Disclaimer: Everything here is owned by Rumiko Takahashi…nothing is owned by me…'cept maybe Kagome's thoughts….

I like to think that I'm a person who hides her feelings well. I think I've done a good job so far, even letting Inuyasha carry Kikyo and not complaining when he goes off to be with her.

But sometimes it gets hard to see both of them together and know that me liking him is possible but I know that he will never like me as long as Kikyo's there. She is everything I'm not…pretty, brave, strong…plus, she belongs in his time. I'm just an interfering person from another time that has no business being in the Feudal Era.

Miroku and Sango, they belong together. That is a fact. They only need some time to realize their feelings for each other…that is, Miroku needs to. I know Sango already likes him but Inuyasha still can't see it. Grr…! It's so frustrating!

But I know better than to be jealous of Kikyo and Inuyasha. After all, Kikyo paid with the most valuable thing of all, her life. And Inuyasha has been very sad because of that so I should let him be with her when he can. There's also another reason why I do not want to be jealous: the time she trapped me to the tree and kissed Inuyasha in front of me. Kikyo is certainly very powerful…sheesh…

Maybe everything will sort itself out and turn out for the better. After all, we haven't even beaten Naraku yet. I hope that once everything is settled, I will know whether Inuyasha will choose Kikyo or me. One thing is for sure: I will never date Hojo. He's annoying but I don't know how to tell him to back off without hurting his feelings.

Koga is with Ayame now but that doesn't stop him coming out of his way to see me whenever our paths meet. Ayame is a wonderful friend and I know that they will make an awesome couple!

I guess there's nothing keeping me here after we destroy Naraku so I guess I'll go back if Inuyasha chooses Kikyo. I know that they would be happy together as well.

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