i should've told you what you were getting yourself into. Maybe then we could've avoided all of this mess. i'm a disaster and you, in my eyes, you can't be wrong. you fell for me and i didn't know why, but i didn't stop you. I fell for you and you cried it made you so happy. I was the one who made you smile, and i wanted to be that person forever.
Sadly, nothing lasts forever. i was torn and you were shattered. Why did we do this to our selfs? How did we let this happen? i love you. More than i could express in words, and thats were i went wrong. i never expressed in words how deeply i felt for you. please, hear me now.
Without your love, i die. without your arms to hold me, i fall apart. Without you to smile with me, i cry. And without you to say 'it's okay' my world crumbles. i love you, more than i ever imagined i could love another person, but these words come too late. You're gone and it's my fault. i have condemed myself to death my chasing you away. i'm a fool, and i am sorry.
Edward

Roy dropped the letter as tears streaked from his eyes. Right now, he wanted to run to this small lover, hold him, tell him he loves him too. Sadly that isn't an option...

flashback
"Sir..." hawkeye walked into Colonel Roy Mustang's office, eyes downcast.
"Yes leiutenant? Is something wrong?" he asked, standig from his desk and wlking over to his subordinate "It's Edward, sir. he... he's..." she struggled to get out the last word. Roy's mind was racing 'No... please, NO'
"he's... dead, sir." She choked on her words, a tear falling to the floor. She brought the folder that she had been carrying with her into view "These were found in his dorm, sir. I was assigned to cleaning it out, and i found them. I think you should read them." she said, walking to Mustang's desk, leaving him behind. Her eyes found the picture of Edward on the corner of the desk, and she knew she was going to loose it.
"E-excuse me, sir!" She gasped as she ran out of the room. end flashback
TO BE CONTINUED