Ok this is my first fan fic. I apologize now for any careless typos that my computer didn't pick up. This takes place after New Moon

It would be the last day that I would go to school as a human. After lasts month's encounter with the Voulturi, Edward had promised to turn me after graduation. I had never put any thought into what it would be like, to never be able to sleep or cry again, to become a vampire.

Edward had told me that he couldn't pick me up in the morning. He said he needed to go hunting before he changed me. He was taking "extra" precautions. I woke up that morning alone. It was the worst I've felt in a long time. Edward was usually there, his amazing smile shining at me when I first open my eyes, his beautiful bronze hair making a frame around my face. And the feeling I missed the most, his cold fingers laced against my back. The cold sensation that I knew would soon be coursing through my very body. This was the feeling I felt when he left me last time.

I was dreading the lonely ride to school. But the thing I was dreading most was the roaring sound of my truck's engine, which I hadn't heard in ages. I had thrown on a pale blue t-shirt and a pair of jeans. My hair was unmanageable so I just threw it up. I slowly crept down the stairs. Why was I feeling so lifeless? I knew I would see "him" tonight.

I could tell it was going to be a very long day. The weather channel had predicted weather in the low twenties. I despised the cold weather, and I figured I would despise it even more today with the broken heater in my old truck. I walked to the coat rack and pulled down my warm black jacket. My fingers seemed to be frozen. I took in a deep breath and walked out the door.

To my astonishment, Rosalie was sitting in her red Mercedes. Out of all the Cullen's, I least expected to see her sitting in my driveway. I showed a small smile and walked to the car. "Hi Rose," I said choking slightly "Did Edward ask you to pick me up?" I was very curious. I and Rosalie weren't exactly close. Ever since Edward asked the Voulturi to kill him after Rosalie said I committed suicide, she had tried to keep her distance, and pretend to like me.

"Yes. He said that you would probably try to drive that unsafe truck of yours." She laughed slightly. "Oh and by the way, Edward said he would see you in biology"

"He'll be done by then?" I gasped. "Well what time should I come over for…well you know what for?" I reached for my arm and looked down kind of embarrassed.

"Um... he mentioned something about 8, but I'm sure he'll tell you all about it in Biology. Just wondering, did you tell Charlie that you were going camping with us for the week? You know so that he doesn't worry during the...transformation."

"It's all taken care of." I smiled quite impressed with my new ability to lie so easily to Charlie. "I told him, No phones, no computers, and no electricity. He believed it in a second"

"Good, the last thing we need is for Charlie to walk in on Edward with his teeth snapped onto your throat." I could tell she wanted me to change my mind, it wasn't going to happen. Ever since the vote took place and it was decided to turn me, she had done everything possible to change my mind. I couldn't quite tell is it was because she didn't want me in her family, or she really cared about me.

"No, he hasn't the slightest clue." I gazed at her beautiful face. Would my appearance change once I was turned? Would I become as breath taking as the Cullens? There were so many changes I was about to go through. Today would be very interesting.

"Well don't just stand there, get in." I soon realized that I had been standing in the cold for over twenty minutes. My breath turned to fog every time I talked and my cheeks were freezing. I raced to the passenger seat and hopped in.

When we finally arrived at the school, I was already 15 minutes late. My teacher gave me a well drawn out lecture on the importance of being on time. I managed to tune him out. My thoughts raced as I passed through my first 4 classes in what seemed like no time at all.

It was time for biology to start. My heart began to thump rapidly. I knew I was overreacting, but this would be the last I would ever have biology with him as a human. I know it was sort of childish, but I didn't care. I needed his beautiful face and caring smile.

When I stepped into the room I stumbled over the doorway. I could hear the annoying whispers of my classmates. My face flushed. I quickly paced to my seat and sat down not looking at the beautiful boy next to me.

"Hello Bella." He said laughing briefly. He had seen me trip. His voice was so seductive. I felt as if I hadn't heard him in years instead of day.

"Hi Edward." He was extra beautiful today. His golden brown hair shined in the light of the classroom. His bight auburn eyes were gazing at me as if I was a priceless vase.

It should be illegal to be this precious. "Rosalie picked me up today... I had no idea. I would of just dr..."

"Stop Bella." he looked at me slightly annoyed. "You should know by now that I highly disapprove you driving that truck." he showed a slight smile. "It's totally unacceptable."

I turned my head towards the front of the class. It was time to start. I pondered on whether or not to skip gym and leave with Edward. All of the sudden Edwards arms were around my waist. It was time to leave. I had daydreamed through the whole class. I hope we hadn't learned anything too important.

"Bella, I think we should leave now" We were walking now the hall and his cold hands were locked around my waist. "You should get home and pack. Also, check in with Charlie. Tell him you will be back in a week" His eyes were serious. I could tell he didn't want me to go through with this. But it didn't make me change my mind. I want to spend eternity with him.

"Ok... just let me do something before we leave." I stood on my toes and kissed his cold cheek. I then turned "Be back in five." I walked down the small cramped hall. There they were. Jessica and Lauren were standing there eyeing the hottest guy they could see within 3 feet. "Hi guys" I whispered almost not audible. I didn't want to say anything to them, but I thought I should make amends before I change.

"What do you want Bella?" Jessica sneered. Lauren gave me a look as if I had a huge bug crawling on my face. I looked down and thought of what to say.

"I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for how I acted back then…During my 'phase'. I know you will probably never forgive me, but I thought I might at least try seeing as you and Lauren have been avoiding me like the plague." I looked up for the slightest hint that they may forgive me. It wasn't looking very good.

"Just leave us alone. Go back to your little Cullen family, you freak." Lauren snarled. My face flushed. I could feel the tears collecting in my eyes. Why was she so mean to me? I never did anything to her. I thought.

"Fine. Ill never bother either of you again. You're not worth my time anyways." I hissed. I could see the shock on Jessica's face. My eyes glared at her, and I walked towards the front door. That was a waste of time. When I got outside, I saw Edward. He was leaning against his shiny Volvo. My eyes felt dry again, and I ran towards him. "Hi babe." I gently kissed his cold lips. "Are we ready to go?" I looked up into his bright auburn eyes.

"Yes, first we are going to your house. You need to get clothes. Also, tell Charlie that you are leaving." His face was glowing. He was truly against changing me, but I knew he would love it after I was turned.

"Ok, well let's get going. We have a busy night ahead of us." I gave him a slight smile and walked to the other side of the car.

The car ride was silent. I could tell he was thinking about tonight. Was he really going to let Carlisle change me? I had hoped that he would do it, but I could guess now that he probably wouldn't. We pulled into the driveway of Charlie's house. I kissed his cheek. "Be back soon."

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