Impossible Love
Chapter One
Meet Lilly Evans
A/N: Story I said I'd write about Lilly and Lucius. This one should be long and I don't know how long it'll take me to get chapters up. Shouldn't be too long though.
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot and anything/anyone you don't recognize. JKR owns everything else.
He looked out the window at a pretty girl with red hair and emerald green eyes.
"Severus." He said softly not removing his gaze from the girl.
"What." Severus replied.
"Bring that lovely girl here." He said and Severus looked out the window.
"The redheaded one?"
"Yes the only beautiful one out there."
Severus looked a bit puzzled but disappeared from the compartment. He, Lucius Malfoy sat down finally removing his gaze from the girl.
Lucius looked around the almost empty compartment. He sighed and thought about what Narcissa would do when Severus and the girl returned. Surely she'd make it appear that her and him were together - she always did.
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Lilly Evans stepped onto the train and looked around. She needed help getting her trunk on the train. Which is why she bothered to talk to the boy with greasy black hair at all.
He came up to her suddenly as if expecting her arrival but surely no one knew her yet. All her friends weren't witches or wizards and were called "muggles" by every witch and wizard or so she had read.
"Need help?" He had asked with an evil grin.
"Uh...sure."
He held out his hand. "Severus Snape."
She shook it. "Lilly Evans."
Severus helped her with her trunk then said. "Come on you can sit with us."
"Us" turned out to be a tall blonde boy, two bulky dark-haired boys, a brown haired boy, Severus, and a short girl with white-blonde hair. Severus smirked slightly as he led her to a seat.
"Potter was here looking for you, Severus." Said the blonde boy without looking up from the book he was reading.
"Why now?"
"Says you have his book." The boy looked up and grinned darkly. "Who's your friend?"
"Lilly Evans."
The boy stood up and extended his hand to her. "It's a pleasure to meet you, Miss Evans. I'm Lucius Malfoy."
She smiled in response to the handsome boy. She noticed the girl in the corner glaring at her.
"Lucius she's a mudblood!" The girl exclaimed.
"Shut up Narcissa!" Lucius responded rather testily. He turned back to Lilly. "That's Crabbe, Goyle, and Bryan Zypherus."
The brown haired boy looked up when he heard his name. "Hello Miss..."
"Evans." Lucius put in.
"Miss Evans." Bryan finished his sentence.
"Oh and this is Narcissa." Lucius said pointing to the blonde girl.
"Oh? That's all I deserve?" Narcissa questioned.
"Narcissa we are not going out and never will!" He exclaimed.
"We aren't? I suppose because you are too busy drooling over every girl you see!"
"I don't drool!" Lucius snapped angrily.
Narcissa laughed and said sarcastically. "Sure you don't."
Just after she finished her comment the door burst open. Three boys stood there.
"Sirius, Remus, James. To what do we owe this pleasure?" Lucius asked them with a slight grin on his face.
"Hey Lucius. I just came to get my book." A boy with untidy jet-black hair said. He had to be that "Potter" person Lucius had mentioned earlier.
"This is Lilly Evans. Lilly this is Sirius, James, and Remus." He said Remus in a rude tone. If Remus had heard this he took no notice of it. Obviously Remus hadn't wanted to come into this compartment he was muttering to James and the other boy, Sirius. Lilly guessed his last name was Potter since Lucius had pointed to the boy who wanted his book and said that he was James.
"Sirius where's Pettigrew?" Bryan asked.
"Hiding from you and them." Sirius pointed to Crabbe and Goyle.
Bryan laughed "I'm not that scary am I?"
"With a wand you are." Sirius said and then they both laughed going on about something they had done a while back.
Lilly glanced around the room feeling left out as she watched everyone except Remus having a good time. Lucius saw she wasn't talking to anyone and excused himself from the people he was talking to, Crabbe, Goyle, and Narcissa.
"It's a bit crowded in here. What do you say we go to an emptier compartment?" He said softly in her ear before putting an arm around her and leading her out the compartment. He took her down the hall and into an almost empty room. A small boy sat in a shadowy corner reading. He glanced up when he heard them come in. He cringed and looked at Lucius.
"Move Peter." Lucius said. The boy jumped up and ran out forgetting his book.
"You for-" Lilly started but he was already gone.
Lucius quietly closed the door and took a seat pulling her down next to him. They were so close that Lilly would have to sit on his lap to get any closer.
"We should get to know each other better." He said softly in her ear.
"Yeah we should..." Lilly said feeling a bit uncomfortable as he slid an arm around her.
"Know what house you'll be in? I'll be Slytherin for sure."
