to Forks. Panic started to well up in my chest as the thought of Bella being in danger.
"Alice, what's wrong? Is Bella in danger?" I asked.
"Carlisle, as far as I can tell Bella isn't in a life threatening situation any more then usual for now. However I have had glimpses of Victoria coming back to Forks, what she is doing I can't be sure but I see her very angry and talking to a young blonde vampire." Alice said while patting me on my back. "However, all in all I honestly feel that Forks would be the best place for us right now. Denali is getting old. "
I sat and thought about what Alice has just said. I would like to go back to Forks, I thought it would be good for our family. I knew how much Alice missed her best friend, and Emmett his little sister, and of course my dear wife Esme missed her daughter.
Esme had tried to throw herself into decorating and several hobbies, unfortunately they all fell short of what she really wanted. I couldn't blame her one bit for her melancholy because we all had a heavyhearted feel about us. Esme and I tried our very best communicate yet somehow we just hadn't and I believe she felt the same newly acquired weight and distance on our relationship that I felt.
We had yet to talk about it, I knew that we both were just barely keeping it together,purely for the sake of our family. I hoped that making the decision to move back to Forks would help us all. So with deep sigh I turned to Alice and said "Let's make the preparations to go, and of course discuss with the family, though I can't see them not agreeing to go."
Once we got back to the house I called a family meeting for all of the Cullen's.
They all sat and looked at me with curiosity behind their eyes.
"Alice has discussed with me some of her visions that include Victoria returning to Forks. I'm sure you all agree when I say that her returning there could be very dangerous to Bella, though we aren't sure her motivations. So, in short I would like to get a vote on going back to Forks." I announced while glancing around to look each family member in the eye.
"Oh thank God! Yes, let's go back please!" Esme said while jumping out of her seat to give me a hug.
I was momentarily thrown off the physical contact that my wife had granted me in the moment. It was pitiful that that embrace was about as close as we had gotten since we were in Forks. Our lack of intimacy had I'm sure not gone unnoticed by our children.
"Fuck yeah!" Emmett yelled earning him a smack to the back of the head from Rosalie.
"Well, if Em wants to go I will follow. It's not like there is anything keeping us here. However I'm not pulling protection detail again on this damn human you all love." Rosalie snapped.
"Ya'll know Alice wants to go and I go where she goes. However, I also do believe we need to go back. Bella deserves our help. She didn't deserve to be left. I shudder to think about her emotions after we left. " Jasper added.
"Oh, Jazz! Thank you. Alright you guys let's get packing… I already packed Jasper and I so if you need help let us know. In the mean time we are going to get school arrangements in line. Rose, Emmett and Jasper, you guys are supposed to have already graduated so if you guys are going to be there let's just say you are taking a year off to be engaged… then you guys can have another wedding! OH yes…" Alice announced while bouncing up and down in her seat.
While everyone got to different tasks I turned to my wife who had an enormous smile on her face, and I knew from that moment on everything would eventually work out for us.
After I called the hospital in Forks asking to see if they would take me back (which of course they did) I set us my schedule with them. I was to start back on Monday filling in gaps for Dr. Gerandy and taking anything that came up until they could fully schedule me.
By the time we arrived in Forks everything had been settled with the children, the house and the hospital. Jasper decided he wanted to go back to high school so Emmett hacked into the schools records and shorted him a few credits. Come Monday morning Alice and Jasper were getting kissed and hugged by Esme who told them not to overwhelm Bella if they saw her. I definitely agreed with that statement. We did not need to overwhelm her by our sudden arrival back in her life.
After a quick hunt I got ready for my shift and the hospital and gave Esme an encouraging smile as I walked out the door. Upon arriving at the hospital I was informed that I was to take a few of Dr. Gerandy's appointments because he had an emergency downstairs.
I started to go through the patient files I was given when I came I came across none other then Bella Swan's file, who was their for a pap test. Fuck is all I could think of to say, so I silently muttered it to myself.
