Big Time Adoption
Chapter 1 Trying and Options
James Pov.
Kendall and I have been trying for a while for a child but no luck. It has been a year already and nothing. "Babe I really want a baby. What is wrong with me? Why can't I get Pregnant? Carlos and Logan didn't have any problems." Yelled Kendall angrily. "Nothing is wrong with you love. We just need to keep trying. Sometimes it takes some people longer to get pregnant then others. That's all". I said as calmly as I could. "I don't wanna keep trying. There's no point". Said Kendall as he started to cry. "Well we got other options if you want love". I said trying to cheer Kendall up. "What"? Kendall asked sadly. "We could adopt. What do you think about that"? I asked. Kendall didn't seem to like that idea because he looked at me madly, got up from the couch, ran to our room and slammed the door hard.
I didn't know what to do. I was trying to help but I guess Kendall didn't like my suggestion. I know he really wants to get pregnant with my kid but I don't know if that will ever be possible. I then put my head in my hands and started to cry. I wanted to make the love of my life happy but I didn't know how to.
Just then Carlos and Logan walked in. Logan has been pregnant for a few months already and both he and Carlos were as happy as can be and it made me sick. I didn't get why they got the luck and we didn't. They had not even been trying for a kid and it happened. "What's wrong James"? Logan asked as he sat down next to me. "Well as usual Kendall took a test today and it said negative again. He is super upset about it. I told him we could keep trying or even adopt but he didn't seem too happy with that cuz he got mad and stormed out of the room and slammed the door to our bedroom". I said. "You want me to go talk to him. See if I can cheer him up"? Asked Carlos.
"You can try if you want but I don't know if anything will help right now". I said sadly. With that Carlos headed off to mine and Kendall's room to see what he could do. Logan stayed in the living room with me and talked. "So have you and Kendall tried to go to a specialest to see if either of you can make babies"? Asked Logan. "No we haven't but thanks for the idea. I'll go and check the computer and see what places I can find so we can go get this all found out". I said as I got up to go get my Laptop. I was bound and determined to find some way to have my lover get what he wanted. No matter what.
Sorry this 1st chapter was so short but if I didn't make it short this whole story would have been a super long one-shot and I didn't want that so ya. Hope you liked it. R&R.
