Look, I'm just going to speak to you like I speak to most people my age. I am not going to sugar coat what I'm about to say so just as a warning, this is not for the squirmy. I am also not going to use fancy words to make it sound like I'm intelligent or charming… well, if it ends up that way then so be it, I guess…
But what I'm about to tell you is graphic and… real… or at least it was all very real to me.
This is what I remember… of the times I want to erase.