Why, oh why of all days, of all patients, of all procedures was I given this one.
I didn't want to scare her, according to her files this would be her first pap test and I'm sure she was frightened.
I finished up with my other appointments and then proceeded to stand outside the room Bella was waiting in. I fixed my jacket and straightened my back as I knocked on the door twice to alert Bella to my presence. I could already smell her familiar scent and hear her heart pounding frantically. As I stepped inside into her line of sight she glanced up and simply said "Fuck my life.". I couldn't help but chuckle even though she used profanity, her choice of words were rather comical. Considering the fact that my family and I abandoned her she could've said a lot worse without me choosing to scold her. Which of course I wouldn't do either way, she was not mine to scold.
"Well Bella, it's lovely to see you again" I said giving her what I hoped would be my most charming smile. Her heart rate picked up at the site of it which I could only take as a good sign.
"Hello Dr. Cullen." She said cooly.
I stood there taking in the sight before me, Bella.
She smelled the same, yet looked different. It was apparent that in the months we had been gone she had grown some and filled out her womanly curves. She had gained a few pounds causing her breasts to become more noticeable and the curve of her hips more luscious.
Noticing where my thoughts were leading I quickly regained my composure and reminded myself of my mates body who's was amazingly beautiful though admititly I hadn't seen in months..
"Dr. Cullen, can we not do this and say that we did? Just maybe give me a sample pack of some birth control to make my dad happy and I can reschedule this delightful occasion for another time. Please?" Bella said.
"Bella, I understand that you don't want me to do this exam. I can see where that would be awkward. If you do not wish me to do it I understand but I want to make sure that you get this done sooner rather then later. I will send you home with a sample pack however you will need to use a backup method of birth control such as a condom for the first week of taking it." I said.
The thought of Bella needing birth control made me nauseas for the first time in over 300 years. Why hasn't she already been on birth control? She is already old enough. Who was she having sex with? No! my mind screamed at me, she is not to have sex!
"Yeah, I know, thanks Dr. Cullen." Bella said.
"Bella, sweetie, please call me Carlisle."
"Alright Carlisle." Bella said with a smug look on her face.
After I grabbed a sample pack of birth control for bella and put it in a paper bag along with a few condoms I brought it to her and then made her fill out the forms to schedule another appointment. After she had done that I walked her outside where she from foot to foot before looking up at me with those big chocolate brown eyes.
"Carlisle, it's really nice to see you. Thanks for, uh helping with that… My dad kinda flipped out over the weekend. My fault of course but this was a little excessive." She said while keeping eye contact with me the entire time.
He flipped out? What does that even mean? What happened?
"What happened?" Shit! That slipped out of my mouth before I had even realized it.
"Oh, well.. I spent the night with my best friend. Who happens to be a guy, and I forgot to call him because I was,uh. Well I was drunk, but he doesn't need to know that." Bella said while looking anywhere but my face.
"Well, were you safe? Do we need to do any tests?" I asked carefully.
I immediately smell the blood rush to her cheeks as she shook her head no.
Thank god.
"Well I've got to go back inside and finish up. Would you like to come over and see the rest of the family?" I asked hopefully.
"I'm not sure that's a great idea Carlisle. There are some people in your family that I know do not want to see me." She said.
"Edward isn't here Bella, and he isn't coming back anytime soon. After we left he went off on his own and hasn't really talked to us."
"Ok then, well maybe tomorrow night then? I mean if that's alright with you guys."
"Of, course it is Bella, please come around five. We will even feed you dinner." I said as I grinned.
By the time I got home I already had 3 text messages from my family informing me that I did a good job getting Bella to agree to come to our house. When I got home Esme gave me a hug and a tender kiss to the lips which I enjoyed more then I should've maybe since I was left with tighter trousers than usual. As I backed away covering my trousers with my briefcase Jasper's laughter filetered in from his place in the living room. I quickly made my way to my office and started reading one of my favorite books to pass the time until the morning.