Konnichiwa Mina-san! Did you miss me? Just kidding! Anyway, I hope you like what I have written because it will mean so much to me. Don't forget to give a review! It will be appreciated! So on let's go to the story! Anyway, JA NE!
Pretending:
What are you going to feel if the one you loved say this to you? "If not for her mother, we are still a couple now." Me? It really hurts because it is not the first time he said this to me. The first time, I just let it be because I know that they just broken up. But the second time? I just can't imagine he can tell it to my face and not be sensitive to what will I feel. I just smiled and pretend that I am not affected but deep down I was so hurt. It's like he still wishing that they are still a couple and he still love her with all his heart. Our friend asks him that if that happens, we cannot meet each other.
And his answer really hurts me because he just replied that we will still meet and be just friend. I don't really expect him to love me even though he told me that he loves me more than her. And besides, we are not even in a relationship. I have no rights to feel this way but... I just can't stop this feeling. I wanted to tell him that can't you not be sensitive enough? That can you keep your damn mouth shut about you and your ex.
There are many things I want to tell him but I just... Smile. Like everything is okay. But... Deep inside, I was hurting bad...