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Warning: If you haven't read Dreams then this story won't make much sense. There will be slash in this story. Kon/Tim
AWAKEN
By: Vision
I was still leaned against the wall where Kon-El had pushed me...and then kissed me. Kon-El, Superboy, Gods gift to women, had kissed ME! I couldn't believe it!
And then he said it was a joke and laughed about it. I swear he could have heard my heart breaking. The guy I've been fantasizing about since I first met him and genuinely starting to care about finally kisses me and he says it's a joke. I played along like it didn't bother me till he had left.
I need to get out of here and back to the Batcave to think. I hope Dick is still there, I really need an older brother's opinion right now. I push myself from the wall and I'm surprised my legs are able to support me. I shakily make it the garage and climb into the Redbird. I couldn't tell you how the drive back to Gotham went my mind was still on the kiss and how Kon's body had felt against mine.
Finally I'm back at the Cave. I park the Redbird on its platform and I am so happy so see Dick's bike in the cave. I rush through the cave to my locker and quickly change into my civvies. I run up the stairs and hope I don't run into anyone else.
Luck was on my side when I spot Dick sitting in one of the smaller living rooms watching a basketball game. He doesn't look to distract so I'm guessing it's a good time to talk to him.
I walk around the couch and sit next to him.
"Hey Timbo, good meeting with the rest of YJ?" He asks as I sit down.
I wince visibly at the question and he now looks at me with concern on his face.
"Everything ok Timmy?"
I shake my head. Dick turns down the TV so I know I have his full attention.
"Well," I'm still trying to get the whole situation straight in my own head, how am I suppose to explain it? "the meeting went as usual. Cassie and Cissie were giggling over some magazine, Bart was playing five gamedudes at once, at least I think it was five, Suzie was hovering watching us all, and Kon, well he was kinda quite."
Dick is giving me the look. He's not going to say anything till I have said everything.
"After the meeting Bart left immediately and Suzie kinda vanished," I know I sound stupid, but my brain is trying to say twenty different things at once, so babbling is gonna happen. "Cassie, Cissie, and Kon were watching TV for awhile and I worked on some files. After about a half Cassie and Cissie left, they mentioned shopping so I guess they went to the mall. So it was just me and Kon." Dick is starting to get that worried look again. He and the rest of the batfamily knew I was gay before I did. Being part of a family of detectives can suck sometimes; maybe that's why they hated Steph so much, I'll think about that later. Dick and I talked about it after I had gotten over the shock of everyone knowing already and he teased me to no end, offering to get me some nude pictures of some the Titans, and mentioning a few web sites I should really check out with a tissue box. I had never been so embarrassed in my entire life, but it was great to know they still loved me, even if Dick was a huge jerk about it. "Kon just sat on the couch flipping through the channels. After a while I took a break and got up for a drink. As I was drinking my Zesti Kon walked into the kitchen and stood there watching me. I looked at him to see if he wanted to talk but he just stood there. I finished with the drink and threw away the can and walked out of the kitchen. Kon followed me." Deep breath, I can say this, I can say this and then Dick will give me advice. "In the corridor Kon put a hand on my shoulder and I turned to look at him. Kon was fidgeting and I waited for him to say something. He kept opening his mouth and then closing it. Finally he just came at me and pushed me against the wall. Then he leaned into me and he kissed me." My voice was a whisper at the end.
I can't look up at Dick, I just can't look up at anything right now. It hurts just to think about it, I can't say it. I can't.
"Then what happened?" Dick's voice was very soft.
"I just stood there stunned. I couldn't believe what he was doing. He backed up after a few seconds and then stared at me. I looked back at him. I couldn't say anything. I was too stunned. I really wanted him to start the conversation. Then he smirked and started laughing." I will not cry! It did not effect me that much! I am in control!
I feel Dick's arms wrap around me and pull me to his chest as I burst into tears. I just couldn't stop. I knew Dick was trying to comfort me, I felt his hands rubbing my back and I heard him saying something but I couldn't hear him over my sobs. After awhile everything went black for me.
TBC...
