Authors Note: None of Degrassi anything belongs to me :(. Claire/Eli of course with the rest of the viewers who love them. Rated M for later Chapters LOVE them!
Claire's Diary
August 14 2010
I met Eli just a few days ago and I already hang out with him more than Ali, which I don't think is all my fault. Ali has a totally different
schedule and besides she hasn't said anything about it. Eli is so great he is so much more mature than any other guy I know. Ali ask me about
him during lunch and what she ask me made me panic. She ask if I wanted to go out with him. He is a great guy but totally not my type he's great
but I could do better, besides why would he want to date me anyways. So of course I told Ali I wouldn't date him in a million years. Now I feel
awful as if I broke his heart before we even had a chance. Its not like he heard or anything but still .. . What would we do anywyas its not like
mom and dad would like the idea of a junior with a car dating there daughter, why does he have to drive hearse, where did he get that thing
anywyas.
I feel lost almost like everything I've done lately is wrong lying to Ali because she gave me a dreadful look when she as about Eli like he
was a monster. Like I was Belle and he was the Beast. Maybe I should go after Eli, I shouldn't care what Ali thinks, Eli taught me that.
Maybe mom and dad will be to wrapped up in there fights to care I'm dating him. Oh God why do I care about all this Eli probably sees me as
some geeky girl who is in grade 10 who is boring and plain just like everyone else.. He would never go out with me . . .
CLAIRE
Thanks for reading please review I already have some what of story line in my head but if you have ideas feel free to mention them. The chapters are going to be short but I'll try to write a few at a time
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