"Gryffindor or Slytherin I suppose. I've read about them. They seem to be the best."
"James and Sirius are going to be in Gryffindor. The rest of us are going to be Slytherins well maybe not Remus but..." He started stroking her lovely red hair.
"Lucius aren't you going out with Narcissa?"
"No of course not. She just tells that to every girl I meet because she claims to love me. Though I have no idea as to why." He said in his bored drawl that she was beginning to really like.
"I... think I may have an idea why."
"You do?" His cold gray eyes lit up. "Do tell."
"Well you're charming and-"
"I am? Well I guess so... Please do continue."
"Friendly and handsome." She could feel her face turning red and saw the pink in his pale cheeks.
"You really think so?"
She merely nodded not trusting herself to speak because she might say something stupid and embarrass herself.
He stared into her bright green eyes then kissed her. A few seconds after their lips met Narcissa burst in.
"Lucius!" She exclaimed. "Lilly you stupid little mudblood whore! First flirting with Severus then you have James drooling over you. Now! Now you are kissing my boyfriend!"
Lucius jumped up removing his arm from around Lilly. "Narcissa we weren't even going out!"
Lilly didn't want to hear anymore. She stood up and left the room. She didn't have the faintest idea what a "mudblood" was but she did know what a whore was and didn't like being called one. Her sister used to call her one until Lilly got her Hogwarts acceptance letter. Then her sister, Petunia only called her a freak.
"Freak! Little whore going off to her freak school to learn a bunch of nonsense and meet some other freaks!" Petunia said earlier that day.
Lilly was staring at the floor lost in thought when she bumped into him. She stumbled and fell down.
"Oh I'm so sorry Lilly. I-I-" James stammered reaching down to help her up.
"It's ok James."
"You should change into your school robes. We're almost there."
"Ok." She smiled. "Where do I change? All the compartments are full."
"Try the one we were all in before it should be almost empty except for Severus but he'll leave for a minute so you can change." He looked down and went red seeing he was still holding her hand from where he had helped her up. He let go and looked at her for a second. "See you later Lilly."
"Bye." She walked back down the hall and found the other compartment. James had been right. Only Severus remained and he more than gladly left the room so she could change into her school robes.
About an hour later Lilly found herself standing in a large entrance hall with a large number of other scared looking first years.
"I 'eard we 'ave to battle a troll!" She heard a boy say excitedly.
"I heard we must pass some sort of test!" A girl said.
"Oh will you all just shut up. We put a talking hat on and it sorts us." Lucius said irritably.
A couple people frowned at having their rumors stopped and only one actually spoke. "Lucius Malfoy aren't you?"
"Yes I am. Glad someone finally noticed."
"That means you are a rich snobbish arrogant jerk right?"
Lucius glared at him. "Weasley aren't you?"
"Yeah, Arthur Weasley."
"Heard you were a poor idiot with 12 brothers and sisters." Lucius sneered watching Arthur's face go a bit red.
"3 brothers 2 sisters, moron."
Lilly appeared at Lucius's side. "Stop arguing both of you. You're acting like 5 year olds."
They didn't have time to make anymore comments. A teacher had appeared and was instructing them on what to do. She led them into a room full of students, teachers, and tables. They all lined up and a hat was brought out. It began to sing but Lilly wasn't that interested in the song. She was busy thinking.
She looked up when the teacher began calling names.
"Abbott, Christopher."
A tall tan boy walked up to the stool and slipped the hat on. "Hufflepuff!" The hat shouted.
"Bagman, Ludovic."
"Gryffindor!"
"Sirius Black." Became the second Gryffindor.
Crabbe became the first Slytherin.
"Crouch, Bartemius."
"Gryffindor!"
"Diggle, Dedalus."
"Ravenclaw!"
"Evans, Lilly." Lilly stepped forward and sat on the stool. Before slipping the hat on she looked back at Lucius who was watching anxiously.
"Hmm..." She heard the hat say.
She crossed her fingers and thought. "Slytherin or Gryffindor."
"Slytherin or Gryffindor? Well... let's see..." It said in her head. "Gryffindor!" It shouted and she took the hat off glancing at Lucius again who was looking a bit upset.
She walked over to the Gryffindor table and took a seat next to Sirius Black. Remus Lupin joined them a few moments after she did. He sat a seat away from Sirius.
"Malfoy, Lucius." The teacher said.
Lilly watched Lucius calmly slip the hat on his head and only a second after heard the hat exclaim. "Slytherin!"
After a few more people got sorted the small boy Lilly had seen earlier was called up. Peter Pettigrew was his name. He joined the Gryffindors and minutes later James Potter did too.
