Patricia's POV
It's 3 am. I can't sleep. Yesterday evening on our date Eddie told me he loved me. I didn't know what to say. It's quite obvious I love him too, but I have never told anyone about my feelings, so I was really scared. I only said: "sorry I have to go now" and I left. Last thing I saw was his sad, disappointed face. Oh, God. I want him to know how much important he is for me, but I'm too scared to show my feelings. I prefer hiding them as deep as possible inside of me. I'm afraid of seeing him today. I think he would be mad at me. 3:15 God I can't sleep. I must talk to him now! I stand up and go downstairs straight to Eddie and Fabian's room. I knock on the door. No one answers, because they both probably sleep. I slowly open the door and enter boy's room. I come to Eddie's bed. He's so cute when he's sleeping. All right he's cute all the time, but I won't tell him that, no way. I have a reputation! I shake him carefully.
'Eddie' I whisper.
'Whaaaaat?' he asks half sleeping.
'I need to talk to you. It's really important'
He stands up really slowly and looks at me.
'What are you doing here, Patricia?' he seems like he is a bit mad at me like I was thinking. He even called me Patricia, not Yacker as always 'Now you wanna talk?'
'I'm sorry Eddie. Come on, before Fabian will wake up' I take his hand and go with him to the living room. We both sit on the couch.
'Look, Eddie. I'm really sorry I left yesterday. You surprised me so much'
'C'mon Patricia. Just say you don't love me back'
'But it's not true' I whisper.
'What did you just say?' He asked with a big grin on his face.
'You heard'
'So why did you run away?'
'I just… you know… It's really hard for me to show my feelings. I was afraid about telling you how many you mean to me. And yes, I love you' I said blushing more with every single word.
'I love you too' he smiles and kisses me gently 'Yacker'
'Slimeball' we both laugh and kiss again.
