Warning: M rated for language and sex/lemon.

This is a story I wrote for my 2 favorite writers, robovacation(Michelle) and little storm(Meg). I based the characters off of us, and yes, this is a true story, all of this happened. Sebastian was based off of Robovacation, Ciel was based off of Little Storm and Doll was based off of me. on my profile you'll find the entire story and a link to a couple pictures and screenshots.

I took it down last week, but I got requests for me to put it back up, so here it is to stay.

I hope you like the story!

Christmas Day, 2011

"SHUT THE FUCK UP CIEL AND GET OUT OF MY FUCKING FACE. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?! IT'S NOT LIKE WE'RE GOING OUT SO WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING JEALOUS ALL THE TIME?!" Sebastian spat at the younger man as he stormed across the room.
"Yeah, well, what if we were going out then?! Oh, but wait, what kind of person would EVER want to BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH A MOTHERFUCKER LIKE YOU, HUH?"
"OH YOU WOULD JUST LOOOOVE THAT NOW, WOULDN'T YOU, CIEL?! BEING MY GODDAMNED BOYFRIEND, I'M SURE YOU WOULD JUST LOVE THAT!"
"So what? Maybe I would like to be YOUR FUCKING BOYFRIEND!"
"Wait...are you asking me out?"
"And if I was?" Ciel waited for the answer, secretly hoping Sebastian liked him back.
"Then I'd say yes."

February 2012

Ciel was walking home as fast as he could, nearly running. He was excited to surprise his new boyfriend, Sebastian. It had only been two months but Ciel was sure this man was the love of his life.
His feet crunched under the snow and he skipped up the front steps of their apartment. A light breeze skimmed the air and fragile leaves floated throughout the autumn air.
His breaths came in fast and feathery as his heart hammered in his chest, and he tugged his turquoise hair behind his ear.
His hair, naturally a deep, dark black, he had been dying multiple colors. Half was black and half was turquoise, but it often changed, from red to blue to purple.
Ciel was attending a graphic design college in his city, and had the opportunity to get out of his class early that day, and he eagerly ran home to surprise his boyfriend.
Ciel was only 20, and Sebastian was 27, turning 28 in April, but he didn't mind the age difference and just ignored the fact that they were at different stages in their life, he was still in college, and Sebastian had a steady job at a television station, editing the programs.
He fumbled with his key to open the door to their apartment, but little did he know that he would be the one getting the surprise that day.
For the last two months, Sebastian had been meeting up with his ex-boyfriend, Claude every time Ciel was out. Despite the fact that he had been unfaithful since the first day Ciel had asked him out on Christmas Day, he still enjoyed the praise and attention Ciel paid him daily, as well as the extra sex he got. He didn't particularly love Ciel, but then again, he never loved anyone, or anything, except for himself. He was planning for their relationship to end in a few weeks, but he found he rather enjoyed Ciel. The boy practically worshipped him, and he didn't mind the sex either, so he decided to keep him around as he knew Ciel would forgive him for whatever sleazy thing he might get caught doing, and at that moment he was lying in bed with his lover, Claude Faustus.

Sebastian was lazily dozing off in Claude's arms while Claude smoothed over Sebastian's hair and kissed him.

By this time, Ciel had already entered their home, but immediately knew something was wrong.

All the lights were off and foreign clothes were strewn across the kitchen floor. Muffled sounds came from the bedroom and Ciel's heart rate sped up as he suspected the worse.

Quietly, he have the door a little push and stopped dead in his tracks.
His heart just dropped in his chest and he felt like he could throw up right there. It's like a mixing bowl, there are so many emotions. Shock, was first, keeping him glued to the spot, his hand on the doorknob. His fingers slowly slid off the brass and he felt anger bubble up in his throat to his head. He didn't have to see them in the act, he could already smell it and he almost gagged.

