I was actually thinking of not posting this, but the people who read it said I should. One of my friends that doesn't read Homestuck read it and started crying in the middle of class... So... Here's another sad!stuck. I wrote this for Roses-of-Envy, who wanted a Sollux sad!stuck.
Disclaimer: I don't own this epic webcomic.
Your name is Sollux Captor and you are mortified at what you have just done. But it wasn't you. Not quite. It was your body that did it, but not your mind. And definitely not your heart.
When your feet touch the ground, you run over to your matesprit's limp form. Rust blood covered the ground, still coming from her body. Once you reached her, you fell down on your knees. Mustard tears ran down your face as you hugged her close to you. Your eyes fizzled from left over energy. The same energy that killed your matesprit.
You clutched her tighter as you filled up with rage. Your eyes began to spark with power as you realized the one person who could've done this. The same person who had a real grudge against Aradia. Vriska. Spiderbitch is dead.
You felt AA's heartbeat slow down. She was alive when you picked her up. Now she wasn't.
You kissed her frantically. You got no response. Again and again you connected your lips to hers. Every time, every single time, you were disappointed.
After a while, you stopped trying. She wasn't waking up. You started to cry again over her corpse. You screamed as you let out all the energy you had. You held her cold hand as you sank to the ground.
"AA, pleathe come back. Pleathe come back for me. I don't know what to do, AA. I lotht you. I'm lotht without you," you whisper through your tears. The peaceful look on Aradia's face sent you into another fit of sobs.
You have a new matesprit since the death of Aradia Megido. Your new matesprit wasn't much like AA. Except for a few things.
You confess the first thing you noticed about Feferi was her hair. It was long and slightly tangled, just like... Her's. Their personalities had some similarities, and sometimes- just sometimes- you pretended that it was Her you were talking to, not FF. You felt guilty, but not entirely. You knew it was horrible, but there wasn't anything you wouldn't do to have Her back in your arms. Hell, for a while, you were thinking of joining Her. That's how desperate you were. You still are.
A mustard tear fell from one of your eyes. You'd never be over her. As soon as you die, you're looking for her. You'll never forgive yourself, you'll never forget.
"I mith you, Aradia," you say softly as another tear falls.
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Kato