The Wrong Kind of Glory
Disclaimer: I do not own anything from Big Time Rush.
Author's Note: There are often stories on FF that involve the boys going through periods of self-doubt and sometimes lead to eating disorders. I want to try this the other way around with Logan, who is the perfect character for this. I hope you all enjoy the story. Please review if you want.
Kendall, James, Carlos, and Logan as they were often called in interviews, magazines, and other publications that speak of them. Kendall, the leader of the group and the one that made sure they all knew where they came from and he made sure to keep it that way, he was head.
James, the passion driven lovable narcissist who kept reminding the boys of why they were here in the first place, he was the heart.
Carlos, the one who always had the spark of the four and made sure that everything stayed fun and exciting, he was the arms and legs.
Then there's Logan, the smart one, the who is always nagging them that they should do not that, or saying that he should always get new friends.
Logan knew that he would never do this because he needed his friends more than anything.
When he was in Texas he had no friends and was always the one who was picked on and singled out.
This fear never left him and with his mommy and daddy issues it was not exactly the best thing in the world either.
Rather then stating he needed new friends Logan feared that he would lose them and he felt that constantly had to prove himself to his friends that he was worth keeping.
That is what pushed Logan to try his best in school; he told people that he was just motivated to be a doctor.
In fact, Logan did not want to be a doctor, the only reason that he said that was that people would be impressed by his claim.
Some many say that he is just trying to prove himself, which may be somewhat wrong, but it is okay since he is going after a career that has permitted him to be great.
That is an entirely wrong statement based solely on the fact that it was tearing Logan apart inside.
His constant need for self-reassure wore down his mind and soul and that was something that he sought to change about himself.
Logan knew he had the mental reassurance going for him, but he always came to the conclusion that it was not good enough since his body was just as weak or if not weaker than an ant with all its legs broken.
Logan decided that he wanted to change this about himself, and he was determined as ever to do it.
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