Heavens' Pandemonium

Um.. hi! I'm new to the world of writing fanfiction, and this is my first fic... ever. Oo; I hope that you guys will enjoy it! I was also looking for someone to help me edit, if anyone is kind enough to. . I have fairly bad spelling and such, and I'll probably need one desperately by the end of this chapter or the next... ;;

But it's very nice to have people read the story - I hope you enjoy!

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Disclaimer: No, I don't own Inuyasha, although if someone would like to buy him for me, I'd be eternally thankful.

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A little girl look up at her parents, unsure of what to do. She had recently turned seven recently, but she still didn't understand why her parents were arguing so much. What was wrong with them? They never used to argue like that before... Before Souta was born a few months ago.

The little girl blinked again, her raven locks dangling down from the stairs' railings, her beautiful sapphire eyes brimmed with tears. She didn't like her parents arguing...

And then with a loud shout, her father left, slamming the door behind him. Her mother was crying on the floor. How she wanted to go comfort her mommy, but little Kagome was supposed to be sleeping; she wasn't supposed to witness any of this, no matter how much she didn't understand.

She walked back to her room silently.

Her mommy was alone - daddy left.

Daddy had left her alone, too..

And then.. blood was shed.

Kagome woke up with a start, her sapphire eyes staring at the ceiling of her condo. 'Kami, it's the same old dream. Wake up, Kags, that was a long time ago.' Kagome thought to herself. She got out of bed, anyway, despite the early 4:14AM wake-up. Her blue, cat-filled PJ's warmth lasted only a little while, before she had goosebumps in her cold home.

Going to the washroom, she turned turned on the cold water, splashing her face with the refreshing liquid. She could hear light snoring from the other room, and laughed to herself softly. 'And he said he didn't snore...'

After finishing whatever girls do in the washroom before they fully wake, Kagome walked to the kitchen, yawning again. It wasn't like her to wake up this early all the time, but since she was awake anyway, might as well make breakfast, right? She opened the fridge, looking for suitable food to eat as her breakfast.

'Mmm.. I gained some weight after going out with Sango so much..' Kagome noted, deciding to go for the low-carb stuff instead. She wasn't going to starve herself; experience had taught her how painful that could be, but she wasn't about to eat some 'diet' cake, either.

At nineteen and still quite self-conscious, Kagome worried that she would one day be one of those really skinny people she had commented about so much on TV. She didn't want to be really skinny - she just didn't want to gain more weight.

Deciding to go for hot chocolate instead, Kagome closed the fridge, and picked up a cup, before turning to the cabinets for the packages of hot chocolate that awaited her there.

And then her world was filled with red.

Startled, Kagome dropped the cup, successfully breaking it. Her eyes were wide, her heart beat was estactic, and something was definitely wrong. Looking around at her surroundings once more, Kagome tried to calm herself down. 'Calm down Kags, there's nothing there.. it was just your imagination...'

Kagome cursed her imagination ten times over.

Deciding to pick up the broken pieces of glass, and thankful that her roommate hadn't woken up from the noise, Kagome slowly knelt down, shaking, somewhat. The, 'it was a long time ago, calm down.' mantra played over and over in her mind, and the shaking slowly ceased as she finished picking up all the little pieces of glass.

Okay, no more hot chocolate for her.

Deciding to curl up on the couch, like she had always done with she was little, she lay there, trying to calm down her crazy heart beat. 'This is crazy. There's no reason why you should be remember that kinda thing now.. It was nearly 9 years ago...' Perhaps she was going crazy; afterall, she was sitting on a couch at barely 4:30 in the morning, talking to herself - and that couldn't be healthy for her.

As she slowly calmed, her eyes drifted close, her mind wandering back to the times when her father was alive, and before she understood anything, before her mother cried all the time.. and most importantly, before, when she was happy.

"Daddy! Come look!" a young version of Kagome called, waving to her father multiple times, ushering him to hurry up and look at what she had found. When he had come over, his warm aura washed over her, making it comfortable to be in his prescence - like she always was. "What did you find, honey?" Her father questioned, his gaze wondering over to her small, chubby index finger.

Kagome smiled. Her father had spotted it. "Isn't it pretty, daddy?" - her smile further widened - "The pretty butterfly just flew on my finger! And it stayed!" Her father laughed, kneeling down to Kagome's level and examined the butterfly. "It's very beautiful, Kagome - just like you're going to be. But..." Her father trailed off.

"But what, daddy?"

"You have to remember, that the wings of a butterfly are easily.. broken. Always remember that you can't touch the wings of a butterfly unless you don't want it to fly again... and we don't want that, now do we? Such pretty things deserve to fly around and let everyone see." Her father explained, pausing a bit. "People are the same. You have to be very delicate to them so they can open up and be nice to everyone else.. You have to be careful if you're going to play with someone's 'feelings', or else they won't be able to shine again," Her father tried explaining, using the poor metaphor as his example to be caring to others.

Kagome shrugged, not really understanding. "Okay, daddy! Kagome will try to remember!" Kagome said, laughing, when the butterfly suddenly flew away, leaving Kagome with her father. But then - wait. Where was the warmth? Where did her daddy go?

"Daddy? ... Daddy? Daddy? Where are y-"

Ding Dong Dong Ding!

Kagome woke up with a start - what was that?

Looking around to figure out what the heck made her wake up, Kagome realized it was only the doorbell when it rang again. Kagome glanced at the clock; 5:19? Did the person ringing her doorbell have no sense of time? It wasn't even six in the morning yet, and someone was ringing at her doorbell!

Kagome walked over to her door, agitated, of course; so agitated that she refused to listen to that tingly feeling she felt from behind the door. First she had woken up due to a bad dream, then this and that. Nothing could be worse than this. Kagome opened the door, and realized she was sorely mistaken.

For at the door was the man with golden eyes.

And Kagome screamed, slamming the door, tears falling from her eyes as she leaned on the door for support, sliding down as she cried to herself. This was impossible, there was no way that he'd be here! No. Damn. Way!

Finally waking up, her roommate quickly rushed over when he saw the state his best friend was in. "Kags, what's wro-"

Outside the door, the annoyed, handsome man scrowled. He could smell her tears and hear her crying - and right behind the damned door, too. This angered him to no end, and he needed to talk to her, despite knowing that it was rather sudden and he was pushing it. "KAGOME! OPEN THIS DAMN DOOR! RIGHT. NOW!" the man outside shouted, pissed off that she had slammed the door in his face.

Kagome sobbed even louder, clinging onto her roommate now. "Don't - Don't o-open the door, please." She managed to get out, her death grip on his PJ's keeping him in place. He hugged her, patting her back, trying to calm her down, whispering that things were going to be alright in her ear as he heard whoever it was leave, after a grunt that signaled he was pissed off beyond belief.

"Shh, it's okay, Kags, whoever it was isn't there anymore," her roommate said softly, trying to calm his wheeping friend down once again. Kagome continued to cry.

This was too much for her. She couldn't stand it anymore.

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Ah.. and that was it. Oo;;; Kinda weird, yes, and I'm sorry if Kagome is acting OOC, I'll try to get her better. D So.. any guesses on who her 'roommate' is? ;)

Haha, hope you guys will wait for the next chapter!

Please R&R! I would love suggestions and comments about this story. Thank you! 3

--'de'feathered.angel