Two different people.
A handsome young man with very long black hair and silver eyes.
A woman a bit older with short blond hair and green eyes.
One was special
The other was nothing
A lord.
A general.
Heaven.
Earth.
Revan.
And I.
He was a consular.
I was a guardian.
He wanted knowledge, power, because he believed in the future,
because he believed in himself to make the world without war and without shedding blood.
I wanted to be acknowledged by this young man, to be his equal, to fight side by side.
He was destined to be the best Jedi of the next generation.
The Jedi prodigy.
I was destined to be…the traitor, the worst Jedi who couldn't use the force correctly.
The Jedi exile.
He was a splendid god of the Force who had fallen on earth, the realm of the mortals...my realm.
I was a simple mortal, a fallen mortal who was the death of the Force and or civilization.
The only thing I could do was to fall before his graceful moves and power.
The only thing he could do was to ignore normal people like me.
Two different lives.
Two different dreams.
Two different endings.
Even our promise was different.
One wanted to save everyone he cared about.
The woman who saved him from insanity and darkness, who he loved the most and his friends.
The other wanted to save the first person who acknowledged her as a Jedi.
The one she loved and respected more than her life.
But was too late for it because an other woman was there first.
Two different path.
But even so.
I can't help this wish.
From a Jedi to another.
«Even if you have only pitied me, even if you have fall to the dark side or find redemption and a lover, please…don't forget me my lord. »---"As time pass, as the world change, I won't forget your kind and pure smile or your eyes hidden with sorrow."
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To love a beautiful god of the force both in light and in darkness is to first let him go, him and your selfishness.
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Those were her last thoughts as she looked at her former leader leaving her alone again.
"I remember you laughing, you crying, you angry. I will forget none of them until my life is exhausted."
He didn't stop.
"Everything about you, your happiness, your hate, your love for others make me walking toward the future with a smile."
He didn't stop.
She fall on her knees and began sobbing loudly.
Still, he didn't stop.
Even when the tears roll down her cheeks.
She wanted to have his back all for herself.
"Forgive my selfishness my lord...forgive me but...I can't help myself"
She continue to cry.
His last answer was still burning into her memory, and it hurt...badly.
...
"Excuse me but...Who are you?"