No one could ever know. My secret is just that. Mine. Nobody could ever know that I spent hours and hours admiring her curvaceous figure. So close to perfection and yet there is that small bump that grows larger every month. Even with that small being growing within her she still seeps beauty from every pore. She glows with only the radiance of an expecting mother. With her pregnancy her bosom only swells gracefully with the sweet nectar that only a baby will taste. She is so graceful when she does anything that in her wake I feel like the clumsiest person on Earth.

How could I ever hope to know her love? After all she is the straightest woman I know. I know that my hopeless infatuation is to be eternally unfulfilled. Even with all this I still admire her beauty. Sometimes I wonder if she will ever know of my love for her. I would treat her with so much more respect and love and tenderness and care than that rotten piece of scum who she calls the name I so long she would call me would.

He would never be the romantic person she so desperately needs. He stomps on her heart constantly but he does not abuse her. I have to give him that. He does love her but he could never love her with the intensity that my love burns for her. She may have a good but with me she would have the world. This crazy obsession I have could finally come to an end and I would forever be in bliss. I would help her raise her child to learn all the things his little heart could desire. We would be such a perfect family. She would never have to…Oh no!

She's looking this way! Her amazing blue eyes are as deep as the sea and are filled with such a light that can only be described as heavenly. As she approaches me I can already smell the sweet lavender lotion and baby oil that she uses to make that flawless skin as smooth as a lake on a calm spring day. Now she is so close I can feel her heat radiating on me.

"Hey. What's wrong? You look so sad."

My mind is reeling from watching her mouth form every word. The way her tongue so tantalizingly hits her teeth when she uttered the word "look". I realize she's waiting for an answer and fumble to arrange some semblance of real words to spit out,

"I'm not sad. I was just admiring a great beauty and I lost myself in my thoughts."

That beautifully arched eyebrow quirked when I said this.

"A great beauty? What do you mean? I thought you were looking at me."

I nodded and dreaded her response to what I was about to let spill from my mouth.

"I was. You are fantastically beautiful."

I paused to see her reaction. She looked a little surprised but not at all what I expected. I expected her to be disgusted and revolted. She smiled slightly,

"I wondered when you'd come around. I've noticed you watching me. I like you too."

No words could describe the overwhelming feeling. The one person in the world that I could want is telling me that my dream could finally come true. I feel like I have been swept into a black hole that I cannot escape this moment in time. Suddenly I feel this warmth and see this intense light and I realize it is her. My angel. I realize I have been paralyzed in happiness for a few seconds and I come out of it and I speak the words that I never thought I would ever get a chance to say to her,

"I am in love with you Paige. I want you to be my girlfriend and I want you to leave Jesse."

She giggles and I'm confused.

"I already have because I love you too."

My heart skips and I know our lives will forever be blissful.