AN: Thank you for checking this story out :). It is my second FanFic and I do have grammar problems. I am looking for a Beta Reader so anyone who would like to be my Beta Reader for this story please message me. I hope you enjoy this chapter :)

Disclaimers I don't own Vampire Academy or the characters, Richelle Mead does.

Chapter 1

Fire was everywhere, screaming and the mourn of death. Everything, surrounding was screaming death. My people laid here, blood everywhere making a pool.

My heart clenched in my chest. Eyes were looking at me and taunting me that I was the reason for this, that I am not a good ruler.

Ever since my brother and father died, everything has been placed on my small shoulders. I was not even eighteen when I was crowned and pronounced the queen of Turkey.

It's been six months since they have died in the war with Russia. Russia was a strong country and had alliances. Turkey was losing everyday.

All I ever wanted was a normal life where I live in a small house with my husband. He would go to work, and I would stay home, cook for him and take care of kids, and wait for him to return.

But fate had it's own plans, and I was born in a royal family. When I was born, everyone was happy and said I was special.

I was the first girl born in Muzur family after four generations, and now I am the last one left for this kingdom.

I looked everywhere and body's of soldiers who fought for their country leaving behind there families. Russia had double the army comparing to our army.

I could have stopped all this, all the lost, but no I had to be selfish for my happiness.

The king of Russia, Adrian Ivashkov wants my hand in return of peace. I would have given it to him happily if he actually admired me and was in love with me. But he wanted me to only be in his bed.

He already had seven wives and still wanted me. He lusted my body and I am a girl who believes in love. He knows that one day I would give up, and accept his proposal.

I know I would lose one day, because I love my people and can't stand to see my kingdom in pieces. Most of the cities have already been destroyed. And King Adrian knows that there are no chances that I stand against him.

"Your majesty you should not be out her without any guards" said the captain of the army and the man who holds my heart.

"Captain Belikov, I can't just sit around my palace and see my people dyeing." I said.

"I understand your majesty, but it's not safe here, you need to go back," he said. There were so many bruises formed on his face and there was big gash on his right cheek and blood was coming out. I went up to him and creased his cheeks in my tiny palm.

"Roza not here, go back," he said.

"Only on a condition, you have to come back with me," I said

"No, this can't happen I need to look after these people."

"But-" he interrupted me.

"I promise I would come later tonight. I have to make sure all the injured are taken to infirmary." he said and looked around if anyone was seeing and gave me a peck on lips and left.

I was scared that he would not return. He was everything, the man I love and wanted to spend my life with.

I started having feelings for him when I was sixteen and he was twenty-three. He was just a guard in the army back then. I wanted to learn how to fight and he offered to teach me.

Every time he fought he looked like a god. He was actually from Russia but he moved to turkey when he was young and stayed here.

He never showed his feelings and would always go hard on me. One day I kissed him and he kissed me back and after that he said, this should never have happened and would never happen again.

But of course it happened again, and here we are now I love him so much. He was always there for me, he made me a better person, he was there when everyone was taken away from me, and I hope will be there forever.

I returned back to the palace and went to my chamber. This was the very place we made love. I gave my self to him two months ago. No one knows about us, because I have a royal blood and he doesn't. He is the captain of the army and it is highly wrong to be with him.

But I don't care because he is everything I got. I didn't ask to be born to a royal family, and become the queen.

All I am hoping is he return soon back to me and hold me and tell me that we would be able to get through this without giving my self to the king of Russia and save my people, and save our country.

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