Prologue-

" D-Derek..are you there.. ?" asked stiles nervously as he shyly knocked on the door of the burned down hale house. " If you're there, I want you to know...I'm sorry about earlier. I panicked and you were hurting me.. " he tried to say more as he held the tears back. As he turned around to start his walk back home, eyes focused on the ground he heard the door open and Dereks voice " ..I know. It's ok Stiles. I understand. I let my self get out of control.. " Derek spoke softly, but remained stern. Stiles stopped, dried his eyes and turned around. " Now, are you going to come in or do I have to carry you in.. ?" Derek smiled. Stiles tried not to smile as he walked into Dereks arms and whispered " I'm so sorry and love you so much. " as they walked back into Dereks burned down home.

Chapter 1- Derek picked Stiles up and set him down on his bed and lied down next to him and softly spoke " Stiles...I have to leave..I don't know for how long but I promise you I will be back. I don't want you to worry about me.. " Stiles looked at Derek with a confused and sad look on his face, " no..no ! You can't leave ! Not again ! You just got back and you're already leaving again !?" stiles broke down and started to cry uncontrollably into Dereks muscled, rock hard chest. " I'm sorry. I would love to take you with me but it's to dangerous for you.. " Derek pulled stiles closer and didn't let go. A few hours later Stiles awoke and found him self lieing alone in Derek's bed, his eyes sore and puffed from earlier. He looked around the room and found a note on the pillow, It read " Stiles..I'm sorry I left you like this...I will be back as soon as possible. I love you. -Derek " Stiles crumpled up the note in his hand and angerly ripped the note to shreds and went home, trying to forget every thing that's happened between him and Derek.