He felt embarrassment, and shame, sadness, rage, and great loss.
His mind was running on random, through everything, and it didn't know where to stop. His body slightly trembled and he remembered to breath in through his nose and breath out through his mouth, and with that, he found the will to move his body and he turned away from the active couple and walked into the kitchen. His subconscious hand turned on the lights and he slumped down at the kitchen chair, his head immediately falling into his crossed arms.
What was Sebastian doing? How long had this been going on? Ciel bit his lip. It would have been different if it was somebody he didn't know, it gave him the chance to believe it could just be a one time thing but Ciel knew the man in bed with Sebastian happened to be Sebastian's ex-boyfriend of eight years. Did Sebastian still love Claude?
Did Claude love him? What had Sebastian done in bed with Claude he hadn't done with him? Was he not enough? Did Sebastian still love him? Had Sebastian gotten bored of him? Embarrassed of him?

Meanwhile, Sebastian lied next to Claude in bed, about to get up and get ready to clean up for Ciel. Noticing the bedroom door cracked and the kitchen lights on, a sudden realization dawned on the man.

"Shit. Oh shit. Fuck, Claude, I think he saw us." Sebastian swore as he pulled on his shirt as quickly as he could and nearly tripped out of the door as he ran into the kitchen and there, of course, was Ciel, lying with his head in his hands.

Ciel looked up just as Sebastian started babbling apologies and Claude just stood in the doorway and grabbed his things to go. He knew Sebastian would call him later.

As Sebastian closed the door behind him, he could hear screaming and crying behind him and with that he waltzed down the steps and into his car to drive home. Ciel would forgive Sebastian in a couple days, despite the fact that the 2 month affair would eventually turn into an affair lasting over a year. Claude would be seeing Sebastian again in a couple weeks, both with and without Ciel's knowledge.

Early September 2012

It was a windy day. Ciel was sitting in an old diner with his newest friend, Doll.
Doll was an odd one, he had to admit, ditzy and optimistic, but almost overly so in an annoying manner. It had only been a short time ago that they had met, when Doll ran up to Ciel, admiring the dyed streaks of turquoise in the boy's hair, complimenting and admiring Ciel's dyed hair and fashion sense and the two quickly bonded over a few days and now talked daily.
Ciel was quick to open up to Doll, and invited him out after Doll received an upset phone call from Ciel.
"What's wrong?" Doll tenderly approached the subject.
Ciel's eyes were red around the edges, like he had been crying or hadn't slept and he had a bothered look on his face.
"Sebastian and I broke up. And he's going out on a date with his ex-boyfriend, Claude."
"What?! When did this happen?" Doll almost blurted out, shocked. He had no idea there was anything particularly wrong with Sebastian and Ciel's relationship, they were the perfect couple, on the outside. The two talked constantly, displayed their love for each other, gifts and letters were sent and they both seemed perfectly happy.
"He broke up with me yesterday, then today he came to me and told me he was taking his ex-boyfriend out to a concert. I'm just so upset about it, I didn't think he would hook up with someone this fast!" Ciel said angrily.
"Well..." Doll paused, thinking in his head, wanting to speak carefully. He didn't want to upset Ciel any more than he already was. " Sebastian would have needed the time to call his ex and set it up. Chances are he had already set it up while you two were still dating, and he decided to tell you about it when he broke up with you. Why would he even think about taking his ex? Or have his number? Do you think he could have been cheating on you?"

Ciel's fist got tighter.
"He did cheat on me. It started back when we first got together. He was sleeping with his ex the first two months of our relationship and I found out in February. He said he wouldn't do it again, and I took him back, but he kept hanging out with him and he kept sleeping with him behind my back. I was stupid for putting up with 10 months of it."
Doll's eyes widened. "W-What? Wait...he cheated on you?! That's awful! What a scumbag, I can't believe he would do that to you! You don't deserve that! He doesn't even deserve you, you should never be treated like that!" Doll erupted, going on and on, drawing a smile from Ciel's face.
"Aw, you're so worked up about it!" Ciel smiled.
"Well, nobody should have to deal with that! It's just not right, you're such a good person, you don't deserve that!" Doll huffed.
"I know...I just, I just love him so much. He's been with this guy for eight years before me, I just don't know. I know he doesn't deserve me, and I should dump him and move on. I know that, but I'm just so pissed at him. He even put the concert event up on Facebook to taunt me!" Ciel complained, running his hands through his hair.
"Hey, you just need to keep your mind off of it. Thinking about it will just depress you more. Don't worry, I'll always cheer you up, okay? That's what friends are for after all! Your birthday is coming up, that's always exciting, right? Just think about all the fun you'll have! I'll make sure you don't get too beat up by this, so just meet me here again later, okay? I'll message you tonight."