Lilly watched Severus Snape get sorted into Slytherin and a few others too. Soon there was only one boy left.
"Zypherus, Bryan."
"Slytherin!" That hat exclaimed when it had barely touched his head.
Lilly looked at Lucius who was sitting next to Bryan and Severus before noticing who she was sitting with. Arthur Weasley was eyeing her curiously from across the table.
"Aren't you Malfoy's girl?" He asked suspiciously.
"No!" She exclaimed quickly.
"You seemed to be you know together earlier before the sorting."
"I just met him today."
"Oh." He said then turned to the blonde blue eyed boy next to him who Lilly remembered to be Ludovic Bagman.
They began talking about something called "quidditch" which Lilly had read a bit about.
"Got myself a Cleansweep 4." She heard Ludovic say.
"Really? My brother, Alex has a Cleansweep 2."
Ludovic turned to Lilly. "Hi, I'm Ludovic Bagman but my friends call me Ludo."
Another boy with straw colored hair looked over from a seat over from Ludo's left. "Ludo! Haven't seen you in ages."
"Barty! This is um..." He looked at Lilly. "Don't believe I caught your name."
"Lilly Evans."
"Well Lilly this is Barty Crouch."
The Headmaster, a man with long silver beard and hair stood up. "Three words, Tuck in oddment."
Lilly looked at the Headmaster wondering if he was crazy until she looked at the table. Plates had suddenly filled with food. She scooped some onto her own and began eating.
After she and the others in the room had eaten their fill the plates emptied and became spotless again. Desserts of all kinds appeared and a few ate some. After the desserts had gone and everyone was quite tired by now the Headmaster stood up again. "Time to sing the school song." He shook his wand and a gold ribbon appeared out the end. Everyone followed along with the words written on the ribbon. Most sang to a quick beat but some Lilly noted finished the song to a slow funeral march.
"Bedtime! Off you go." The Headmaster (Albus Dumbledore Lilly remembered) said.
She followed a prefect girl up to Gryffindor common room, too tired to try to remember all the turns. She heard the prefect say, "Zephyr." And then entered. She walked up to the girls dorm, located her bed, and fell asleep right away not even bothering to use the blanket or to pull the curtains around her bed.
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A/N: Review please.
Chapter One
Meet Lilly Evans
A/N: Story I said I'd write about Lilly and Lucius. This one should be long and I don't know how long it'll take me to get chapters up. Shouldn't be too long though.
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot and anything/anyone you don't recognize. JKR owns everything else.
He looked out the window at a pretty girl with red hair and emerald green eyes.
"Severus." He said softly not removing his gaze from the girl.
"What." Severus replied.
"Bring that lovely girl here." He said and Severus looked out the window.
"The redheaded one?"
"Yes the only beautiful one out there."
Severus looked a bit puzzled but disappeared from the compartment. He, Lucius Malfoy sat down finally removing his gaze from the girl.
Lucius looked around the almost empty compartment. He sighed and thought about what Narcissa would do when Severus and the girl returned. Surely she'd make it appear that her and him were together - she always did.
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Lilly Evans stepped onto the train and looked around. She needed help getting her trunk on the train. Which is why she bothered to talk to the boy with greasy black hair at all.
He came up to her suddenly as if expecting her arrival but surely no one knew her yet. All her friends weren't witches or wizards and were called "muggles" by every witch and wizard or so she had read.
"Need help?" He had asked with an evil grin.
"Uh...sure."
He held out his hand. "Severus Snape."
She shook it. "Lilly Evans."
Severus helped her with her trunk then said. "Come on you can sit with us."
"Us" turned out to be a tall blonde boy, two bulky dark-haired boys, a brown haired boy, Severus, and a short girl with white-blonde hair. Severus smirked slightly as he led her to a seat.
"Potter was here looking for you, Severus." Said the blonde boy without looking up from the book he was reading.
"Why now?"
"Says you have his book." The boy looked up and grinned darkly. "Who's your friend?"
"Lilly Evans."
The boy stood up and extended his hand to her. "It's a pleasure to meet you, Miss Evans. I'm Lucius Malfoy."
She smiled in response to the handsome boy. She noticed the girl in the corner glaring at her.
"Lucius she's a mudblood!" The girl exclaimed.
"Shut up Narcissa!" Lucius responded rather testily. He turned back to Lilly. "That's Crabbe, Goyle, and Bryan Zypherus."
The brown haired boy looked up when he heard his name. "Hello Miss..."
"Evans." Lucius put in.
