Title: You Can't Escape Fate
Author: Me! (U can call me.whatever u want (as long as it ain't mean).. or.Supergurl1.or even just B.
Rating: Hmmm.. I don't know honestly. I'll tell you later on.
Disclaimer: No.. Alias, Michael Vaughn, Sydney Bristow.blab, blab, blab..you get the idea! They all belong 2 their owners. Oh! And I don't own Tomorrow by Avril Lavigne either..She does.
A.N. Ok, this is kinda AU. All you need to know is that Syd's mum is nice and snug in her cell and Will don't know about SD-6 and that SD-6 is around.Oh and feedback plz!
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Chapter 1: Tomorrow
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"Syd?"
I looked up at Vaughn's concerned face. He had been debriefing me for my next counter mission, and obviously noticed me not listening.
And I want to believe you
When you tell me that it will be ok
Ya I try to believe you
But I don't
Syd? What's wrong?"
My eyes scan him, taking in the shape of him, his face, his eyes and his body that I remember all to well.
When you say that it's gonna be
It always turns out to be a different way
I try to believe you
Not today.
Brown met green as our eyes met. His filled with worry, mine with regret. Regret for what I'm about to do.
I don't know how I'll feel
Tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow, tomorrow is a different day
"Syd tell me."
He moves closer to me, one of his large hands gripping my upper arm. I look up at him, looking at me and see the worry growing in his eyes. He reaches out and cups my face. It takes the last shred of self control, of strength, I have left to pull away, to turn my back so he can't see how much this is hurting me, so he can't see the truth.
"Vaughn?"
It's always been up to you
It's turning around it's up to me
I'm gonna do what I have to do
Just don't.
I say, not waiting for a reply, a turn to face him, putting up the masks and defences. Trying to hide the truth.
"I'm requesting a new handler."
Give me a little time
Leave me alone a little while
Maybe it's not to late
Not today.
I see hurt flash through his emerald eyes.
"Sydney, what's this about? Why?. Is this about last month?"
He asks. I turn away, but can still feel his eyes burning into my back.
I don't know how I'll feel
Tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say
Tomorrow, tomorrow is a different day
"Syd, we already talked about this, I."
"No I've made up my mind."
"Why? What good will this do? What the hell will it change?"
He asked, stepping closer to me, his frustration echoing throughout the room.
"Just tell me why! Explain it to me cause, for the life of me, I don't understand!"
He yelled, his beautiful face filled with anguish.
"What don't you understand?" I yell back, "I'm doing this for you! Because after that night, I love you more than ever! And I can't stand by and see you get hurt because of me! I..I just can't."
The room was silent, the power and emotions of our words still hanging in the air. I reach up and angrily brush away the tears streaming down my face.
"Goodbye.Michael"
And then I turn and I walk out of the warehouse. I walk out of the life of Michael Vaughn. I walk away from my true love.
Hey yeah yeah
Hey yeah yeah
And I know I'm not ready
Hey yeah yeah
Hey yeah yeah
Maybe tomorrow
When I get outside, tears flowing freely down my face, I look up at the dark nights sky and pray. I pray to God that someday. Someday, that he will send my Guardian Angel back to me.
And I want to believe you
When you tell me that it will
Be ok, I try to believe you
Not today.
Tomorrow might change.
