Title: Walk Away

Author: Nayeli

Warnings: Yaoi, boy/boy, shounen-ai, slash or whatever you wanna call it. Don't like don't read but no flames please!

Summary: Love is not something that should be taken for granted or it can't walk away. Please Read and Review, not really good with summaries.

Author notes: Yeah long time since I wrote anything all at, but I guess life just caught up to me, not that nobody really cares, right? So yeah, please review even if you didn't liked it, I accept constructive criticism, it helps me to improve my writing, which is not really good by the way! ^_^;

Sorry for any grammar mistakes!

As I saw you walk away from me, I decided I couldn't live without you anymore, somehow you had become a vital part of my life and if you were to leave I would surely die.

Here I am now, sitting in an orange comfy looking chair in what it was supposed to be our home, as I Iook around at the plain and empty looking walls, I remember how not long ago they used to be full of colorful pictures of us, our family and friends and everything seems so unreal now, it feels like everything was just a dream and I have finally woken up. Looking around I finally begin to appreciate everything you did, those little details that I took for granted. Remembering the times we got to spend together makes my heart clench painfully and I wish we could just go back to the way it was before we broke apart. It makes me sad knowing this is my entire fault, I never tried to understand your feelings, now thinking back on it, I realize it was painfully obvious that you were suffering .

'Why didn't I notice?'

'Did I even care?'

I never gave you what you deserved, I was so selfishly engulfed in my own needs that I discarded yours without a second thought, thinking that you were going to be there forever, no matter what. And now that you have finally decided to leave, what arguments do I have to stop you?

I can't, you deserve to be with someone better than me, someone who knows how to take care of you and doesn't make you suffer like I did. Now I notice how much I love you and understand that I can't live without you, but it's too late and now here I am drowning in despair knowing you won't come back, knowing that this time I gave the final blow, and your heart can't shatter into smaller pieces anymore.

I wanted to stop you, to hold on to you and never let go, but had you made your decision already, I could see it in your eyes, it had always been like that, whenever you got your mind set onto something there was no way to stop you or make you change your mind anymore, but that's one of the reasons why I felt in love with you to begin with.

Stubborn as always you told me you're leaving me for good, I could see the pain on your eyes as those sinful words left your lips, and I as I stared at those beautiful orbs I could tell you still loved me, but that wasn't going to stop you anymore, it didn't change the fact that I had hurt you over and over again, each time breaking yet another promise and killing something inside you with it.

Love isn't enough to make a relationship work, to make someone else happy, you need to cherish and protect them, always thinking of what is going to make you both happy, not just stupidly think the other person can read your mind and know that you love them with all your heart, if you don't ever expressed it in any way and that's something I just came to understand, if only it wasn't too late.

I was sure I will never get you back after you crossed the door, that if I allowed you to walk away on me now I wouldn't be able to see you ever again, of that I was certain, you weren't just planning on leaving our house, but you planned on leaving the country. You had told me that much but you wouldn't tell me where you were heading but I knew that it didn't matter anymore, because when you did something akin to these you always follow it till the end. After you left you were going to make sure I never found you again.

I'm not sure if you want me to stop you, the only thing I'm certain about is that I love you more than anything, but after all I put you through I'm not qualified to be with you anymore, and the right thing to do is let you go.

It kills me watching you turn your back on me, every step you take is another painful blow to my heart. I feel like dying as I see you get on the cab headed to god knows where. And as I sit on this couch in what was supposed to be our home, I notice I should have never let you go.

Tell me what you think please! :B Should I write another chapter, would anyone be interested in reading what happens next? If so, please tell me in a review and I may as well write a continuation of this! XD maybe I still will, but please review it makes me really happy! ^^