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Chapter 1: SSDD or maybe not?

I walked up to the only home I had ever really known and put my key in the lock. I knew he was in there, Chibs, the man who had been a father to me since my mother passed away when I was 9 years old. I had to tell him something and I wasn't quite sure how he was going to take it. I didn't take it all that well myself. I was so scared of disappointing him. He had been so good to me for all that time and I knew I was about to break his heart. My best friend Kendra had assured me he would be fine and not to be scared so I took a deep breath and turned the knob to enter the house.

"Uncle Chibs?" I called out.

"Kallista? What ye doin' home so soon?" He asked as I walked into the kitchen. He had his back to me as he looked through the fridge.

"I had an appointment today." I replied and sat at the table to brace myself for what I had to tell him.

"I didn't know ye had one." He said and turned around to face me, my face fell, "What's wrong, love?"

"I don't really know how to tell you this so I'm just gonna say it, okay?" he nodded so I continued, "I'm pregnant." I kept looking at my feet and waited for him to respond while a single tear went down my cheek. I heard him sit in the chair across from mine and saw his feet near mine.

He lifted my chin so I would look at him, "Aye, it's alright, love, I'm not mad, it'll be okay." He said and wiped my tear away before pulling me into a hug. I hugged him back and cried into his shoulder for a minute before he released me and I sat back and wiped my tears with the back of my sleeve. I was so grateful that he wasn't upset with me. I was terrified because my boyfriend had already run off and left me here to deal with everything. I knew Chibs was gonna ask about him so I spoke up and told him before he could.

"Brad ran off and I don't know what to do. I'm so scared and I don't know anything about babies, hell, I haven't ever changed a diaper! What am I going to do?" I said and put my head in my hands.

"Aye, lass, it's gonna be fine, everyone will help ye. They wouldn't think twice about it. Would it help if ye talked t Gemma?" He asked me concern evident in his tone all I could do was nod. I heard him get up and make a phone call before telling me to drive to the clubhouse and he'd follow me on his bike. (I had my own car so he wouldn't have to make me ride the bike everywhere) We arrived at the clubhouse not long after and he pulled up right behind me. I got out and he came up and walked with me. Jax and Opie were in the garage working on a car and I couldn't bear to look at them. I knew once they found out they were gonna be pissed at me. They were around three years older than me and didn't hang around me much but they were just as protective as the older men in the club. Chibs walked me into the office where Gemma was waiting and held her arms open for me to hug her when I walked in. I heard Chibs whisper that he was going to go to the garage while we talked and the door closed behind him.

"Tell me everything, baby" Gemma said to me and I did. She held me and listened while I spilled everything to her. She didn't look mad or anything the entire time and I was thankful to have someone so understanding in my life especially as all that was happening to me.

"How far along are you?" She asked.

"8 weeks. I'm due July 28th." I told her and she nodded and stood up to mark her calendar. "What are you doing?"

"Well, if my favorite young lady is having a kid no matter how old she is I am going to be happy about it. I am going to spoil this child beyond belief." She told me and I laughed for the first time that day.

"Thanks, Gem. I needed that." I said and she hugged me.

"Good, now no more tears. We need to get you in the right mood. All smiles and happiness for the new arrival to our happily dysfunctional family." She laughed and took my hand to lead me into the clubhouse. I wasn't sure if I was ready to tell everyone but I did know that if Gemma was on my side that no one would give me shit about it. She told the prospect to get everyone in there and he hastily ran off to do so. I watched as the guys came in and Jax and Opie eyed me suspiciously. I looked at my feet.

"Listen up, Our family is going to have a new addition in July! Our favorite girl here is having a baby!" Gemma said excitedly and many of the guys in the clubhouse came up to hug me telling me congratulations and things of the sort but there were two sets of arms that go around me for a hug and I knew exactly who they were. I looked around while all the females were in deep conversation about all the baby things I would need and spotted Jax and Opie by the door they had come in looking pissed and they walked outside. I knew why they were pissed so I just played with my fingers and tried not to think about it. I tried to cheer up as all the women talked to me about their experiences in giving birth and being pregnant. I responded to their questions and nodded as though I was listening to them but I was worried about Jax and Opie hating me. We weren't best friends or anything but their opinions meant a lot to me and I always wanted to make them proud. I was starting to get tired so I said my goodbyes and made my way to my vehicle outside.

I saw Opie and Jax out of the corner of my eye and avoided looking over at them. I knew it would only make me feel worse. They hadn't said a word to me since Gemma announced my pregnancy. I shook my head to clear the thoughts and drove home.

A/N:

Well, that's Chapter 1, hope its good. I am trying to stay positive about it and I am hoping that this story doesn't suck. I am going to have more drama and stuff later but this one is just kind of a starting point. I don't know if anyone will like this one but if you do or don't feel free to tell me and if you want you can tell me what you do or don't like. I doubt if I got Chibs accent right in the dialogue but I tried. I have high hopes for this story and many ideas for it. If there is anything you would like to happen let me know and I might throw it in here as well. I've written fanfiction before but never for SOA so I may not get everything right. I don't mind constructive criticism however, I will not tolerate being being rude or slamming me with hate.