It's raining here which is really nothing new here. Sam's probably with Emily today I shouldn't even bother, but I really need to talk to him. I pounded on his door, no one answered, what a surprise. He's probably fucking around with Emily or something. The door was unlocked so I decided to let myself in, and the house was silent. Sam was asleep on the couch, alone. Thank god Emily wasn't here I need Sam right now. I take off my wet cloths which leaves me in my boxers and a tee shirt. I grab a blanket off a nearby chair and covered Sam up and lay down next to him. He's so perfect when he's asleep so peaceful. Sam wrapped his arms around my waist, he's was warm, God how I miss this. He pulled me closer to his body and whispered, "Seth, your back." "I couldn't leave you for too long Sam, even if you wanted me too." Sam's lips found mine, and he pulled me on top of him. "She's gone." He whispered between kisses. I pulled back, "What do you mean?"
"She's gone, she packed all her stuff and left."
"Why?"
"Well the other day, we were making out on the couch; I accidently moaned your name. That freaked her out, I told her everything, and she left."
"Sam are you…" He cut me off by forcing his tongue down my throat. Was he really mine, just mine? I was pulled from my thoughts when Sam groaned. Later that night I was awaken to the sound of someone pounding on the door. I jumped up found my boxers and pants and pulled them on and went to answer the door. It was Leah. Shit. "What in the hell are you doing here? Where's Sam?!" Sam chose that moment to join me in the door frame, fully dressed. Good Idea. "Leah, Seth's staying over for awhile Jac and the rest of the guys will be over later to join us." Leah had probably come over to talk to Sam she still had feelings for him, that much was obvious. But he was mine. Leah didn't like what he had said but she left anyways. Sam shut the door and wrapped his arms around my waist, and buried his face into my neck. "Seth your such a worrier." Sam was right I worried about everything, if someone would knock on the door; I would always jump up and answer it. But I was just afraid of getting caught. "Only, because I don't want to lose you or something if we get caught by the wrong person." "There you go again worrying." Sam chuckled. I looked up at Sam and smiled. I'm glad I came back, I belonged here. With Sam. He leaned down and kissed me, Sam's kisses were like a drug to me they made me forget about all me worry and they always had. Sam had always had some sort of spell over me. When Sam and Emily were together I was jealous. At first I didn't know what I was feeling I just knew I didn't like it for some reason. Then as time went on I began to realize that I loved him. More than just a friend as a boyfriend but, I couldn't he liked Emily, No loved Emily. Emily was his everything, and I was just a friend to him nothing more. Then Sam told me he liked me and then everything was good, we snuck behind Emily's and we dated. After a couple of months I couldn't take being with Sam while he was still madly in love with Emily so I left. When I returned Emily was gone and he loved me, only me. There was another knock at the door interrupting our kiss and my thoughts. Sam pulled away to answer the door and I slipped into his room to get a shirt. I grab one and pulled it on then I went to see who was here. It was Jacob. "Hey Jacob." I really was too excited that Jacob was here but there was nothing I could do now. "Hey Seth, Leah was looking for you." "I know she came by just before you did. Is everyone else coming?" "Yea they'll be here soon." I walked over to the couch where Sam ant I were earlier and sat down. Sam walked past me and winked when Jacob wasn't looking. I blushed hoping he wouldn't notice. "Hey Sam, Can I talk to you for a minute?" "Sure Jacob. What's sup?" Sam asked as they walked into the kitchen. I don't like this Jacob always looking at Sam like he likes him, kinda like I use to. I'm worried.