It's suppose to be right after haunted. like during the kiss the end. o ya tell me if i should write more too. or what u thought of it. First storie so sorrie if its bad
Jesse gently moved his lips off mine and I slowly opened my eyes, and saw his eyes, gazing into mine. It was magical, I could just imagine the little fireworks going off in my head. I wanted that moment to last forever.
"Susannah" he said in a low whisper. "I have to tell you something." He said grabbing my hands to hold them in his. It made me shiver throughout my whole body. To feel the warmth of his hands around mine.
"Yes Paul?" I suddenly said without thinking. Oh My God I just said yes Paul, to the man I love that is about to confess his love to me. I saw his face go from love struck to confused, and his eyebrows went up. I knew he wasn't expecting to hear that when he was about to express his love to me. I wasn't even expecting that. How could I do that!?! How could I be so stupid!?! Then he let go of my hands. Once he did that, I knew it was over. Somehow I did.
"What?" he said loudly before I had a chance to say no not Paul, you, because I love you! "Paul!?!" he said while raising his hands in the air and turning around, and then back again to say something else to me. He sounded full of anger. I couldn't blame him though. I did call him Paul, the man he hated most, right when he was about to confess his love to me. Or at least I thought he was. "You know what I wanted to say to you Suze. I love you. You hear that I LOVE you! I would do anything for you! You can have your precious Paul now! All I ever did was try to protect you because I LOVE, yes LOVE you! And what do YOU do?!?! You go and sleep with the guy that tried to kill you behind my back. Your just a waist of my time and your holding me back so get the hell away!" I couldn't believe it. I couldn't even blink. I don't think he could either. He wasn't even able to finish everything he wanted to say because he was out of breath.
"Jesse..." I said with my eyes watering up. Then I took a step closer and he moved back. He looked terrified at me. Like I was some kind of monster. My heart felt like it was being stabbed a million times. This wasn't suppose to happen. I don't even love Paul.
"Claris?" he said in a calmer way all of the sudden while his pupils grew larger. Claris?!? who is that!?! Then I turned around and saw a beautiful young women, maybe around the same age as Jesse, With a bright pink aura around her. A ghost, I thought. Her hair was the most beautiful golden curly hair. She was dressed in a big gown, holding an umbrella and was just standing there. Like she just appeared out of nowhere.
"Jesse..." She said. She sounded speechless, actually they both did. I would really like to know what was going on here! I was just in the middle of a very important event with Jesse and now all of the sudden this Claris girl comes along. Though it was nice to not be yelled at for a minute.
"Qué hace usted aquí? " he said in Spanish. I had no clue what he was saying. Ugh why didn't I take Spanish when I had the chance to.
"No need to speak Spanish with me Jesse. You know why I'm here" She said. I was supposing they had a big history together. It was like I wasn't even there. The way they were looking at each other. "I was taking a trip back to Europe and the boat sank. I died Jesse. You were suppose to be there by my side. But I see your here to take somebody else's heart too"
"Yo no lo adoro ya" he said defensively. I heard adoro. Oh My Gosh. He said it. I didn't know Spanish, but any girl could tell adoro meant love. He must love her.
"No Spanish Jesse, I'm tired of it." She said to him. Apparently to her I still wasn't there.
"She can see you!" He hissed.
"You left me Jesse" she said while ignoring the remark he just said.
"I was murdered!" He yelled "Yo nunca lo dejé" There it is again! Adoro! He must be telling her he loves her. I was right. It had to be that. I think. Why else would he say it in Spanish? So I wouldn't know that he loves her. But it hurt me. I can't take this anymore, I wish I could just leave, leave and go far away. But I'm not going back you know... there. Not after what happen after the party. I will just have to face the music.
"You never loved me Jesse?" She said while sounding unsurprised. Never loved her?!? What is he saying to her? Did he just say he didn't love her? "You said you never loved me." She added and then I quickly turned my head back to Jesse to see what his reaction was, what he would say. I know his eyes caught mine because he looked at me and instead of replying to her, he was talking to me. I could tell, seeing his dark eyes staring at mine.
"I was in love twice, and now I know I will never love again" He said . He sounded hurt, angry, confused. Just like I was. My heart sank. He thought I didn't love him. He really thought I didn't love him. But I did. I loved him more than anything. He was in love twice? Wait a minute TWICE!?!