"Miss Evans." Bryan finished his sentence.
"Oh and this is Narcissa." Lucius said pointing to the blonde girl.
"Oh? That's all I deserve?" Narcissa questioned.
"Narcissa we are not going out and never will!" He exclaimed.
"We aren't? I suppose because you are too busy drooling over every girl you see!"
"I don't drool!" Lucius snapped angrily.
Narcissa laughed and said sarcastically. "Sure you don't."
Just after she finished her comment the door burst open. Three boys stood there.
"Sirius, Remus, James. To what do we owe this pleasure?" Lucius asked them with a slight grin on his face.
"Hey Lucius. I just came to get my book." A boy with untidy jet-black hair said. He had to be that "Potter" person Lucius had mentioned earlier.
"This is Lilly Evans. Lilly this is Sirius, James, and Remus." He said Remus in a rude tone. If Remus had heard this he took no notice of it. Obviously Remus hadn't wanted to come into this compartment he was muttering to James and the other boy, Sirius. Lilly guessed his last name was Potter since Lucius had pointed to the boy who wanted his book and said that he was James.
"Sirius where's Pettigrew?" Bryan asked.
"Hiding from you and them." Sirius pointed to Crabbe and Goyle.
Bryan laughed "I'm not that scary am I?"
"With a wand you are." Sirius said and then they both laughed going on about something they had done a while back.
Lilly glanced around the room feeling left out as she watched everyone except Remus having a good time. Lucius saw she wasn't talking to anyone and excused himself from the people he was talking to, Crabbe, Goyle, and Narcissa.
"It's a bit crowded in here. What do you say we go to an emptier compartment?" He said softly in her ear before putting an arm around her and leading her out the compartment. He took her down the hall and into an almost empty room. A small boy sat in a shadowy corner reading. He glanced up when he heard them come in. He cringed and looked at Lucius.
"Move Peter." Lucius said. The boy jumped up and ran out forgetting his book.
"You for-" Lilly started but he was already gone.
Lucius quietly closed the door and took a seat pulling her down next to him. They were so close that Lilly would have to sit on his lap to get any closer.
"We should get to know each other better." He said softly in her ear.
"Yeah we should..." Lilly said feeling a bit uncomfortable as he slid an arm around her.
"Know what house you'll be in? I'll be Slytherin for sure."
"Gryffindor or Slytherin I suppose. I've read about them. They seem to be the best."
"James and Sirius are going to be in Gryffindor. The rest of us are going to be Slytherins well maybe not Remus but..." He started stroking her lovely red hair.
"Lucius aren't you going out with Narcissa?"
"No of course not. She just tells that to every girl I meet because she claims to love me. Though I have no idea as to why." He said in his bored drawl that she was beginning to really like.
"I... think I may have an idea why."
"You do?" His cold gray eyes lit up. "Do tell."
"Well you're charming and-"
"I am? Well I guess so... Please do continue."
"Friendly and handsome." She could feel her face turning red and saw the pink in his pale cheeks.
"You really think so?"
She merely nodded not trusting herself to speak because she might say something stupid and embarrass herself.
He stared into her bright green eyes then kissed her. A few seconds after their lips met Narcissa burst in.
"Lucius!" She exclaimed. "Lilly you stupid little mudblood whore! First flirting with Severus then you have James drooling over you. Now! Now you are kissing my boyfriend!"
Lucius jumped up removing his arm from around Lilly. "Narcissa we weren't even going out!"
Lilly didn't want to hear anymore. She stood up and left the room. She didn't have the faintest idea what a "mudblood" was but she did know what a whore was and didn't like being called one. Her sister used to call her one until Lilly got her Hogwarts acceptance letter. Then her sister, Petunia only called her a freak.
"Freak! Little whore going off to her freak school to learn a bunch of nonsense and meet some other freaks!" Petunia said earlier that day.
Lilly was staring at the floor lost in thought when she bumped into him. She stumbled and fell down.
"Oh I'm so sorry Lilly. I-I-" James stammered reaching down to help her up.
"It's ok James."
"You should change into your school robes. We're almost there."
"Ok." She smiled. "Where do I change? All the compartments are full."
"Try the one we were all in before it should be almost empty except for Severus but he'll leave for a minute so you can change." He looked down and went red seeing he was still holding her hand from where he had helped her up. He let go and looked at her for a second. "See you later Lilly."
"Bye." She walked back down the hall and found the other compartment. James had been right. Only Severus remained and he more than gladly left the room so she could change into her school robes.
About an hour later Lilly found herself standing in a large entrance hall with a large number of other scared looking first years.