...

"Hey, baby, I'm so sorry. I made a HUGE mistake. I feel so bad, I promise I won't do it again. Did you get the flowers I sent you? Blue to match your eyes and white roses because I know you love them. I'm so sorry Ciel. I never meant to hurt you, please, love, I don't know what I would do if I lost you. I love you so much. You make me happy, you bring all the good and happiness into my life. Without you I would be nothing, I swear I will never hurt you again. I love you. I love you, I'm so sorry." Sebastian pressed the phone to his cheek as he reclined back on his bed. He and Ciel had been talking for the past hour and he thought he was making good progress. He hated wasting time with begging, but it somehow amused him. He knew it wouldn't be long before Ciel would break down.
"I'm coming over there Sebastian, okay? I want to see your face." Ciel said quietly, his heart aching. Truthfully, he missed Sebastian and knew everything was wrong. Sebastian should be coming to him. No, he shouldn't even be in his life.
In the back of Ciel's mind, he could hear the voices of all his friends, his family, pushing him back.
"Of course I don't mind your choices sweetheart, but considering Sebastian's...behavior, I don't like him too much."
"You deserve so much better." "He's just going to continue hurting you if you go back to him." "Once a cheater, always a cheater." "You'd be much happier without him, he doesn't need your love." And on and on...
Ciel wrapped his scarf around his neck as he walked out in the cold, walking the familiar path to Sebastian's home, one he had walked many times that was not a stranger to his tears.

...

"I'm so sorry Ciel. Even if you leave me, I will always love you. You're the best thing that's happened to me. I don't know why I did it. I love you, not Claude. He's completely out of my life, you're the only one I care about. I was stupid and didn't realize what I had, and now I've lost it." Sebastian pulled the young man into his embrace and flattered him with light kisses and touches.
"I love you, Ciel," Sebastian tenderly whispered as Ciel's arms returned the embrace.
"I love you more." Ciel sadly returned as he reached up to kiss Sebastian.
"And someday I'll learn." Sebastian murmured into Ciel's soft skin as he hoisted the young man onto their bed.
And that night, as buttons scattered across the moonlit floor, a single, silent thought swam up to the surface of Ciel's mind and drowned as fast as it came, 'But I don't want a someday...'

...

"Okay, so you know how you like deer? Well, I wanted to draw something uniquely you, so I remembered everything you said, and this is what I made. You can do whatever you want with it. Your hair is turquoise right now but you said you liked it most when it was red so I drew you with red hair and your shirt has a lot of patterns and colors and I put in your platform boots and you love deer so you have little deer surrounding you! Do you like it?"
"Oh my God, Doll, I love it! Thank you so much! This is absolutely amazing! I love this! Can I take a picture of it and put it on my blog so everyone can see it? I feel so lucky! It's beautiful!" Ciel exclaimed excitedly, looking over the drawing Doll had given him. It was really a nice drawing, and captured everything he liked. Ciel later put it up on his blog and it remained on his art page until he angrily deleted the photo and every other of all the drawings Doll had made for him months later.
"I'm so glad you like it! I'll make you another one later maybe since I don't really have anything else to do."

...

"What's that?"
Ciel and Sebastian were lounging on their bed together later that day when Sebastian raised his finger and pointed at the desk.
"The picture. Is that you?" He questioned.
"Yeah, my friend Doll made it for me. He's made me stuff before." Ciel simply said as he brushed it off and continued to scroll through channels.
"I see..."

...