Warning: If you haven't read Dreams then this story won't make much sense. There will be slash in this story. Kon/Tim
AWAKEN
By: Vision
I was still leaned against the wall where Kon-El had pushed me...and then kissed me. Kon-El, Superboy, Gods gift to women, had kissed ME! I couldn't believe it!
And then he said it was a joke and laughed about it. I swear he could have heard my heart breaking. The guy I've been fantasizing about since I first met him and genuinely starting to care about finally kisses me and he says it's a joke. I played along like it didn't bother me till he had left.
I need to get out of here and back to the Batcave to think. I hope Dick is still there, I really need an older brother's opinion right now. I push myself from the wall and I'm surprised my legs are able to support me. I shakily make it the garage and climb into the Redbird. I couldn't tell you how the drive back to Gotham went my mind was still on the kiss and how Kon's body had felt against mine.
Finally I'm back at the Cave. I park the Redbird on its platform and I am so happy so see Dick's bike in the cave. I rush through the cave to my locker and quickly change into my civvies. I run up the stairs and hope I don't run into anyone else.
Luck was on my side when I spot Dick sitting in one of the smaller living rooms watching a basketball game. He doesn't look to distract so I'm guessing it's a good time to talk to him.
I walk around the couch and sit next to him.
"Hey Timbo, good meeting with the rest of YJ?" He asks as I sit down.
I wince visibly at the question and he now looks at me with concern on his face.
"Everything ok Timmy?"
I shake my head. Dick turns down the TV so I know I have his full attention.
"Well," I'm still trying to get the whole situation straight in my own head, how am I suppose to explain it? "the meeting went as usual. Cassie and Cissie were giggling over some magazine, Bart was playing five gamedudes at once, at least I think it was five, Suzie was hovering watching us all, and Kon, well he was kinda quite."
Dick is giving me the look. He's not going to say anything till I have said everything.
"After the meeting Bart left immediately and Suzie kinda vanished," I know I sound stupid, but my brain is trying to say twenty different things at once, so babbling is gonna happen. "Cassie, Cissie, and Kon were watching TV for awhile and I worked on some files. After about a half Cassie and Cissie left, they mentioned shopping so I guess they went to the mall. So it was just me and Kon." Dick is starting to get that worried look again. He and the rest of the batfamily knew I was gay before I did. Being part of a family of detectives can suck sometimes; maybe that's why they hated Steph so much, I'll think about that later. Dick and I talked about it after I had gotten over the shock of everyone knowing already and he teased me to no end, offering to get me some nude pictures of some the Titans, and mentioning a few web sites I should really check out with a tissue box. I had never been so embarrassed in my entire life, but it was great to know they still loved me, even if Dick was a huge jerk about it. "Kon just sat on the couch flipping through the channels. After a while I took a break and got up for a drink. As I was drinking my Zesti Kon walked into the kitchen and stood there watching me. I looked at him to see if he wanted to talk but he just stood there. I finished with the drink and threw away the can and walked out of the kitchen. Kon followed me." Deep breath, I can say this, I can say this and then Dick will give me advice. "In the corridor Kon put a hand on my shoulder and I turned to look at him. Kon was fidgeting and I waited for him to say something. He kept opening his mouth and then closing it. Finally he just came at me and pushed me against the wall. Then he leaned into me and he kissed me." My voice was a whisper at the end.
I can't look up at Dick, I just can't look up at anything right now. It hurts just to think about it, I can't say it. I can't.
"Then what happened?" Dick's voice was very soft.
"I just stood there stunned. I couldn't believe what he was doing. He backed up after a few seconds and then stared at me. I looked back at him. I couldn't say anything. I was too stunned. I really wanted him to start the conversation. Then he smirked and started laughing." I will not cry! It did not effect me that much! I am in control!
I feel Dick's arms wrap around me and pull me to his chest as I burst into tears. I just couldn't stop. I knew Dick was trying to comfort me, I felt his hands rubbing my back and I heard him saying something but I couldn't hear him over my sobs. After awhile everything went black for me.
TBC...