Bella lay upon the couch, her eyes trying desperately to cry. Life is over. Though her heart didn't beat, it loved. That love, was gone. She could feel an empty void ripping through her chest. A black hole, all happiness was being sucked away. It was only for Renesme that she was still here. She surely would have gone off to Voltura without the love of her innocent daughter drawing her back.
Edward was gone. Gone. The truth is hard, no... the truth is unbearable. He had gone off to fight against the once again oppressing wars of the south, he Jasper and Emmett, had bravely volunteered their lives. And he had lost his.
She was angry at herself, for the first time, regretting what she had become. ' If only I were human, than maybe I could shed a tear for him.' And yet, as the void became raw and deep, her eyes were dry. she would never shed a tear, for Edward Cullen.
Renesme was in bed, she hadn't heard yet, she expected Edward to come in that door tomorrow morning. Yet again she shook with anguish.
Edward was dead.
If only the power of love, could bring back her angel. He was an angel, fallen from heaven. It was time he return. and yet, it was too hard to bear. She lay there for eternity, starring at his picture. He smiled his sweet, crocked grin, his eyes flared a brilliant gold. It was perfect, he was perfect, airbrush gorgeous. yet, the photo was a pale shadow of her love. Her lost love.... She hugged the photo tight to her chest, she would never let go.
Her mind wandered to their first anniversary , he had given her a gift. A small, silver rapped package, ironically similar to the one her had given her o her disastrous 18th birthday. He had told her, that if anything ever happened to him, if he died, to open it.
She held the package close to her chest, it's corners were now worn and smooth. she carefully removed the packaging , so not to rip it. she opened it to reveal a clear plastic jewel case. She smiled to herself, for the first time in days. On the home-made Cd, he had written one word ' Farewell ' to her, that word meant a whole lot.
She sobbed unshed tears as she popped it into the Cd player. Edward's soft, musical voice come on, as he began to play the piano in the background. The music was calming, so was his voice.
He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said daddy when when you coming home
He said the first thing that came to his mind
Im already there
Take a look around
Im the sunshine in your hair
Im the shadow on the ground
Im the whisper in the wind
Im your imaginary friend
And I know Im in your prayers
Oh Im already there
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes
Im already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there 'till the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be there with you wherever you are
Im already there
Take a look around
Im the sunshine in your hair
Im the shadow on the ground
Im the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there till the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already
There
" Love you Bella! And I love you too, my dearest Renesme. And, I'm so sorry for what has happened. But Bella, remember to live your life. Because you can have a happy life, and never join me. But, if you, or fate send yourself up here. i'll be waiting for you. And, while you're there , take care of my heart. I have left it there with you. Goodbye for now, My Sweetest Love. My only regret, was not having spent more time with you.
Farewell."
" goodbye Edward Cullen, I Love you...."
Review!!!!!! Did you like that? If you want a sequel, prequel etc. , let me know!!!! Wow, feels good, that one's been on my mind for a good month and a half.