A/N: What if Katniss was pregnant? This is my version of Mockingjay some parts me be the same some may not so WARNING if you have not read mockingjay then don't read this. Possible spoilers hope you enjoy it and please don't stop reading because you might not like the first chapter. READ AND REVIEW!

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Chapter1

I was in a white room my hands and legs were tied to a table. I lifted my head, nothing just another table. ''Peeta'' I said he looked at me with his sad blue eyes.

''Well I see you two have woken up'' said a man coming in the room I knew that scent anywhere. Snow. The room smelled like roses and blood, Snow was holding something wait it's my baby'' snow don't you dare touch my child or Katniss'' Peeta said.

Snow started laughing he took out a knife. I knew what he was going to do. ''DO NOT TOUCH HER SNOW OR I WILL KILL YOU!'' I told him loud but of course he did not listen to me and the baby was dead. ''NO! Don't kill her kill me'' I said but it was too late.

Snow through my dead baby on the floor I looked at the baby it had blue eyes like Peeta's and my color of hair.

I looked at snow again he walked to where Peeta was.

"NO! Don't touch him or I will kill you" I said to snow I was holding back tears.

''Katniss wake up it was just a dream, Katniss" said a little girl but who? The last thing I saw was Peeta saying ''I love you'' and I woke up I was sweating and I was crying Prim was on my hospital bed.

''Katniss are you ok?'' she asked me. I nodded ''yeah I'm fine Prim" I told her I did not want to worry her. "ok" she said, sweet Prim how need to keep safe from any harm but she has been doing that by herself she is not twelve anymore she is thirteen butt now Prim is strong.

"Prim aren't you hungry it's breakfast time" I told her interrupting my own thoughts.

"Not really, but Katniss you need to eat the doctor said that if you don't eat the baby will not be healthy, and you don't want that" she said.

"Fine I will eat but you have to eat too." I said Prim smiled because once again she won.

"Ok see you later Katniss and bye baby." She said looking at my abdomen I waved good bye and she left.

Soon after Prim left a nurse came in with a plate of food. I gratefully accepted it I kind of was hungry.

Once again Prim is right. When I was done my doctor came in.

"Hello Katniss I see you are finally eating" said Kendra, she was one of the best doctors in district thirteen also she was nice.

"Yeah" I said and nodded. "Good we all want you and the baby to be safe and healthy" she said with a smile, I smiled back.

After that she ran a few tests when she was done I was finally alone. Peeta the only person in this world other than Prim can make me happy and he is in the hands of the capitol.

God it is my entire fault I bet he hates me I would hate me. How I miss his blue eyes and his smile. My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door.

"Come in" I said softly but they could hear me. It was Finnick the only person here that understands what I am going through because Annie is also in the hands of the capitol.

"Shouldn't you be in a class or something?" I asked him as soon as he sat down he smiled.

"Shouldn't you be eating or something?" He asked me technically I should but I was too worried about Peeta and how he is in the capitol to eat.

"Yup but I was thinking" I said truthfully he sighed "I skipped class because of Annie" he said he knew that when I say that I am thinking, I am thinking about Peeta.

"I know Finnick I Miss Peeta a lot" I said with tears starting to come up. "So Katniss how's the baby?" he asked me he changed the subject because like me he was going to cry.

"I think its fine but Prim tells me I should eat more" I told him "you know Katniss she is right" he told me I looked at my hands

"I know, I know Finnick it's just hard for me knowing that Peeta is in the hands of the capitol and I am here thirteen" I said I looked up to see Finnick frowning

"Katniss I understand what you are going through but you have to understand that you have another life in you and if Peeta were here he would tell you to stay healthy and to take care of the baby you are expecting" He said.

Peeta I miss you. "I know it's just it hurts me to see that I am here safe and Peeta is not" I said Finnick didn't say anything.

A few minutes a jumpy Prim came in with my mom. "I should go, but Katniss remember what I told you." Finnick left.

"Katniss what are you going to name you baby?" Prim asked me "I don't know yet" I told her I looked at my mom she was so quiet when she is with me I guess she is ashamed of me for being pregnant.

"Prim we should go now it's time for us to go eat dinner and Katniss is going to eat here so let's go" My mom said softly "Fine bye Katniss and the baby" Prim said sweetly I smiled and like that they were gone.

A nurse came in with food for me. I gratefully ate it I was hungry.

When I was done I just laid on the hospital bed I have so many things on my mind.

Peeta is the main thing on my mind, I miss him so much especially now when I am pregnant and he is not here with me to comfort me.