"He got mad that you made me artwork. He broke up with me on my birthday then kicked me out of the house and called me later to tell me he had been having sex with Claude! "Oh, hi Ciel! Happy Birthday! Just wanted to let you know I fucked Claude five times on your birthday!" What kind of shitty person does that?! What the hell...and on my birthday!
He won't talk to me or answer my calls. You know, I hope he gets what he deserves because it's not me! I always knew he never loved me as much as I loved him! He's evil. Absolutely heartless. I hope he loses his job and has to live under a bridge or some shit. He's the devil's son, that's what he is! He's always jealous of everything! He's jealous of me and my friends and anybody who likes me! He won't let me go see my friends and he breaks up with me every day! I'm so tired of this. I am SOOOO done. So done with him and his shit. I just wish there was a way for me to get back at him. He doesn't even know it, but I'm the most important thing he'll ever lose."
Ciel vented out as he broke down numerous times in just a couple minutes as he kicked the rocks under his feet across the street. Doll was at his side, trying to work with Ciel and listening contently to the events in Ciel's life that had recently gone through.
"I don't need him."

...

"We got back together."
Doll stood there for a moment, unsure if he had heard Ciel correctly.
"Excuse me?" He said, wondering if Ciel was okay. He crossed his arms at his chest and leaned against the wall behind him as he listened through the phone.
"Sebastian and I are dating again. I forgave him, so don't worry. Everything's fine. He still loves me and I still love him and he apologized and we made up." Ciel said happily.
"Um...I'm not sure that's a good idea. He cheated on you Ciel and he probably still is. You're going to get hurt again, I'm going to warn you, and this is not a good idea."
"Oh shut up, I know what I'm doing. He's not cheating on me and I trust him because I love him. Why can't you just comfort me and support me like everybody else? Everybody else but you supports my decisions! It's MY life, Doll!" Ciel said, his voice rising.
Doll was getting tired over this, of all the shit he felt he was stuck in. Why couldn't Ciel just leave Sebastian once and for all? He always goes back to talk to the man or try to make up because he thinks he can "fix" all of Sebastian's problems.
"I don't mean to offend you, Ciel, but I'm not the friend who just sits over on the side and twiddles his thumbs, okay? I'm not going to just sit there and watch you get hurt, because I know what's going on and If I didn't do anything it would make me feel like I'm just letting it happen and that makes me just as bad as Sebastian. Yeah, no, I'm the friend who will drive to your house in the middle of the night to comfort you and tell you to LEAVE THAT MOTHERFUCKER."
Ciel was wordless, he wasn't mad or upset necessarily but he didn't want to talk to Doll anymore after hearing that. Part of him because he knew Doll was right, and he was just too stubborn and foolish to listen.
"I don't want to talk to you anymore today." He answered, and with that, he hung up the phone on Doll.

...

