A/N: I know I have 4 other fics I should be working on, since they've been on hold forever. To my followers of my other fics: I'm so sorry and I will definitely be working on getting you new chapters soon! To my new people lol!: I can't guarantee regular updates...or even frequent updates, obviously lol, but I will definitely try to update as much as possible.

The rating is T for now...it may change later...due to mentions of... unpleasant experiences but there won't be graphic details about said experiences.

Also, I don't know what a beta is lol so all mistakes are mine. If you notice any feel free to let me know and I will try to correct them.

Beca and Jesse were having a movication night in his room at the Treble house. She was laid against his chest, nestled between his thighs, as she idly caressed his thighs and biceps which were securely wrapped around her waist. Jesse hummed softly under her ministrations, and he leaned forward brushing her hair aside, kissing her neck softly. Beca tilts her head slightly to grant him better access. He takes the opportunity greedily and suckles softly on the crook of her neck, nipping lightly when she mewled. Until she actually felt his teeth on her skin and practically turned to stone in his arms. Jesse pulled away immediately. "You okay, Bec?" He asked softly. Beca just nods and slides from his grasp. "I have to use the restroom." She said as she practically ran to the bathroom.

_ BECA_

I rush into the bathroom and I'm fairly certain Jesse is confused, but I had to get away. It's not his fault and I know that, but I've never been intimate with anyone and that time definitely does not count. I sigh softly and look in the mirror, my eyes are wild and I have a look of unadulterated panic. I turn on the tap as cold as possible knowing I'll need it, as I feel the memories...scratch that...terrors coming back. I splash the freezing water on my face, hoping to quell my rising panic and the look on my face.

Jesse knocks on the door. "Beca? Are you sure you're okay?" He calls. I sigh again. "Yeah, I'll be out in a minute." I answer. I hear him walk away, and I grab a face towel and dry my face. I sigh yet again before looking at my reflection to see I look somewhat presentable and I turn the tap off.

I walk out of the bathroom and over to where he's perched on the edge of his bed. I stop about two feet from him and nervously clear my throat. When he looks up at me I can tell he's confused. "Um...I think I'm gonna head back to my room. I have a headache and a shitload of homework." I say lamely and we both know I'm lying. I guess the look on my face or my paleness told him I really wanted to be alone. He nods as I grab my bag and jacket. "Good night Jesse." I say softly before leaving. I hear a soft 'Night Beca' as I'm walking out the door.

I'm walking down the hallway of the Treble house, when a pair of arms wrap around me and lift me off the floor, accompanied by a 'Gotcha!' I panic and scream bloody murder and start kicking. "Ow! Ouch! Jesus Beca, hold still!" Benji says as he set me down. By this time all the guys had come out in the hall to see what was going on. Jesse saw the look of terror that undoubtedly was on my face and my erratic breathing and motions for the guys to move. I turn and haul ass as fast as I can.

_JESSE_

Beca all but ran to the bathroom, slamming the door behind her. I'm sitting on the edge of the bed trying to figure out what the hell just happened. One second she was fine, the next she practically having a panic attack. At first I don't hear any sounds from the bathroom, then the tap is turned on. After about of the water running I knock on the door and ask if she's okay. She replies affirmatively and I go sit back on the bed. I wonder if I was moving to fast, but wouldn't she have said something? I mean everyone knows how opinionated she is.

I didn't realize I was lost in thought until I heard her clear her throat. I look up at her slightly confused. I'm sure I look even more so when she lies saying she needs to go, but she looks terribly pale. I mean more so than usual, so I just nod and let her leave calling softly after her to have a good night.

She had only been gone about a minute or so when I heard a blood curdling scream and I ran out into the hall, same as everyone else. I see Benji, about a foot and a half away from Beca, looking scared as hell, confused, and upset because he had upset her. I look at Beca, who has a look of pure terror on her face. I motion for the guys to move. As soon as they do she bolts, running as if demon dogs were on her heels.

All of the Trebles turn and look at me with identical 'what the fuck?!' looks. I mean it was the first time any of them had seen Beca, our unshakable rival and resident bad ass, terrified. I told them I wish I knew what was going on, and told Benji he's okay we know he didn't intentionally scare her and explained that she was already upset, and told him not to worry about it. Then I walked...well more like sulked back into my room trying to figure out exactly what the hell was going on.