It has been almost two years since my sister, Mabel, died. I know I shouldn't act like it was yesterday, but that is hard when you know you should blame yourself. I still put a note next to her grave anytime I can. Sometimes, I whish I didn't take her to the festival. Then, she wouldn't have wanted to go on the Ferris Wheel. When the ride stopped with us in the very top, she looked at me to save her, and I didn't. I only saved myself. The wheel burned with her on it and before it reached her, she hollered, "You did this to me!"

"Dipper, come over here and say hello to Wendy!"

"Okay, Stan! I walk inside and slide the screen door shut. I hug Wendy in the doorway.

"Hey, Dipper? How 'bout a movie on Friday?"

I glare at her, wondering if she forgot," No! No movies! I don't do movies anymore, Wendy!"

I swirl around, storm up the stairs, and slam my bedroom door shut.

"What is up with Dipper today?"

My uncle glances at Mabel's grave in the backyard and tears up," He's still mad about Yin's death."

Wendy sighs," Oh, should I come back another time?"

My uncle agrees and Minly leaves.

I turned on my phone and started listening to You're Gonna Go Far Kid. I pick up a piece of paper, blast the music, and started to cry while writing to Mabel. Grunkle Stan says the other exactly 500 other letters all make him cry because they all blame me for Mabel's death.

My hands start to scribble:

Dearest Sister,

I am sorry for what I have done to you. You don't even have forgive me for killing you. I know it is all my fault. Please just know that I love you and I am really truly sorry. I was scared, and so I jumped. I now see I shouldn't have jumped. If it meant us dying together, I should've stayed.

~ Dipper Pines

My pencil drops on my bed and my heart skips a beat. I feel like I'm being watched. I turn around to see a small clear flying figure on my couch. She was singing to herself and looked very familiar. I squinted at her in curiosity," Who? What are you?"

She smiles sweetly at me," Dipper, it's me, Mabel, as an angel! I forgive you for everything! In fact, thanks to you, I can fly!"

I start to tear up," I don't understand! The day you died, the words you said... they still haunt me."

"Brother? How could I be mad at you? When I said You did this to me, I was scared."

With that, she disappears. I close my eyes and entrance into a deep sleep.