Hey guys this is my first story so be gentle.
This is a Finn Rachel fanfic not a Quinn Finn.
Spoilers for 1.13
Rachel pov
I stared at him, he was laughing with Artie and Kurt. Mercedes gave me a knowing look. I sighed. He would never see how much I loved him and how my heart ached when he wasn't around. Maybe I should try to move on.
Quinn was sitting on a chair staring blankly a head, Puck was by her side.
Mr. Shue was polishing the trophy from sectionals. He was so proud. I sighed and got up from my chair and walked out of the room.
I heard footsteps and I looked down the hallway hoping it would be Finn. But it was only Kurt.
"Why are you so sad?"
"He will never like me, will he?" I said as I sat down in the middle of the hallway.
"Well he will never like me for sure, and I did see him staring at you as you walked out. I think he might have been worried."
"What should I do?"
'I don't really know, I mean he still hasn't gotten over Quinn and the baby deal yet maybe you should give it time?"
So I did. I gave him a lot of time; Quinn had her girl and kept it. We won regionals and still nothing. I think I might just give up. My dads have been talking about sending me away to this school which majors in all the arts and then I have a better chance get in to Julliard. Maybe I should just give up.
Today was the last day of school and I have decided to go to the special arts school. I have to finish packing when I get home. The school just so happens to be located in LA. So maybe I will go star sighting when I get there.
I have decided to give Finn a note before I leave, I don't want to leave with the regret of not telling him.
I wrote the note last night and it goes like this.
Dear Finn,
What am I to say? How about I start with telling you how you are a great singing partner and how about how I loved working with you. When you read this I might already be half way to LA. But I did not want to live with the regret of not telling you how much I love you and that I am leaving to go to an arts school in LA. I am leaving because I realized that you could never love me. I did not want to spend every day looking at you and knowing that you couldn't reciprocate my feelings. I hope you have a wonderful life Finn Hudson.
Love,
Rachel Berry *
I put it into an envelope and here I am now standing in front of Finn.
"Hey Rach, um I guess this is goodbye until next year, right?" I looked at the clock 3 minutes till' the end of school.
"I guess, um here Finn. I don't want you to read it till' the end of the day. Okay?"
"Yeah sure rach what ever"
The bell rang then, freedom. I ran to the door and jumped in the bus.
I woke up feeling refreshed. My plane takes off in 5 hrs so I have time. I get everything into the car and my dads drop me off at the door of the airport.
I walk inside slowly, taking it all in. I breathe it in and sigh. I hear my planes boarding call so I walk in and sit down in my seat. I am in first class of course. My daddies want the best for me. When we arrive I see a limo driver waiting to take me to my new apartment. I told my dads that I did not want to live in a dorm so they got me an apartment right out side of campus.
I sat down on my couch; my apartment looked like a star lived here. I lay down in bed and went to sleep after a long day. I woke up to a knock on the door. It was midnight, who is it?
Open it and it was just Finn. WAIT FINN?
Before I have a chance to ask him what he is doing here. He attacks my lips with his and I respond heavily. When we stop for oxygen I ask what he is doing
Here.
"I had to see you. I love you too. Even before I broke up with Quinn I knew I was in love with you. So I asked your dads and they said you would be here so I came here to be with you."
I smiled and attacked his lips again.
-----------------10 years later-----------------------------------
I smiled as I looked out the window. Finn was playing with our 3 yr old daughter. He and I spent the summer in LA in my apartment and we moved back before school started. We went and graduated. Then we both went to Julliard, Finn got a scholarship. We are both on Broadway now. We live in New York now. I was so happy when he proposed 7 years ago. He took me to the bowling alley where we had our first kiss and asked me. It was so romantic. Then 4 yrs ago we found out that I was pregnant, he was so excited and he made sure he was with me at all times, it was annoying and cute. He was so worried when I went into labor and asked millions of questions when the doctors came in.
He smiled as he saw I was watching, he got our daughters attention and pointed to me. I smiled and patted my 7 month pregnant stomach. It was a boy this time. I was happy with my life now and I wouldn't have it any other way.
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