Doll was nervous. He felt on shaky ground with Ciel and got a phone call from Ciel that Sebastian was in the hospital.
Sebastian and Ciel were on not-so-good terms again and had recently broken up.
Sebastian, earlier that day, had gone out to go get a tattoo on his hand. The tattoo wasn't properly done and Sebastian got an allergic reaction from it and had to go to the hospital.
Ciel was freaking out, and Doll didn't really "enjoy" Sebastian's company and did not look forward to seeing the man.
Ciel and Sebastian were the only ones in the room, as no family or friends cared to go see Sebastian and Doll frowned at the worried look on Ciel's face.
Time passed, and it isn't known how much or what could have possibly happened, but in the verse of just a few minutes, the tables had turned on the entire situation.
Somehow a horrible argument had arisen between Sebastian and Doll and Ciel was in the middle of it, crying and worried over what to do.
"Ciel is MINE and I am his. Can't you see that Ciel wants NOTHING to do with you?! I HATE YOU AND WE BOTH FUCKING HATE YOU. CANT YOU SEE HOW UPSET YOU'RE MAKING CIEL? YOU'RE MAKING HIM CRY RIGHT NOW AND YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT HIS FUCKING FEELINGS!"
YOU'RE PSYCHOTIC, AND YOU'LL NEVER HAVE WHAT CIEL AND I HAVE BECAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW A FUCKING THING ABOUT TRUE FUCKING LOVE. GO TO HELL, CUNT. I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU NEAR MY GODDAMNED BOYFRIEND EVER AGAIN."
Doll was taken aback. Nobody had ever spoken to him like that. He wasn't quite sure what to do, or say, at that. Ciel was over in the corner crying and shaking in anger, angry at Sebastian for being so awful and at Doll for blindly continuing on with it.
"Look, Sebastian, I'm not trying to steal Ciel at all, I'm not even interested. And technically, Ciel is not yours, as of now, you're still broken up and I don't mean to be rude, but I think I know more about love than you do. At least I can be a committed, faithful partner to the one I love and you can't even do that for Ciel. And it's Ciel's choice whether he wants to hang out with me or not, you can't control his whole fucking life. How would you feel if Ciel treated you the way you treat him, huh? You take advantage of his love and that's just cruel."
"YOU DON'T KNOW A FUCKING THING ABOUT US, AND CIEL WILL ALWAYS BE MINE. YOU CAN'T TELL ME WHAT I CAN AND CAN'T DO. Can you get it through your thick skull that I DONT FUCKING CARE HOW WHO AND WHO IS TREATED SO GET OUTTA MY FACE."
"Actually, Ciel told me quite a lot. And if a sensible person looked at this, it's more of you being in my face as in I've cussed far fewer times than you and I see you prefer to yell at me in all caps. It's fine, I already know all you really care about is yourself. You're incredibly narcissistic and full of yourself, you never think of others and that automatically makes others not like you."
"FINE. So what? I fucking ADOOOORE MYSELF. WHOOOOWOOOOWWWOOOHOOOOWOWO I'M FUCKING AMAZING, I'M SO GREAT AND AWESOME AND I'M BETTER THAN EVERYBODY ELSE BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? I DON'T GIVE A FUCK BECAUSE EVERYBODY LOVES ME ANYWAY AND NOBODY LIKES YOU BUT ME? I'M THE BEST AND I JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYONE ELSE SO FUCK OFF AND GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME."

And after that, Ciel pulled Doll out of Sebastian's room and yelled at him.
"Stop fighting with Sebastian! You're going to kill him!" Ciel cried, pushing Doll away by the shoulders.
"I'm sorry but I don't understand how I could kill him by arguing with him and he seems fine to me, he's just really, really mad right now after he lost his temper."
"We'll you CAN, and you ARE! You're going to make him upset and cause him to STOP BREATHING and DIE!" Ciel screamed and Doll silenced himself.
"I'm sorry, I was just trying to stand up for you. I would never hurt Sebastian. I understand, I'll stop talking to him. I didn't realize what I was doing or how I was affecting Sebastian. I'm sorry."
Ciel calmed down gradually and his breathing slowed. "I get that you were trying to protect me...thank you." And with that Ciel walked back into Sebastian's hospital room and left Doll outside.

November 2013

Ciel had invited Doll to lunch and they had just sat down went Ciel broke the news that Doll knew was coming.
"Sebastian and I broke up a few days ago." Ciel said with misery in his voice.
"What happened this time?"
"He called my self-harm scars big and ugly then he said I was skinny and anorexic. We've decided to take a break. Claude is moving in with him in December."
Doll was thankful he hadn't been eating anything, or else he might've coughed it up.
"Moving in? Wait... So Sebastian kicked you out and now he's gonna be sharing a house with Claude? That's like... Wow, he's closer to that man than I thought." Eight years was a long time, and willing to move in with your partner is a big step. Doll looked at Ciel and saw the unhappiness lining his features. The man was miserable in this relationship, it was like he was a victim of a predator.
"You'll find someone better. Things do get better after this. You'll find someone who will kiss your scars and love your body no matter how it looks. You've got everything anybody would love to have. You've got good looks, talent, smart, and you're very nice. Don't doubt that."
Since the hospital incident, Doll felt that things had gotten a bit more awkward but Ciel was acting the same as usual. Doll stayed his space from Sebastian and tried to fight the feeling that Ciel was angry at him. He wasn't sure what was happening.