I remember that night in the beach in the Quell.

Peeta and I sit on the damp sand, after a while I rest my head against his shoulder. Feel his hand caress my hair. "Katniss" he says softly" It's no use pretending we don't know what the other one is trying to do" No, I guess there isn't, but it's no fun discussing it, either. Well, not for us, anyway. The Capitol viewers will be glued to their sets so they don't miss one wretched word.

"I don't know what kind of deal you think you've made with Haymitch, but you should know he made me promises as well" Of course, I know this, too. He told Peeta they could keep me alive so that he wouldn't be suspicious.

"So I think we can assume he was lying to one of us" this gets my attention. A double deal. A double promise. With only Haymitch knowing which one is real. I raise my head; meet Peeta's eyes

"Because I don't want you forgetting how different our circumstances are. If you die, and I live, there's no life for me at all back in district twelve. You're my whole life" he says "I would never be happy." I start to object but he puts his finger to my lips.

"It's different for you. I'm not saying it wouldn't be hard. But there are other people who'd make your life worth living" Peeta pulls the chain with the gold disk from around his neck.

He holds it in the moonlight so I can clearly see the mockingjay. Then his thumb slides along a catch I didn't notice before and the disk pops open. It's not solid, as I had thought, but a locket. And with-

I was interrupted with a knock on my door. I was annoyed.

"Come in" I said loud and with a little angriness in my voice. My doctor came in she is one of the best doctors here I smiled because she is nice.

"Hi Katniss I was checking the tests you did and you are going to have twins" she said I was shocked my jaw dropped.

Great now I will have two kids more work.

"Sweetheart here is going to have two not one but two brats!" said Haymitch he was at the door he came to my bed and closed my mouth but it just opened again

"Yes Haymitch two." She said happily she looked at her watch and said.

"Well I should get going, congratulations!" And like that she left. Haymitch and I were silent for a while.

"Well that was a shocker, so I came to tell you that we are planning on a rescue trip"

I looked at him did he say a rescue trip? Were they going to go rescue Peeta?

"We are going to the Capitol to save the other tributes there; our spies know where they are located. And you are not going no matter what you say!" He said, "Yes I am I want to go see Peeta" I told Haymitch, he sighed.

"Katniss you are pregnant and you might slow everybody down" I got mad at him stupid Haymitch I am still fast no matter what and stupid hormones.

"I am still fast and you can't tell me what to do. You're not my dad!" I told him.

"I know but Coin said this not I but still I don't want you to get hurt and we have ten other men who are going with me." He told me so I can be sure Peeta will be safe.

"Do you even care about Peeta the only person that really can help him is me I love him Haymitch!" I told him more loudly my voice is getting higher by the minute.

Wait did I just say I love Peeta sure I do love him but do I really love him in that way?

"I do care about Peeta so I am saying you are not going with us you are not because one of you guys will get hurt and I don't want that." He said matching my tone of voice

"Just promise me you will not leave Peeta no matter what" I said and my voice was back to normal.

"I promise Katniss now you get rest because now you have two babies to feed and yourself" and with that Haymitch left. I went to my mom and sisters compartment.

When I got there I checked to see if anybody is awake, nope they are both asleep I went to my drawer and grabbed the silver parachute and went back to my hospital room because my back hurts and since I haven't walked in a month or more my feet are very wobbly.

I was close to my room when my feet couldn't stand it anymore I almost fell but I grabbed on to the wall.

Damn it I got up and this time held on to the wall so I didn't fall. When I got to my room I quickly got on my bed and opened the parachute and got the pearl Peeta gave me in the beach of the Quell.

The pearl is the closest thing I have to the actual Peeta Mellark. Without him in my bed I am sure to have the nightmares he is the only person that can make me feel safe and keep away the nightmares.

I think I really do love him I know that because I am going to have a baby scratch that I mean two babies in this sick world of Panem.

I held on to the pearl while I slept and finally I did not have any nightmares. When I woke up I found my food on a little table I ate it.

When I was done I had morning sickness I was vomiting for like half an hour, I brushed my teeth.

I was walking like a baby taking its first steps, now I am thinking about a baby and I am having two in this world, the world of the hunger games.

When I sat back down on my bed I heard a knock on the door. Probably Finnick "come in" I said "Hey Catnip"

A/N: ok so this is the first chapter I am sorry if the characters are ooc but that might not happen again so please review and don't be so harsh this is my first story so yeah and there will be more chapters

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