So this is my first fanfiction story so hope you like it and enjoy!

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Never again will I

Summary: Edward leaves Bella. Its now two months later and bella is starting to "feel" again. What does she feel, and what's up with alice's visions?

Chapter 1~ feeling (Bpov)

Why did he leave? Why did he take the only family I ever love away?

Hey everybody your probably wondering why I'm asking all of these questions well it has to do with one boy, well vampire really. I loved him, I cared for him and his family.

Who you ask am I talking about, well let me tell you, his name is Edward Cullen, vampire. (him and his family.)

The day he left me I still remember clearly if it just happened yesterday. I CAN'T let go I just can't. Do you ever love someone so much that even if there gone and told you they don't love you anymore, you would still do anything to have them back in your life?

Well I do, I mean I really do I would do anything and well that's saying a lot.

I know that Edwards and his families departure crushed me and I am pretty sure that me being crushed is ruining Charlie, he even tried to send me back to Renee.

Flashback

It was just a month after they left and I still wasn't being myself at all. Yah I would eat and sleep, well sort of I just woke up screaming, I would answer questions if I had to but I would never hardly talk no need to.

Renee had come over for dinner, I knew something was up because they would both look at me wired, and were talking in hushed whispers.

After I got ready for bed I walked into my room and BAM! There's there's my mom and dad packing my stuff like I am moving away ( or standing there.)

"what the heck are you doing?" yah I am NOT happy right now!

" sweetie I think that… I think that you should come and live with me and Phil in Jacksonville" my mom said in a whisper that I could barley here her. Oopps I wouldn't have said (or done for that matter.) that.

"Well I don't want to move! I am NOT going" well from there is history but I did get my way in the end.

I wonder if I should have gone with my mom… nah. I still would have been like this maybe worse.

Anyway back to the current problem. I don't understand why they left, ugh! Only if I could go after them and… O MY GOD!! I am a genius. that's what ill do.

Now where did they say they where going?

K everybody that's my first chapter. Like love hate? I need reviews ppl Idk if I will continue this story if no one likes it. ;D

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