Caught In  Red Wings

By: Chocolate Roses

I can feel your heart beat…

Slowly against my ears…

I can feel your breath..

Blow away my fears..

(Ok. For awhile now I had been thinking this up. A Rin/Seshoumaru romance of the heavens!! Not!! Jk naw, I'm hoping it will be good and LONG…. I'm still writing my Sango/Miroku story and trying to keep them intact but hey, I've never been too good with that. That's why I refuse to write a Big-o story. Come on! Dorothy would be like IMPOSSIBLE to keep intact, she's not human. She feels nothing. It would be weird. Woa. So got off track there. Anyways, here's the story ^_^. Also, that "I can feel your heart beat…" thing is MINE no stealing. ^_^;; ) Ps. RIN IS 14! DON'T ASK. SHES FOURTEEN. Not 18, not 6. FOURTEEN. FOURTEEN. FOURTEEN. No wait, she's fifteen. Jk. She's fourteen.)

Disclaimer: I don't own Rin or Sesshoumaru. Hell, I don't even own this computer. It's my moms. I also don't own these pants. They're my brothers.. I don't own that lipstick over on my  nightstand, that's my moms too. I also don't own this soul, God does. And this story, God made it up and let me take credit. Hehe. The socks I'm wearing are my dads, and my sweater is my best friends. My shirts mine. That's probably my only thing. Wow. I bet you don't care? I don't care either. No one does. But hey, I have to put this. Well.. not all of it but---

            She was running again. Among flowers that spread so beautifully in a field. The sky was blue, a dark yet light blue. A soft mixture of them both. Clouds were scattered in the prettiest ways, and grew a light pink tint to them as the setting sun let its last rays shine. Rin looked up when Sesshoumaru stood at the top of the hill, his hair blowing in the soft breeze. She smiled and ran up to him as he turned and walked back down. Everything was beautiful, everything was perfect. For now, at least.

----Morning—

            The sun had risen, and Sesshoumaru was on another voyage to destroy of Inu yasha and his companions. Rin, being quite used to it now, got up to eat her breakfast. She walked down the darkened halls. No light seeped through because there were no windows, just doors upon more doors. She still had a smile on, though, and seemed quite happy. Until she opened the door. Sesshoumaru, he was back early? She walked up and bowed slightly, her mouth opened to speak to him when she heard a sly voice from the shadows. Her mouth clamped shut at the voice. A tall woman came out with long flowing black hair. Kikyo.

            "Lord Sesshoumaru, I will help you against Inu Yasha." She said Inu Yasha's name with distaste. She didn't notice Rin as she walked around biting her nails. She stopped, pausing for a second as if thinking before her mouth opened and her index finger flew up. That's when she saw Rin and completely stopped. Sesshoumaru was the first to introduce Rin, and Kikyo seemed to go delightfully happy, but yet sad. She always had that sad and longing look on her face.

            "Kikyo, this is Rin. Rin, this is my mate Kikyo."

It was plotted,


It was fine,

It was something,

Out of line.

            Rin seemed a little startled, but covered it with a joyous smile that seemed plastered on her face as she shook Kikyo's hand. Kikyo had that 'I love all children' playful smiling going on that really unnerved Rin, but she spoke not a word. A child is not to speak until spoken to. She had learned that from a childhood friend, Tenshia. Who believed manners were more important then life.

            "Rin, fetch Jaken and tell him to carry Kikyos bags to her room." Rin was surprised and startled. She's staying here? She doesn't even have her own room?? But again, she spoke nothing and nodded, still smiling. Instead of racing to go look around for Jaken, she took the bags herself. Sesshoumaru was too involved with Kikyo to even say thank you, not that he would. And Kikyo had that long distance look on her face. Rin hauled the bags up to the room next to Sesshoumaru as it seemed fit to have Kikyo there. Rin was angered though, and the minute she was back in her room she began to cry. She lay on her large four poster bed, the white blankets a tangled mess on the floor, white sheets the only remaining covers on her bed. Her head was resting on the white pillow, laced in a light pink to match the light pink curtains hanging from the posts.

            She began to cry. She was to forlorn that not only did she have to live with another woman, but she'd have to like the woman no matter what. Would Sesshoumaru kick her out? Why would he need her? And since when did Sesshoumaru date humans? Didn't he detest their very being, especially Kikyo? Hadn't it been Inu yasha who had once drooled on all fours for this Goddess? Surely Sesshoumaru was just using her. Maybe because she was so against Inu Yasha, or maybe because she seemed so nice and yet was completely rude was why he loved her. Was that the kind of woman he went for? Why not a demon like him? She continued to ask her self questions, trying to fill the answers in when a disturbing noise came from down the hall. The only room way down there occupied is Sesshoumaru-samas! Rin got up and ran down, noticing the door open. She took a peek through, blushed and ran back to her room., Sesshoumaru-sama and Kikyo had been in a passionate embrace naked! She shuddered and for no reason began to cry. Was she jealous that Sesshoumaru-sama loved another then his Rin? Rin was his only companion, now she had to share him with Kikyo.

            She couldn't stand that, and was not going to get closer to Sesshoumaru-sama only to have herself be kicked out because she was such a nuisance to Kikyo. Already she hated the  woman, though she shouldn't have. Rin packed up some kimonos, various sandals and some pocket coins. She grabbed some food from the kitchens before leaving. She'd miss Jaken for all the jokes she could play on him, and she would miss Sesshoumaru-sama  for he was like her father. He was like her best friend. He was like her over protective, caring, boyfriend that only cared for her. He was just a figure in the past now. The front doors closed and she walked down the creaky wooden steps, past the trees that were trimmed, and past the beautiful gardens of protection and into the real world. Back to where she came, starting fresh. No, not fresh. But she was going amend all that went wrong in life, even if it meant erasing various things, places, and people. Even if it meant erasing Sesshoumaru. She didn't notice the eyes on her, and even if she did it wouldn't have mattered. She had no escape, no where to run. She didn't hear the softness of the feet pattering lightly on the forest floor as it neared her, or the twig slightly and almost in-audibly breaking. But she didn't feel the breath on her neck, and the voice. The smooth and yet dark voice, deep and yet calming. The voice that would follow suite with the body that would change Rins life. Or better yet, everyone's life.

][ Hope you liked it. I'm starting a Trigun and Zoids fiction. Maybe I'll write a Hellsing one, write another chapter in my other Inu Yasha one, work on my site, do some homework and finish up the weekend with a smile. Or baggy eyes, whatever. See ya *kizzahz*][