Early December 2013

"Why do your friends know about Sebastian cheating on me?"
"Hm?" Ciel and Doll were sitting on the edge of the curb outside the mall parking lot under the roof as it was lightly snowed and the light delicacies came down to rest on their feet.
"I told them about it." Doll simply answered, nothing thinking it would be a big deal.
"What the fuck... Why the hell would you do that?!" Ciel asked, turning to Doll.
"The same reason you tell Sebastian all the private things I share with you. I trust you to keep my secrets and you and Sebastian are close, and you tell him because you honestly believe he won't tell anyone else. I honestly got really stressed out by what was happening, and I guess I didn't hide it very well, and they asked what was wrong, so I told them. But it's not like I'm telling complete strangers. Don't worry, I only tell people I trust. I know them and they've been nothing but kind and trustworthy so I don't doubt them."
"Just...just how many more of my secrets have you told people?" Ciel paused as he stood up to hover over Doll and brush the snow off his jeans.
"Dude, that's all. Are you okay? It's really not a big deal so you don't have to overreact. You do the same thing, but I'm fine with it because I trust you."
"Liar." The word came out as a whispered. Ciel wasn't sure where this was going but he didn't like it.
"Excuse me?" Doll slowly got to his feet and moved away from Ciel.
"LIAR! I know you're lying to me Doll! Just what else have you done to make me look bad?"
"Nothing! I swear, Ciel, I am your friend. I would never hurt you, okay? Why are you suddenly acting like this?"
"I should have never believed anything you said. You know, I bet Sebastian bribed you to come and "pretend" to be my friend so you could stalk me and see what I'm doing all the time! I bet he sent you here to spy on me!"
"I never did any of that! Where is this even coming from, it's absurd! The only one here bribing and stalking people is Sebastian and you know that but I'm not one of those people! Sebastian goes behind your back and trash-talks you and turns the whole tables to tell people that you're the evil one! She tells people that you take advantage of her and I know that because she was talking to my friend and said that!"
Ciel's eyes darkened.
"You're low. Making up things about Sebastian just to tear us apart. I always knew you were jealous of our love, it's probably because you lost yours. I bet that's why you want mine, it's like you're always trying to control our relationship!"
"What the hell...that's ridiculous, I'm not jealous of "your oh-so-great love." That wouldn't even make sense! And what if I could prove it? That Sebastian also does that behind your back." Doll shot back, pulling out his phone. "I will call her right now and tell her to send the message to you."
"By all means, do it then. But I know how Sebastian sounds and I'll know if you're lying."

Doll wasn't lying. And it only made Ciel angrier. There, in his hand, was proof of Sebastian trash-talking Ciel behind his back. It was him for sure, and the words sounded undeniably like him.
"Sebastian would only talk like this with someone he knew for a long time. This isn't your friend."
"Well, sorry to burst your bubble, but her name is at the bottom and they had only talked for five minutes before Sebastian started attacking you. You see that? He said he couldn't break up with you because you would probably sue you or bribe you. He's trying to get pity so people believe you're forcing him to date you!"

"Oh yeah? Well, that just proves you HAVE been keeping secrets from me! You knew about this and didn't even tell me! You and your friends are out spying on Sebastian and I, aren't you?"
"That's only because you were so upset! I didn't want to make it worse! I thought you already knew about it, and I just didn't know when to tell you because either you're sad and I'll just make it worse or you're happy and I'll make you upset again. I thought I was doing the right thing! And now you're just trying to change the subject because I just proved you wrong and you're just making even more crazy accusations that I'm a stalker, a spy, and that I'm out to get you!"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP. You kept it from me, you little piece of shit! I bet everything else is true too!" Ciel spat, stepping towards doll to push him.
"I was nothing but truthful with you! You just can't accept it because you don't wasn't to believe that Sebastian doesn't love you!"
"Sebastian does love me! You know, you always believed everything I told you! You trusted me way too easily! I'm not the innocent little angel you think I am!" Ciel yelled, his fists tightening.
Doll froze for a moment. Ciel had lied to him? Something about that bothered him immensely. He had never lied to Ciel, and he trusted Ciel. Friends were supposed to be truthful with one another. Had they ever even been friends at all or was it true? Had Ciel really hated him from the very beginning?

"From this moment on, we are no longer friends. I'm sorry I ever even liked you or listened to you, you've done nothing but hurt people and I wish nothing but misfortune on you. You're just a disgusting human being. Sebastian was right. There's clearly something fucked up about you, you're psychotic, delusional! I want you to leave Sebastian and I alone, and I never want to see your fucking face again, don't even dare trying to talk to me or come ANYWHERE near me, ever again." Ciel threatened, cruelly kicking Doll down into the snow before he abruptly left and hurried back to Sebastian.