"I 'eard we 'ave to battle a troll!" She heard a boy say excitedly.
"I heard we must pass some sort of test!" A girl said.
"Oh will you all just shut up. We put a talking hat on and it sorts us." Lucius said irritably.
A couple people frowned at having their rumors stopped and only one actually spoke. "Lucius Malfoy aren't you?"
"Yes I am. Glad someone finally noticed."
"That means you are a rich snobbish arrogant jerk right?"
Lucius glared at him. "Weasley aren't you?"
"Yeah, Arthur Weasley."
"Heard you were a poor idiot with 12 brothers and sisters." Lucius sneered watching Arthur's face go a bit red.
"3 brothers 2 sisters, moron."
Lilly appeared at Lucius's side. "Stop arguing both of you. You're acting like 5 year olds."
They didn't have time to make anymore comments. A teacher had appeared and was instructing them on what to do. She led them into a room full of students, teachers, and tables. They all lined up and a hat was brought out. It began to sing but Lilly wasn't that interested in the song. She was busy thinking.
She looked up when the teacher began calling names.
"Abbott, Christopher."
A tall tan boy walked up to the stool and slipped the hat on. "Hufflepuff!" The hat shouted.
"Bagman, Ludovic."
"Gryffindor!"
"Sirius Black." Became the second Gryffindor.
Crabbe became the first Slytherin.
"Crouch, Bartemius."
"Gryffindor!"
"Diggle, Dedalus."
"Ravenclaw!"
"Evans, Lilly." Lilly stepped forward and sat on the stool. Before slipping the hat on she looked back at Lucius who was watching anxiously.
"Hmm..." She heard the hat say.
She crossed her fingers and thought. "Slytherin or Gryffindor."
"Slytherin or Gryffindor? Well... let's see..." It said in her head. "Gryffindor!" It shouted and she took the hat off glancing at Lucius again who was looking a bit upset.
She walked over to the Gryffindor table and took a seat next to Sirius Black. Remus Lupin joined them a few moments after she did. He sat a seat away from Sirius.
"Malfoy, Lucius." The teacher said.
Lilly watched Lucius calmly slip the hat on his head and only a second after heard the hat exclaim. "Slytherin!"
After a few more people got sorted the small boy Lilly had seen earlier was called up. Peter Pettigrew was his name. He joined the Gryffindors and minutes later James Potter did too.
Lilly watched Severus Snape get sorted into Slytherin and a few others too. Soon there was only one boy left.
"Zypherus, Bryan."
"Slytherin!" That hat exclaimed when it had barely touched his head.
Lilly looked at Lucius who was sitting next to Bryan and Severus before noticing who she was sitting with. Arthur Weasley was eyeing her curiously from across the table.
"Aren't you Malfoy's girl?" He asked suspiciously.
"No!" She exclaimed quickly.
"You seemed to be you know together earlier before the sorting."
"I just met him today."
"Oh." He said then turned to the blonde blue eyed boy next to him who Lilly remembered to be Ludovic Bagman.
They began talking about something called "quidditch" which Lilly had read a bit about.
"Got myself a Cleansweep 4." She heard Ludovic say.
"Really? My brother, Alex has a Cleansweep 2."
Ludovic turned to Lilly. "Hi, I'm Ludovic Bagman but my friends call me Ludo."
Another boy with straw colored hair looked over from a seat over from Ludo's left. "Ludo! Haven't seen you in ages."
"Barty! This is um..." He looked at Lilly. "Don't believe I caught your name."
"Lilly Evans."
"Well Lilly this is Barty Crouch."
The Headmaster, a man with long silver beard and hair stood up. "Three words, Tuck in oddment."
Lilly looked at the Headmaster wondering if he was crazy until she looked at the table. Plates had suddenly filled with food. She scooped some onto her own and began eating.
After she and the others in the room had eaten their fill the plates emptied and became spotless again. Desserts of all kinds appeared and a few ate some. After the desserts had gone and everyone was quite tired by now the Headmaster stood up again. "Time to sing the school song." He shook his wand and a gold ribbon appeared out the end. Everyone followed along with the words written on the ribbon. Most sang to a quick beat but some Lilly noted finished the song to a slow funeral march.
"Bedtime! Off you go." The Headmaster (Albus Dumbledore Lilly remembered) said.
She followed a prefect girl up to Gryffindor common room, too tired to try to remember all the turns. She heard the prefect say, "Zephyr." And then entered. She walked up to the girls dorm, located her bed, and fell asleep right away not even bothering to use the blanket or to pull the curtains around her bed.
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A/N: Review please.