i need to leave you to make sure he's okay

that, i know for sure

-x-

i am truly loyal to him,

everybody knows

that i can't live without him

and he

knows that

-x-

you don't agree, i know

you are angry, i know

-x-

you don't deserve my disregard,

maybe i know that

it's irresponsible, it's reckless

maybe i know that

-x-

i am all for self-preservation

that, i know for sure