Doll looked over the situation sadly and with a sigh, he slowly stood up and looked after Ciel's car before he made his way back home quietly, unsure of what exactly had just unraveled, but being sure that there weren't going to be any apologies, that this was the end.

...

"Did you see what Sebastian wrote?"
Doll looked up as one of his friends pushed a slip of paper towards him.
It had been a couple weeks and Doll had gotten close to a group of other people. They were kind and supportive and had gone through similar experiences with Ciel or Sebastian as well as him.
"He wrote a story about you. You should read it. I thought it was odd when all the things in the story matched your life."
Doll grabbed the slip of paper and skimmed through the pages of text about him. It was a short story, with his name in disguise, but it was definitely about him.
"What do you think?" Mey-Rin sat down beside Doll, upset herself by their insensitivity. Finny walked over and took the paper out of Doll's hands to look it over.
"Well...they certainly still harbor feelings for you, that's for sure. Enough to actually write a whole story about you. How do you feel about the ending? And where it's going?"
"They crossed the line. I feel like they're rewriting it so I have to relive it but I'm not going to do that. Ciel took everything I told him and had Sebastian write it just so that I would get pissed over it. They're picking on people who aren't even involved now, which is unacceptable. It's sad and childish. It's not even a good story either. It's just offensive and obtrusive. But if they're going to invade my life and write about it, I should return the favor and write something about them as well. I think they'll like it, especially Sebastian, since he's so narcissistic, he'll love anything about him."

Doll set down the story and stared at it for a while. He was angry, no doubt. Ciel and Sebastian had chosen to pick on people unrelated now, who hadn't done a single thing and push them around because they were helpless. They had chosen the most important person in his life to harass, because they knew she couldn't do anything about it and it would piss him off.

Doll sighed. He almost felt pity towards those two now because they didn't have anything.
Ciel and Sebastian were still there, the same as before. Nothing had moved forward, there was no progress or improvement. Ciel was trying to desperately hold the strings together as Sebastian did as he pleased. Nothing had changed in their relationship. They were alone with their miserably lonely minds and Ciel would remain trapped in love until it finally bled to pieces or faded in time.

Well then, there we go. Again, this was a story I personally wrote just for Meg Hanlon (Little Storm) and Michelle (robovacation). They are two fanfiction writers who started a long-distance relationship, you'll know Meg by her turquoise or rainbow hair and love for deer, and Michelle is her older girlfriend and those two lovely girls started dating on Christmas Day. Oh, Meg's birthday was in September too, so go wish her well!

If you're reading this, well then that's a first as even though we were friends for months and you read fanfiction all the time and you knew I wrote too, you never bothered to take a look at my work, not even once.

If you want the rest of the interesting story behind this fanfiction, go to my profile page and there's a link to photos.

I apologize if it was confusing or rushed or anything, I wrote it in one night and it was kind of weird for me to write it, but thanks for reading!

I decided to give grace to Michelle and delete the sex scene. Also, Meg you keep on sending me PM's then blocking me right after so I can't read them.

I got a message from Sprankles, and, Sprankles, I understand. I know they're not worth it but despite that, I just want people to know. I'm the kind of person who is impulsive at times and my first instinct was to fight back, so here I am. I want people to know the real Margaret and Michelle, because, shouldn't you always show people your true personality? I'm just giving them a little push.

Both you and I didn't know how cruel they truly are and we got bitten. I wrote this so that everyone will know, and take their precautions. Yes, I know I should let go of it and move on because they're not worth it, and I will. I'm not going to dwell on it forever and I'm eventually just going to leave and let the rest of their miserable lives fuck them over. What comes around goes around eventually and they'll regret it.

I was so happy to hear from you though, and I'm so sorry. It seems like you're doing better now, and I truly hope you are. You don't need those people in your life, and they don't deserve you. I wish you the best and I hope you find your own happiness. Good luck~

~Pepper